Mending in Moonlight

I’m choosing to fix myself, not because I think l’m completely broken, but because I finally have the courage to admit that I wasn’t always easy to love either. For a long time I blamed everything and everyone around me, but l’m starting to see that sometimes I was the one who reacted wrong, who expected too much, who loved in ways that made things harder. And that realization doesn’t make me a bad person, it just makes me human. So now I’m doing the work quietly. I’m learning how to communicate better, how to regulate myself, how to stop repeating the same patterns. I’m not doing this to get anyone back or to prove anything. I’m doing this so that the next version of me can walk into any room, any relationship, any season of life, and not bring the same wounds with me.