A Curse or a Bliss?
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To live, you really gotta process your feelings. You have to know at all times what you are feeling, what thoughts are going on in your mind, and what is the reason behind your reactions and mood. Only then, one can truly know what is going on with them. If not, then you could really be miserable and would not even know what led to it. Accumulating emotions and not giving them voice or unsolved issues might be the reason, but we dont know it for sure, that what it really is. What is actually the reason behind this hollowness, is it really something that was ignored or is it something that had all the attention yet unresolved? Why…we humans are so vulnerable? so helpless and constantly at unrest? Continuously after one goal then the other so on and so forth. What really is life? I know, I know what it is. I do. And its a bigger misery that I know what it is yet Im not working towards it. On contrary, every step takes me a bit farther, it leaves me to wonder that what a curse it is, to know everything and yet to stay in ignorance. For my sake, for my sake i have to get up, i have to ignore all that dosnt matter, for once i need to have eyes only for myself, for once i need to love myself, for once i must think about my own self, for once.
