Life Lately
Life has been so boring —
I am fully aware I can’t blame anyone for it. This is my life, and I somehow fucked up and made it the most boring life I can possibly have. Right now I’m jobless. I aspire to get continue my study but that’s about it.
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Seeing my friends and other acquaintances have better life on social media sucks. I mean… good for them. But it doesn’t help me at all. Some people already continue their study, some having a great job, and some other got married. Shit. I feel lost; like really lost. Once again, it’s good for them. But fuck I want that too.
You know, it’s not always like this. I used to have so many aspirations. Filmmaking and entrepreneurship is one of them. Truthfully I still aspire to be one but I’m too lost to actually start.
I’m not saying I’m truly lost though. I have been walking. Slowly. Very slowly. But, surely. And I am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.
