I can relate! It comes in so fuzzy sometimes, and the buzzing... It just like in my piece Feeling But Not.
And the way you use natural imagery to describe the inner landscape is very well done.
I too have found that releasing the chaos is a must, so I've embraced it and try to allow it to flow through my pieces. I go into that a bit in my piece Double Negative.
If you get a chance and want to check them out, I'll link them below.
See you around the Verse!
https://medium.com/know-thyself-heal-thyself/feeling-but-not-a55472ac95e





