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R. Adawiyyah

a place that i use to express my feeling and journalling

For My Dearest, M.

2 min readApr 3, 2026
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April 3rd 2026, Indonesia.

I always knew that someday you will leave us, but i never thought that “Someday” is today. If i remember the first day i love you is because i have a crush on someone and that person using you as his character. It’s just simple you know, for loving someone like you, it’s so easy. Because how can you not falling in love with someone with kind heart, always being thankful to God, bring so much energy and still being polite to everyone.

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You were so loved by everyone, Mark. I’m not holding you for leaving. I even really appreciate it your decisions, i know it’s not easy to make such a big decisions with so much risk. But you should know, that i am so proud of you even thought you’re not NCT’s member anymore. Thank you so much for being with us for 10 Years or even more, i always wish that someday i will meet you in person on the stage or as a ordinary citizen right now.

Thank you so much for your hard work, take a rest and live your life right now, Mark. Make a good memories with you’re family and also enjoy a new chapter in your life. I make everyone especially My people to proud of you, you’re MY ROCKSTAR. I hope that after this, i can still listening to your new work in the future.

Your presence in my life changed something very big. I love u, Mark Lee.

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R. Adawiyyah
R. Adawiyyah

Written by R. Adawiyyah

a place that i use to express my feeling and journalling