MY RESOLVES
SELF-EMBRACE(08–31–25)
When you understand things
You’ll be left neglected
When you demand a little
You’ll become demanding
When you react for a reason
You’ll become narrow-minded
In this word full of uncertainties
Be still, and embrace yourself.
SILENT SCREAM(8–31–25)
Silent scream for an unspoken pain
Silent grip for an unanswered why’s
And When is my time?
When is the right time?
I’m not asking for much
Why do I have to take these much?
Am I heard?
Am I seen?
Where can I run?
When there’s no place to run?
When can I tell?
When no one is willing to listen?
When can I have the comfort?
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When no one want to see?
All I can do is cry silently
Touch myself
Listen, and see my pain
A gaze with a silent scream
I WAS ONCE A KID(09–2025)
I was once a kid
A kid that longed for attention
but gain understanding
I was once a kid
A kid that needs support
but gain strenght alone
I was once a kid
A kid that haunted by questions
Am I loved?
Am I cared?
Am I a pride?
or
Just a regret from the past
A living nightmare they kept
It was too early to be thoughtful, too young to be an adult.
Too young to take everything in silence when I can scream, throw tantrum since I was once a kid, but the kid was afraid and chose to face the world alone.
Scars(11–19–25)
Wounds heal but scars will be your living reminder that it was not just a pain — it’s a situation where made you broken.
