4/22/18
I have a problem with missionary homecoming talks. I hate when they speak in the foreign language they learned. Like, we get it bro you learned another language and have spoken it for two years, but I don’t understand it so don’t use it when you talk to us.
Looked in the mirror today and was like Dang! ha ha now I see what she was talking about.
I had a strange calm, peaceful feeling today. I know everything is going to workout and be ok. I miss you like crazy though. I didn’t end up going to Kaden’s talk obviously. I realized my real motivation would be to be in your presence and we are trying hard to not have contact so I stayed away. Got a new calling today. Teaching sunday school to youth. Peace of cake! And one that I won’t feel bad about leaving when I move to Elk Grove ;)
How did it go today? With all the family and stuff. Hope Narts was ok with Jon and that with Bren and stuff it wasn’t too weird. Just imagine when I’m added to the mix haha. Do you think he would get his life in order to baptize Episl? Or would you just have G’pa do it? May even be me I guess who knows. I’m so glad I get to do Bryton’s! Got the official form today lol.
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I’ve been thinking about her occasionally for some reason. I left a flower on her car the other day. She is going to be a hard nut to crack. Watching her reaction to Karson coming home was funny. She is too cool to show emotion even towards her brother. I’m going to try very hard and be different then she has experienced. Well I will be different. I will show her what it should be like by treating you the right way. Maybe she has already gotten a small taste. As long as she believes that is what will continue.
Gonna go for a walk after I drop the boys. I wonder if you will be at the park still. I don’t assume so. I assume you and your family will be inside. which is good, which means I can walk my route without incident.
Spent time today going back through our FB messenger feed. It is crazy how fast things went. What it doesn’t show is all the other contact we had. All the time. From 10/18 to 11/12 lots happened and then by thanksgiving we were making sure it was real. Even now it has been ….6 months, only 6 months.
Holy freakin crap!!!! Your red dress is so fantastic I can’t even believe it. You look so amazing! I’m regretting not sneaking a peak of you haha. I’m glad you’ve had a good day. Wonder was the dress to make Bren jealous lol. I don’t think that really you’re not like that. Or maybe they had you speak as well. Now that I would have wanted to hear! That would make more sense why you would make sure your makeup was on point and the red dress. I’m gonna want to make you have a reason to wear that dress again.
I will admit I looked for the bracelet. I’ve decided that is a sign to me. You know how much I like to read into things. I just wonder if you wore it maybe some other pics will surface.
