Two-Faced
You held me close,
Said you liked it that way.
You made me cry,
Said I was a waste of time.
Which one of you do I love?
Which one do I regret?
I cried silently into my pillow
Now more than anything I want to let go
I don’t think this can be fixed anymore...
The people I love the most,
ending up hurting me more.
I’m in the same room as you,
Like a silent ghost.
Bottled up all your anger,
Then spilled all the poison together
And you loved me the most.
Your words always made me smile,
My eyes gleam, and my face glows.
Your words always make me cry,
My hands shake, and a tear rolls.
"You make me stronger everyday"
But soon the compliments turn to dismay.
"Why'd you always disappoint me?"
The next morning, you make me coffee.
Do you love me?
Do you loathe me?
The answer's always yes.
Yes.
The answer's always yes,
I wish I could love you less.
You used to kiss me goodbye,
Now you stand silently as I pack my bags.
You never pick up the call,
And you used to wait for me to come online.
You used to braid my hair
Now you don’t really care
I feel like a war prisoner
On a, cold, damp, wooden floor
Sick, starved, deprived
Of oxygen, weakened.
Yearning for sunlight
Like a pathetic ghost.
I look forward to some bread everyday
Go back to bed with some red everyday
Sick,
Silent,
Starved,
Silhouette
Of someone you loved.
Two-faced
In the best way,
You drive me insane,
My greatest joy is pain,
My favourite season is the rain.
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All the fingers in the courtroom are pointing at me
You've been banished by the queen's decree
"Exile her"
Two-faced in the best way,
You suck my blood while feeding me love.
I breakdown silently like a mirror
Left unwashed for a millenium
Disregarded, disposed off
Like a criminal
Living off the minimal
Two-faced in the best way
Which one of you do I love?
Which one do I regret?
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