How i’ve been.
Hello, it’s me, after 2 years staying silent.
Rather than telling everyone the about my current situation after two and half years hiding from the crowd, i wanna let everyone know that every time you feel small, stuck and unseen by the society, it actually a time for you to have a deeper conversation with your own self.
Last two years been so different from every year that i’ve been through.
I felt alone,
I felt poor,
I felt scared
Physically there is so much loved one that accompany me along the two and half years journey, but after painful incident, it is really hard to be able to let people see me being vulnerable and shown my weakness.
Thankfully, now i felt ready to share the softness through words again.
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So, how are you? I’ve been doing so much exercise, not only physically but also mentally and spiritually.
I listened to my gut and feeling
I felt my emotion and energy
I remembered my forgotten dream and wish again.
If i could being honest here, it ain’t easy. At some-night when the conversation with my own self being to hard, i mad not with anyone or whatever that hurt me, but to my self who let people treated my self like that, even to my own self, who treated my self poorly just for people to stay, just for people that doesn’t even want to stay.
One suggestion that i could give to everyone who has or now at the same situation with me, whose currently seeking for a better life, a calmer mind, and a warmer home to come home.
Talk to yourself, write down your emotion, track your mood, and explain to the journal you have. Of course you have your loved ones, but they could give you their opinion and advice based on their critical thinking, so before you seek the answer from the outside, took a silent moment with your self, and talk honestly with yourself, won’t easy, we will feel that emotional roller-coaster, but remember, you worn your seatbelt.
share with me your journey or kindly ask me if you need the guidance
