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I AM LIVING ALONE.
Yes, you heard right; it’s been more than a year that I have been living alone in a single room.
How does it feel?
Well, whenever I come back home, I am tired. I read a book, watch anime, and get to sleep.
Wake up in the morning and do some yoga and meditation, do research for writing or write some piece of content, and go to work.
An overflow of thoughts comes to mind, but reading helps me control it. Books help me to overcome it.
I felt demotivated and felt like I was the worst loser in the world. I watched the anime; their unique content always gave some pure emotions to feel good.
Yes, I am drinking too much tea and eating lots of junk food. I need to stop it; honestly, I am trying to quit that shit, but I fail every time, but I keep trying. Also, I do lots of cycling, which helps me to reduce my stress.
Just wondering if it happened only to me or if everyone deep inside wants someone but outside acts as if we don’t care.
It feels so good to write this; it feels like I am communicating with myself.
Get jealous when seeing the success of other people, or also have deep fear in mind about this brutal world where there is no fairness.
