Contingency Plan
Everyone in the gym is worried about me. I still have your photos on my phone and computer. Maybe that isn’t healthy… If I’m trying to get over you then they are right. If we aren’t getting back together, then they are right. They want me to move on. Think it best I fully get the hurt done now, and not prolong it by holding onto hope. They question the motives and experience of your board of directors. They all claim the caveaut of not knowing your intent or feelings, BUT…..
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I’m continuing to trust my feelings and the answers I’ve gotten. But I am not protecting myself, I’m not prepared for the worst. Wonder if that is a mistake, I’ve put lots of weight to the words you’ve told me. Cause I know you don’t say or do things lightly. Whats meant to be will be. I am not going to just sit back and wait or watch though. I will fight. I will not give up.
So there is no contingency plan, no plan B, no safety net. I am all in. 100%, playing for keeps! And the goal line, the finish, the plan is eternity. Forever, with you!
