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Visceral, A Freeverse Poem

2 min readOct 2, 2026

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Gray hair in my scalp and dreads.

Never

say

never,

your

tomorrow

will wake you with

gray hair on your scalp

and dreads in your thirties

you’ll hear your mother and

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father more viscerally

through you whenever you speak

you looked in the mirror,

opened your ears

every idioaphorism felt

not-unlike you

but what are you:

a composite of thoughts,

memories, DNA, (un)living

afterlives of pandemonium

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Patrick Jonathan Derilus is a Nyack-born, American-Haitian nonbinary multidisciplinary artist, writer, music producer, rapper, graphic designer, and freelance educator. His gender pronouns are he, him, his, and they, them, theirs and currently resides in Hudson Valley, New York. A self-professed autodidact, Derilus quickly adapts to convention for the purpose of becoming unruly, which is revealed in his expressive, streams-of-consciousness styled prose. Working primarily in the subgenre of creative nonfiction through the framework of Afro-pessimism, they write poetry, short stories, and essays that are voiced by way of the anecdotal incorporating elements of autotheory. They are published in the Stonesthrow Review annual literary journal (2016, 2017, and 2018 Issue) at SUNY New Paltz, The Library of Unconventional Lives, RaceBaitR, Hood Communist, Rabble Literature Magazine, and elsewhere. Derilus is the author of Perennial: a collection of letters.

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Patrick Jonathan Derilus
Patrick Jonathan Derilus

Written by Patrick Jonathan Derilus

Poetry, Essays, Autotheory, Afropessimism.