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Hi, my name is Lou. I’m writing this letter while I’m in the bathroom. My head is full of thoughts, and I am currently overthinking my bad habits. I am not okay with the things I have done or am currently doing. I am not thinking straight because my actions are putting me in situations. I just wanted to share this here because I know no one else will see it. I feel like there is no saving me right now. I am on the verge of becoming addicted to gambling, and I can’t handle it anymore. My friends keep telling me to stop, but I can’t. I cannot control myself. All of my savings are gone, and it is stressing me out completely. Please, Lord, I know this is my fault, but I need someone right now to help me gain control.