Today is day one of living my dream
I have to say I know this is not my life forever. This cannot be what I am destined to be. I feel there is more, I want more and Im not afraid to reach out and grab it. I am here to develop my plan however…I do need a plan and I believe having a daily blog post will help me stay on track and keep me accountable.
What I want: money and power? lol its the truth though. I think about it. The ability to make any idea a reality with ease because I have the money…and I have the power.
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So how do I get there? Is there is someone who is living my dream life now? What would they be doing? Well is there anybody’s life I truly admire? One of the greats? An actor? Well who has done great things? or things I admire? Whose work do I admire? 1. Elon Musk, I get teary eyed when I see what hes done for the world and what he is doing which is using what he knows to better the world. What do I know? I know how to inspire people, I know how to motivate people. I believe I know how to talk to people. I am charistmatic and im a good speaker. I know how to compand a room, I know how to get what I want. How can I use that to help people? Community non-profit work? Ugh boring. I feel I would be known. I am known person but everyone starts somewhere. Known for what though? What do I want to be known for? My beauty? No…MY TALENT! of course but what IS IT? Im also good at making people have a good time…like an entertainer? I once did want to make a show, but now I dont know how I feel about that… lately I feel like an adult now. Like I want to be an adult now. Like more realistic. Have my dreams been smashed? I mean I want to say no but who knows you know. This was a sudden shift in my thinking, occurred over a month because of a certain someone…
The idea of performance has always excited me though. All types of performance. I love meeting people and seeing and trying new things. A spokesperson, a diplomat. Someone who represents something. Someone poise. Electric. Poignant. Sharp, direct. Beautiful but unfuckwithable. Brains and intelligence, lol thats what I am though, I need to exploit that. I like to create and I think that will deffinetly leave me fulfilled. But what do I create now…ok…what do i want to create?
I see acting as a buisness, acting is a buisness. And I like it. Im pretty good at it. And I think that if I think of it like that I could really get somewhere with it. Its a beautiful art but also I want to make MONEY out of it. And I like it so I can invest my time in it and enjoy it. So there 1. invest in my acting business…..five hours later…..I have finished creating my website, finally! Ha! Only took like a couple years lol. But! its finally up and running. Next: business cards!
