In Another Life
If someone asked “Why are you still staying with him?” I would say “You don’t have to know the reasons.” because for me, not everyone can understand how I feel towards him. Not everyone needs to know what he has done to make me like this. Honestly, I can’t even describe this feeling in words, but I’ll try.
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He is like the fresh air which could help me breathe in the suffocating situation. He is like the beautiful song which could erase all my negative thoughts. He is like my favorite instrument that makes me calm in the midst of noise. He is like the sunset on the beach that I’ll come to everytime I feel worse.
He is like a book that has a happy ending that I’ll repeatedly read to seek dopamine. He is like a warm person that would hug me tight. He is like a home that I would come back to when I need a comfortable place to be myself.
If someone asked “What will you do if you have a chance to be created in another life?” I would surely say “In another life, I’ll meet and be close with him, then we are being each other’s diary so we can share anything that just happened and keep each other updated about our life.”
and I would love to say “I’ll be beyond happy if I have him as my ‘someone to talk’ and I can imagine that we will yap about random things, even talk deeply all night long. I won’t be scared of my own negative thoughts anymore because I have him by my side. Oh, another correct sentence is: I won’t overthink as much as i used to do because we both have each other to lean on.”
