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Suffer The Sleep
Or sleep on the pain of waking up
one either suffer
their sleep,
the automatic
personality conditioned
frozen sleep-energy,
or sleep-walk-suffer
through life;
latter being unproductive
no matter what the excuse
the sleep-excuses
while the former is
risking being awake
and it requires
a lot of energy to
see-stand one’s
own sleep-energy
which otherwise will
live through them
and leave them soul-raped
fearing the effort
and energy required
one automatically flees
from such an endeavor
and would rather sleep-gimmick
through life with
petty self-convincing nonsense
most want to convince
themselves, their self-image,
that they are disciplined
or productive while not
even having the energy
to see that they are
under the reign of sleep-energy
and being terrified of seeing it
for the hardwork involved
to stand the seeing
they play petty gimmicks
such as hyper-focusing
on some stupid task or goal
before they have their
extra cheese-filled sandwiches
for having done their self-image-convincing
hard work mockery
