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Nobody Reads Your Work at First.
And Honestly, That’s a Good Thing .
I published my first newsletter, thinking, this is it. My big break.
I imagined my inbox blowing up, people tagging their friends, emojis raining down like confetti.
Reality: three people opened it. My mom. My college buddy. And… me, pretending to be someone else just to look less desperate.( I’m not that desperate I read it just to check the formatting).
Cue the internal meltdown. I’m invisible. I’ve wasted my life. Maybe I should’ve learned plumbing instead.
Then I remembered something Ernest Hemingway once said (and yes, I Googled it because I like pretending I read all his books):
We are all apprentices in a craft where no one ever becomes a master.
Translation: nobody expects you to be perfect. Nobody is reading anyway.
You’re free. Free to fail, to experiment, to write weird sentences that make your friends question your sanity.
I started leaning into it.
Weird headlines? Check.
Long, meandering sentences? Check.
Tiny rants about coffee addiction? Double-check. Nobody noticed. Perfect.









