How I Received Mother Teonanacatl’s Teachings?

A long way to awakening

© Jean Carfantan, Courtesy by the author

Magic mushrooms (Teonanacatl) are first a door out of our ordinary hypnosis.

I am guided by the Celtic goddess Brigit, she is the Exalted, the one of the boundaries and the thresholds. Imagine we are in an aquarium, in a matrix, our illusion maintain us inside the aquarium. One day, you jump out of the water and get a glimpse of another perception of your reality. When I ingest psilocybin mushrooms, my wife says that I am exalted.

“We are men and our lot in life is to learn and to be hurled into inconceivable new worlds.” ~ Carlos Castaneda, ‘A Separate Reality’

In the 70s, I read the books by Carlos Castaneda and through these books, we can follow his search as an anthropologist about the entheogenous plants. So he met a man Juan Matus, a Mexican native, whom he asks to teach him the ancestral knowledge. Like a judoka, Don Juan uses his question to lead him on the way of the shaman, he uses the force of his adversary to unbalance him.

A delight for my senses

This is exactly what Teonanacatl did. My first trips were just delight trips, contemplating wonderful colors and fractals, surfing waves of…