Dissect Me Into Perfection
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1. Make me your specimen.
2. Dissect me into perfection.
3. Access my organs like how you study beforehand.
4. Pull off my skin and all my impurities.
5. Touch me and my insides like you’ve never touched someone before.
6. Let my blood cover your hands.
7. Systematically remove the anatomical connections of my insides.
◦ All guilt.
◦ Envy.
◦ My sins.
8. Torture me like how life did.
9. Hear me moan in pain.
10.
11. Grieve for me as I suffer.
12.
13. Pour the chemical and let its smell be my scent.
◦ This time my flesh won’t decompose like how I ran out of motivations when darkness have engulfed me.
14.
15. Then fix me.
16. Let the sterile thread hold all that’s in me for a while.
17. … until I heal.
18.
19. …or even not fully.
20.
21. … since I’m used to it anyway
— doing things with a broken heart.
22.
23. Let my recently stitched lungs breathe a new life.
24. And be this constructed physique radiates pride and confidence.
25. Maybe this way I can be perfect.
26. “So please, dissect me.”
