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Agonizing Caretaker
Not worthy of the title mother
Worthy of less as I step over you to get somewhere else
You’re like the yelling child holding my collar back
Holding my direction in life behind
Wishing I would stay stuck in your toxic bullshit
Brothers full of alcoholism, drugs, and daddy issues sounds suicidal
Sucidally awesome to drive myself down a mountain and remove myself out of the bloodline wishing you got an abortion sooner to avoid a later pain
Like having chemotherapy early to rid the chance of a cancer you couldn’t see yet
That’s what feelings arise when I’m around you for even ten minutes
Sad I came out your womb
I would’ve had a better start at relationships better with a different mother






