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Everything happens for a reason is something nobody wants to hear, especially in a moment of disappointment. However, despite this it’s true and good or bad it must be accepted. I find this everywhere in my life especially looking back on things that I was so worried about in the moment. Now I see it as a blessing in disguise, something that had to happen. My most recent encounter of this is still in process. Nevertheless, I have 100% faith it will work out and I can already start to see why this situation needed to occur. I am a firm believer that an individual does not need anyone in their life, you should be fulfilled with yourself. On the other hand I think it is completely necessary to share your life with people, but people that benefit it and add positivity. I’m also convinced it is extremely mandatory for someone to be in love with themselves before they can actually love someone in full capacity. My situation… I met a person, someone I want to be in my life with great passion. For now it didn’t work out. For a good reason : I lost myself and no part of me loved anything about me. How was I supposed to love them? I couldn’t of. What if I did get into that relationship and it ended horribly? So I walked away, they found someone else, but I found myself. I have not talked to them (my decision), I’ve been working on myself 24/7, and I fell back in love with life. I practice gratitude everyday and seriously take a look around cause life is absolutely amazing. Sure they might be with someone else right now, but I know it’s because they were craving something stable, and I was completely emotionally unavalible. I continued to reject him no matter how much I liked him because I was so insecure and lost. I have learned to love life, everything about it from the air I breathe to the people I surround myself with, and the beautiful colors that paint the sky every night as the sun falls asleep. Furthermore, I have learned to love myself, unconditionally. I am exactly where I need to be and I would not want to be anyone else. I still have so much to do and so much to become, but I am working on living in the now and embracing the journey. I had to walk away, I had to learn to love myself and everything I am blessed to have. I know the reason I couldn't be with him right now. I have complete confidence it will all come back around. The chemistry is strong and the passion is heated, there is something so special about our connection. Without doubt we will be back and we will be ready. I love myself and now I can love you with my full potential!
