being at your funeral changed something inside me, seeing your dad cry like that, all four of your immediate family grieving so much. I couldn't hold it together anymore when your dad and sisters kissed your casket, you have so many friends, it was too early, you will always be 21 and that's really hard to say. I didn't even know you that well, but that was the first time I've cried that hard at a funeral, yet cried at all. seeing plenty of adult men and women cry like that broke something inside of me, I've shared some of my biggest guilt with my dad at your celebration of life, they even had my favorite brownies from costco, it isn't about me though, you're a blessed man. your friend said he was glad you got to look jesus in the eyes, hug him, he said you would’ve gone on a long walk with Jesus through the green pastures, the grey mountains, the bright grass fields, seeing all the beauty of heaven. seeing your girlfriend stand there, not knowing what the line was, I know it’s so hard for her, y'all hadn't even been dating that long. your friend also said it wasn't the last time we would see you, and that stuck with us. you're loved by so many people and you deserve the best david.
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also, you're best friend was a very good speaker and i don’t know him but I know he loves you a lot.




