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When Your Thoughts Won’t Let You Rest
Writing can be a way for me to release my pain.
I have very strong emotions as a woman.
There are times when the way I get spoken to shatters my confidence inside.
I always try to stay tough, but cruel comments always hurt my feelings.
It seems that an idea won’t go away from my thoughts at times.
the person I do everything for is the one who hurts me the most.
I do not think he is a bad person at all.
but he often causes me deep hurt with what he says.
What he does makes me hurt inside.
and his funny comments often feel hot like flames inside.
Maybe he does all this because of his temper problems,or missguidence from someone.
but the sad part is—he keeps making the same mistake over and over.
And every time, he breaks me a little more.
There’s no one to truly guide him.
And because of his so-called male ego,
he never really understands or admits his mistakes.
When I feel I can’t stand it any longer, I shut down and feel calm.
Maybe, during those times, I look right to him at last,
and he starts to see that he was wrong.
so…
