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Pee Dee is Imperfect

Pee Dee is Imperfect

I am only interested in 1 thing. Forwarding a different outcome for future generations. One without war, only peace, equality and equity. Help me achieve it <3

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3 min readJun 2, 2025

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Introducing Myself

Prazival Dharma here, I have been writing but haven’t had enough confidence or time to publish them. However, I have been moved to publish my thoughts and journey to “self realization” to help an organization close to my heart.

I am an unofficial member (unbaptized) of an organization that operates in a “third world” country with members that are labeled as 2nd class citizens. The organization is filled with strong willed, humble and friendly people, that serve communities throughout the country and region by providing them food, education, instruments, financial aid, basic infrastructure and more aka missionary work.

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T̶h̶e̶ ̶o̶r̶g̶a̶n̶i̶z̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶h̶a̶s̶ ̶m̶a̶n̶y̶ ̶m̶e̶m̶b̶e̶r̶s̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶ ̶c̶e̶n̶t̶e̶r̶e̶d̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶c̶a̶p̶i̶t̶a̶l̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶v̶a̶s̶t̶ ̶m̶a̶j̶o̶r̶i̶t̶y̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶i̶t̶s̶ ̶m̶e̶m̶b̶e̶r̶s̶ ̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶t̶i̶r̶e̶d̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶n̶k̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶g̶e̶n̶t̶r̶i̶f̶i̶c̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶r̶o̶u̶g̶h̶ ̶s̶y̶s̶t̶e̶m̶i̶c̶ ̶r̶a̶c̶i̶s̶m̶,̶ ̶m̶o̶s̶t̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶i̶r̶ ̶h̶a̶n̶d̶s̶ ̶t̶i̶e̶d̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶y̶’̶v̶e̶ ̶s̶t̶r̶u̶g̶g̶l̶e̶d̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶m̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶n̶ ̶1̶5̶ ̶y̶e̶a̶r̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶b̶r̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶p̶a̶r̶t̶i̶c̶u̶l̶a̶r̶ ̶p̶r̶o̶j̶e̶c̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶l̶i̶f̶e̶.̶ ̶A̶n̶d̶ ̶o̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶t̶i̶m̶e̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶c̶o̶s̶t̶ ̶h̶a̶s̶ ̶n̶e̶a̶r̶l̶y̶ ̶t̶r̶i̶p̶l̶e̶d̶.̶ ̶N̶o̶w̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶i̶t̶s̶ ̶f̶i̶n̶a̶l̶ ̶s̶t̶a̶g̶e̶s̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶s̶t̶r̶u̶c̶t̶i̶o̶n̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶y̶ ̶r̶e̶q̶u̶i̶r̶e̶ ̶U̶S̶D̶ ̶9̶0̶0̶,̶0̶0̶0̶ ̶m̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶p̶l̶e̶t̶e̶.̶ ̶M̶y̶ ̶p̶e̶r̶s̶o̶n̶a̶l̶ ̶t̶a̶r̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶U̶S̶D̶1̶,̶0̶0̶0̶.̶

̶I̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶p̶u̶b̶l̶i̶s̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶i̶n̶c̶o̶m̶p̶l̶e̶t̶e̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶k̶s̶ ̶d̶a̶i̶l̶y̶ ̶u̶n̶t̶i̶l̶ ̶J̶u̶l̶y̶ ̶2̶9̶t̶h̶ ̶2̶0̶2̶5̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶a̶c̶h̶i̶e̶v̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶g̶o̶a̶l̶.̶ ̶M̶y̶ ̶w̶r̶i̶t̶i̶n̶g̶s̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶a̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶m̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶l̶i̶b̶e̶r̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶,̶ ̶p̶r̶o̶s̶p̶e̶r̶i̶t̶y̶,̶ ̶e̶q̶u̶a̶l̶i̶t̶y̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶m̶a̶n̶y̶ ̶m̶o̶r̶e̶.̶ ̶I̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶f̶r̶o̶m̶ ̶a̶ ̶b̶a̶c̶k̶w̶a̶r̶d̶ ̶c̶o̶u̶n̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶l̶e̶a̶d̶e̶r̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶b̶l̶i̶n̶d̶e̶d̶ ̶b̶y̶ ̶m̶o̶n̶e̶y̶ ̶s̶o̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶k̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶v̶o̶l̶v̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶r̶o̶u̶n̶d̶ ̶c̶o̶r̶r̶u̶p̶t̶i̶o̶n̶,̶ ̶D̶E̶I̶,̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶f̶o̶c̶u̶s̶ ̶m̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶e̶d̶u̶c̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶,̶ ̶g̶r̶o̶w̶t̶h̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶a̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶m̶u̶n̶i̶t̶y̶.̶

̶I̶f̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶“̶w̶o̶r̶k̶s̶”̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶a̶p̶p̶r̶e̶c̶i̶a̶t̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶i̶n̶t̶e̶r̶a̶c̶t̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶p̶o̶s̶t̶,̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶p̶a̶g̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶s̶h̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶m̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶,̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶t̶r̶i̶b̶u̶t̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶o̶r̶g̶a̶n̶i̶z̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶I̶ ̶b̶e̶l̶o̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶o̶.̶ ̶1̶0̶0̶%̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶I̶ ̶g̶a̶i̶n̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶d̶i̶r̶e̶c̶t̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶.̶ ̶S̶h̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶s̶u̶p̶p̶o̶r̶t̶ ̶c̶a̶r̶r̶y̶ ̶p̶a̶s̶t̶ ̶J̶u̶l̶y̶ ̶2̶9̶t̶h̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶f̶u̶r̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶w̶r̶i̶t̶i̶n̶g̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶h̶o̶p̶e̶f̶u̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶i̶d̶e̶a̶s̶ ̶I̶ ̶a̶m̶ ̶p̶a̶s̶s̶i̶o̶n̶a̶t̶e̶ ̶a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶.̶

̶T̶h̶e̶ ̶o̶r̶g̶a̶n̶i̶z̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶a̶m̶ ̶r̶e̶f̶e̶r̶r̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶h̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶c̶h̶u̶r̶c̶h̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶I̶ ̶a̶m̶ ̶a̶n̶ ̶u̶n̶o̶f̶f̶i̶c̶i̶a̶l̶ ̶m̶e̶m̶b̶e̶r̶ ̶d̶u̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶p̶e̶r̶s̶o̶n̶a̶l̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶s̶o̶n̶s̶ ̶(̶w̶h̶i̶c̶h̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶p̶r̶o̶b̶a̶b̶l̶y̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶i̶z̶e̶ ̶f̶r̶o̶m̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶d̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶b̶l̶o̶g̶s̶)̶.̶ ̶B̶u̶t̶ ̶b̶a̶s̶i̶c̶a̶l̶l̶y̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶d̶o̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶l̶i̶v̶e̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶a̶ ̶h̶y̶p̶o̶c̶r̶i̶t̶e̶ ̶a̶f̶t̶e̶r̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶b̶a̶p̶t̶i̶s̶m̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶e̶x̶p̶e̶r̶i̶e̶n̶c̶e̶ ̶a̶l̶l̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶l̶i̶f̶e̶,̶ ̶e̶s̶p̶e̶c̶i̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶s̶p̶i̶r̶i̶t̶u̶a̶l̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶r̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶a̶l̶i̶z̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶t̶r̶u̶t̶h̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶d̶i̶s̶b̶e̶l̶i̶e̶v̶e̶r̶s̶.̶ ̶I̶ ̶b̶e̶l̶i̶e̶v̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶d̶e̶t̶e̶r̶m̶i̶n̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶ ̶t̶r̶u̶e̶ ̶c̶e̶n̶t̶e̶r̶ ̶r̶e̶q̶u̶i̶r̶e̶s̶ ̶b̶e̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶ ̶h̶y̶p̶o̶c̶r̶i̶t̶e̶.̶

̶O̶n̶ ̶J̶u̶l̶y̶ ̶2̶9̶t̶h̶ ̶2̶0̶2̶5̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶p̶u̶b̶l̶i̶s̶h̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶f̶a̶v̶o̶u̶r̶i̶t̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶t̶.̶ ̶A̶ ̶t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶I̶’̶v̶e̶ ̶b̶e̶e̶n̶ ̶o̶b̶s̶e̶s̶s̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶1̶0̶+̶ ̶y̶e̶a̶r̶s̶.̶ ̶A̶s̶ ̶m̶u̶c̶h̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶I̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶e̶a̶r̶t̶h̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶a̶m̶ ̶i̶n̶d̶i̶f̶f̶e̶r̶e̶n̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶.̶ ̶I̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶b̶e̶s̶t̶ ̶w̶e̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶ ̶d̶o̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶e̶n̶s̶u̶r̶e̶ ̶e̶q̶u̶a̶l̶i̶t̶y̶ ̶g̶l̶o̶b̶a̶l̶l̶y̶?̶ ̶I̶s̶ ̶b̶u̶i̶l̶d̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶ ̶U̶t̶o̶p̶i̶a̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶d̶i̶f̶f̶i̶c̶u̶l̶t̶?̶ ̶I̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶o̶b̶s̶e̶s̶s̶e̶d̶ ̶o̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶I̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶ ̶I̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶o̶l̶u̶t̶i̶o̶n̶.̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶g̶i̶v̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶‘̶s̶o̶l̶u̶t̶i̶o̶n̶’̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶r̶y̶o̶n̶e̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶h̶a̶l̶f̶-̶b̶a̶k̶e̶d̶,̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶I̶ ̶a̶m̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶a̶ ̶g̶e̶n̶i̶u̶s̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶h̶o̶p̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶i̶n̶s̶p̶i̶r̶e̶s̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶p̶u̶r̶s̶u̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶f̶u̶r̶t̶h̶e̶r̶.̶

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Gemini AI “Utopia”

Current Goal

My only goal right now is to gather more research, collate more data and present a better version of “Project Kuchiku”, my idea on Fixing the Future. Once I gather sufficient funds and build a large enough community, I would like to experiment through Platform Building. I live in a 3rd world country and have networks in surrounding countries of similar fate. Naturally, it wouldn’t cost as much to experiment in the West.

The ‘perfectionist’ in me needs me to experiment, research, and deliberate future consequences more, which I can only do with adequate financial support (support me here). I do however think it is a viable alternative to existing systems.

I would like to remind you of S8E3 of TBBT, Sheldon Cooper assigns numerical values to everything he can in order to quantify them. If we are able to do this at a micro and macro level, we’d be able to gain a better understanding of society and build a meritocratic society. Afterall, it is all mathematics.

Mos Def — Mathematics

I wish nothing but love for everyone and hope you find favor in this pursuit of mine by supporting it from as low as $1/month through my Buy Me a Coffee page. Thank you. =)

This is part of a series under “Project Kuchiku”, a project designed to help Fix the Future through Platform Building.

Please help this imperfect soul try to perfect this project by contributing $1/month here and share this idea of a better future with potential futurists. Arigato =)

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Pee Dee is Imperfect
Pee Dee is Imperfect

Written by Pee Dee is Imperfect

I am only interested in 1 thing. Forwarding a different outcome for future generations. One without war, only peace, equality and equity. Help me achieve it <3