Ive had trouble making space to connect with my pen
So here I am, trying again
Kids are gone, Im at a coffee shop in the middle of the mountains
Let me find my stillness,,,and stop trying to move mountains!
Allow me to BE, allow me to feel,
Allow me to notice, allow me to heal
For my pen is my vessel, my words are my doctor
It’s time to voice my thoughts, allow them to emerge from my locker
It’s time to open my throat chakra and allow my voice to sing
Open up my heart, and be naked on the page with my writing
It’s time to literally bleed on my pages
See what uncages
Let out all my rages
And brace for all the changes
That are to come as I RISE UP and RISE OUT
It’s time to levitate, it’s time to shout
Be fierce Dear One
As I walk out into the sun
My thinking has been buried, marinading, percolating…
And what comes out shall be fascinating!
Allow me to open the flood gates
Spill this messiness out, and lose the weight
No more wait
Allow me to begin
Write outside the margin
Illuminate my pages
And explore all my spaces

Want to see what happens next? Follow me my pen knows best!

Ive had trouble making space to connect with my pen
So here I am, trying again
Kids are gone, Im at a coffee shop in the middle of the mountains
Let me find my stillness,,,and stop trying to move mountains!
Allow me to BE, allow me to feel,
Allow me to notice, allow me to heal
For my pen is my vessel, my words are my doctor
It’s time to voice my thoughts, allow them to emerge from my locker
It’s time to open my throat chakra and allow my voice to sing
Open up my heart, and be naked on the page with my writing
It’s time to literally bleed on my pages
See what uncages
Let out all my rages
And brace for all the changes
That are to come as I RISE UP and RISE OUT
It’s time to levitate, it’s time to shout
Be fierce Dear One
As I walk out into the sun
My thinking has been buried, marinading, percolating…
And what comes out shall be fascinating!
Allow me to open the flood gates
Spill this messiness out, and lose the weight
No more wait
Allow me to begin
Write outside the margin
Illuminate my pages
And explore all my spaces

Want to see what happens next? Follow me, my pen knows best!

California sunsets “peace out” my heart

Inspired and promted by the great Tre L. Loadholt
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God is Here was originally published in Blue Insights on Medium, where people are continuing the conversation by highlighting and responding to this story.

Italy’s Kiss…
Love Making Taste Buds

Inspired by and a response to the great Tre L. Loadholt

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Pleasure Me was originally published in Blue Insights on Medium, where people are continuing the conversation by highlighting and responding to this story.

Mexico — color my taco life spiritually

Inspired and promted by the fabulous Tre L. Loadholt
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Colors! was originally published in Blue Insights on Medium, where people are continuing the conversation by highlighting and responding to this story.

Spread so thin, in shamed skin
Gutted.. in this world’s sin
The residuals of the pandemic — isolation, injustice, senseless murders, relationship pressures, deep childhood therapy and addiction, and …
doubt and dread…

Filled my head

Stuck in repeating cycles and mixed tapes
My head spinning, my fierceness raped
By weariness and fear
My inner goddess I hold so dear
Was left to flee and get lost

…in the atmosphere

I find moments of hope
Deep therapy work has helped me discover lots of clarity and awareness
But boy has it been h.a.r.d.
And oh how I have grown!
And I am utterly exhausted, t.i.r.e.d beyond belief

And praying for relief

I’ve fallen back and grown, been lost and found a million times
I’ve gone to the depths of despair
And then cleared my lungs again for air
The pandemic brought me down. but also cleared the way
If there is one thing I can say
The thing that brings me to my knees and pray

Is that I am 371 days sober today!

Changed in many ways
Swimming in residuals
Rise from the ground up

Want to see what happens next? Follow me — my pen knows best.

Flattened was originally published in Intimately Intricate on Medium, where people are continuing the conversation by highlighting and responding to this story.

B-eautiful man, my King
E-volving with me
L-oving with me
O-pening our hearts amongst this
V-astness of oceans and life
E-xhaling in flow we continue to grow… sealed with
D-esire to caress this experience forever

Beloved was originally published in Intimately Intricate on Medium, where people are continuing the conversation by highlighting and responding to this story.

R-ecoiled in fear, of
E-verything dear. I dissolved.
G-oing numb … until the past was done.
E-volution slowly killed my resistance.
N-ew forms and beliefs began to take place.
E-mbracing new ideas and lessons I
R-ecovered, with new
A-wareness of this beautiful world. Living in
T-ogetherness with my love, grounded in our
E-arth …

I had a total rebirth.

Regenerate was originally published in A Cornered Gurl on Medium, where people are continuing the conversation by highlighting and responding to this story.

No green thumb here but
I dug my hands in the Earth
Filled holes with water

Filled holes with colors
Filled holes with love, flowers bloomed
Got myself grounded

My soul in soil
I realized I bloomed too
Filled my hole, I’m whole ❤️

Bloom was originally published in Blue Insights on Medium, where people are continuing the conversation by highlighting and responding to this story.

As the new moon rose…

She fell

Collapsing to gravity of anything that would hold her
With huge tears watering the world
But it were her cries that truly alerted the Gods to her pain
As her grief continued to rain

It was a day of new beginnings
In order to truly start though
She needed to let go
And retire the resentment she sowed
And the obstacles she brought
And absolutely everything that was for not

With that — swimming in the water of a new day
She & her King began a fresh way

Fierce Force 💃🏼 2022

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Want to see what happens next? Follow me, my pen knows best…

Surrender was originally published in Storymaker on Medium, where people are continuing the conversation by highlighting and responding to this story.