Summary Of NEET UG Failure
Hi and hello to all , It is my story which I am going to share here in this online Platform.
I prepared for an exam known as NEET UG which is a national level test in India for admission in medical colleges to pursue MBBS, BDS, BAMS, BHMS, BUMS and students mainly focus on those colleges which are run by government as there fees is not high , while in Private medical colleges fees are very high only can be afforded by students belonging to rich background. In India medical colleges for MBBS has total 52,000 government seats and 48,000 private seats so in total approximately 1 lakh in total (this is as per data of 2023) . So for those 52,000 MBBS seats every year many students appear the exam (2 million students appeared in 2023) and I was One of them.
I appeared consecutively for three years from 2020 to 2023 and sadly I failed in all the attempts, Yes I failed in the exam and my friends passed and joined their colleges and I am seating in my house writing this . So here I want to share my story .
Year 2020, I was preparing for it from 2018 after completing my high school but I was not serious about it but I appeared because it was a dream of my father and family to see me as a doctor but those two years of Intermediate(11th and 12th) I had not done hard work or serious studies or was not that much dedicated to it , I was in my dreams that by doing very less or no hard work I can crack the exam even I was ignoring my parents as well as my elder brother’s words because I was over confident and my dreams were built on a house made of cards because of which I failed but instead of taking blame myself I blamed my teachers and others, which is completely because of ego as I was very egoistic. My mistakes were no concept clarity , not done any deep study on the topic always done superficial study and from that I was very confident and my words were touching sky which gave fake hope to my parents for supporting me for another year.
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In the year 2021 this year I had joined a coaching institute which is very popular in my state for selection in NEET UG, there I joined hoping that they will guide me for my studies but I was wrong they were not having good management and it affected students preparing there but I managed but I was lacking discipline and doing same old mistakes but because of middle of my year I changed my coaching . My mistakes which I believe is that I was thinking about taking shortcuts for scoring more in the mock paper and I failed in mocks badly as those shortcuts are made by those students who have cracked by hard work and had very strong concept clarity while I am completely opposite of them, instead practicing questions I was memorizing formulas which is not going to do any work, instead of giving time to concept developing I was watching videos and wasting my time in those things which is not going to give any result, instead of pushing myself for studies I was thinking that someone will guide me where guide has different meaning for me that is spoon feeding, which is not possible any more after leaving high school and I have not studied for 10 hours even for a month and I failed miserably.
In the year 2022 I joined a online platform and stayed at home this time I was thinking that I was going to crack exam as I have joined one of the best institute in my country whose selection is very high but I was wrong as result is shown by the hard work of the student or the person not because of others. This time I was doing same mistake that is superficial study, taking shortcuts instead of hard work, reading formulas as well as theories instead of doing question practice . This time I had spent my time in talking with my friends more in phone every evening and as knowledge on full syllabus is very low so I failed very bad, Instead of thinking how to solve question I was looking into the solutions and always trying to escape the reality and ignoring my family warning about another failure as like last year my mock results hardly shown any change. I was run by fake motivation and fake over confidence that I will crack but as it is predicted I failed again.
In the year 2023, I thought to give a last try to NEET UG that’s by staying at hostel as it was a plan of friends and I found it suitable too so I tried, but this time I changed some my study technique and I focused on understanding, but because of non serious friend circle, they were serious but not that much I got into them . I studied and always tried to improve from my mistakes but I was wasting many time in unnecessary things like caring about my roommate, we just developed a family like thing among us so I have to participate in it and I was enjoying food means I was not eating one person food but more person food and this year I watched many movies in the name of relaxation and spent many time in gossiping with other students who were not serious about exam, also I was blindly depending on my teachers instead of rectifying old mistakes. Yes I improved myself but this improvement is not sufficient to crack but I was ignoring it and always thinking that I have done my 100% which is a lie that I gave it to myself, instead of giving time to thinking how to solve questions I used to rewrite answers by looking at solution so that I can at least remember the question type but I have not that much question rewriting that I can memorize all my formulas. Again taste of failure.
So by taking a quick look at my five years for one exam in which 4 attempts and all failed. I am going for a quick list of mistakes I did because of which I am not in any college. They are lack of discipline, dedication, no seriousness, no hard work, no deep knowledge, wastage of serious amount of time in useless things, Procrastination of studying, not giving 100% attention in mocks, day dreaming about selection, fake confidence, staying in comfort zone, not studying for adequate amount of time, ignoring my parents warning, dishonesty with myself, making satisfied at little hard work, not giving pressure to brain in thinking about solution, mind going here and there not focused on single goal that is cracking exam, seeking fake attention of others, instead of working on goals I was just visualizing myself as topper, superficial study, lack of craziness about the exam.
Hopefully you will find something valuable.
