Change of my character: Trading lesson 1.
“As I always say, the chart isn’t just about trading — it’s a small picture of how the world works.
I often try to remember how I started this journey, but the memory always escapes me. What I do remember is the excitement I felt on my first day — that rush, that belief that I was finally doing something for me.
Every time I failed, I told myself, ‘Next time, I’ll fix it. I know what went wrong.’
And yet, I’d fail again.
That cycle went on for months — nearly a year.
It’s funny… I don’t even remember the trades I won, maybe because the profits were small. But the losses? I remember every one. Sometimes I’d blow the whole account. You wouldn’t believe it — some days it felt like I was meant to lose. And strangely, some losses even brought a strange sense of peace.
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My emotions toward winning and losing were a mess — worse than my hormonal swings.
But after all that, one lesson finally stuck:
Keep going — whether you win or lose.
I didn’t have any other way.
Not because I didn’t have options
But because this was the only one my soul could live with.
I’m getting better now. I used to run away after a loss. Now, I don’t care. I focus on the next trade, the next day.
My target isn’t just money — it’s discipline. It’s growth. It’s learning.
Trading, to me, feels like a relationship.
The longer we stay together, the more we understand each other.
We fight, we lose, we try again — and somehow, we find ways to work together.
This chart… it’s my impossible love — the one I can’t touch.
but without a doubt, I feel it with every part of me.”**
What a CHoCH change of character… it didn’t just flip the market — it flipped me.
It changed my trading… and changed my life.
To be continued …
“This is my first article here, and I’ll be sharing more short, refreshing thoughts about trading.
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Big love from the Bull Lady 🐂✨ ^_^”
