I will get into Harvard University- pt.3
The state of being is a scary concept
Brutal honesty: I am not doing anything close to enough for myself and Harvard. I believe I will get into Harvard. I believe everything will work out exactly the way I want and in my favour. I believe the Universe is with me. But am I fulfilling my full potential, am I helping the Universe in helping me, am I believing in myself?
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We are all trying to persist in the state of living ,but many of us remain stuck in the state of being. August has begun, bringing with it salt air and the rust on your door. (; My AS results come out in 8 days, my SAT is in a little more than 2 weeks, my Harvard college application submission is in less than 5 months and -with all these numbers in my life- all I can think about is how every binary operation in my head seems to keep me abiding to mathematical closure.
I know I must break out of this set, try harder, stop being and start living. But that’s the sad part, I know what I must do but I can’t do it, I hold the map to the moon that I aimed for but my feet are fixed upon this Earth. I must break free, I must break free, I must get into Harvard!
P.S: I will keep you posted not if but when I break free
