It hurts!

Do you ever feel like you wish you were never born because of everything bad happening to you- wondering why am i the only one to suffer while other people’s life is perfect. Especially when you’re with you’re family, because you’re parents wants you perfect on every little thing that you do- they comment on it(not positively) and you’re let me have a peace for a second- like sorry I’m imperfect, that I can’t be like your friends daughter or son. It hurts you inside- or when you have you’re friends over for the first time and they start all your bad habits in front of your friends which is really embarrassing. It hurts when they don’t care about your presence, and say that they dislike you. Sometimes even your pillow is tired of seeing you too hurt:(