Applying to universities.
Before it wasn’t that big of a worry for me because it seemed so far away. Now that it gets closer the more anxiety I get and the more overthinking I do.
What if I don’t get accepted to any colleges?
What if a become a failure?
What if I dissapoint everyone?
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There is so many what ifs, Soon I’ll have to apply to my dream university kind of like the Harvard in our country. Before I got into high school I didn’t even think of applying there. My grades were so bad and I just had such low self-worth and self-confidence. Until my grades started rising I started enjoying studying and everysingle year I get higher grades and higher achievements than the year before.
Now what was once a hopeless dream started gaining hope. I don’t want to hype myself up to much about this but I know two things for sure now, I’ll leave all my worries and anxiety to the Lord, whatever happens will happen and I’ll have to accept the results.
The last thing is that before I didn’t even think it was worth it to try. Now I’ll try. Whatever the results might end up being even if it hurts me, I’ll try.
Better to try and maybe fail, Than fail without even trying.
To all the incoming college students that are going to apply for universities especially ones that are hard to get into, remember that atleast you tried.
Good luck to all of us future college students, trust in the process even if it’s hard, It will all work out in the end. It always does.
