<![CDATA[Stories by The hated /depressed/ and done with life (Girl) on Medium]]> https://medium.com/@kairi.j.dulyea?source=rss-b40929384f6e------2 https://cdn-images-1.medium.com/fit/c/150/150/0*5Ipa_PXa83Elyu8Q Stories by The hated /depressed/ and done with life (Girl) on Medium https://medium.com/@kairi.j.dulyea?source=rss-b40929384f6e------2 Medium Thu, 12 Nov 2026 12:00:14 GMT <![CDATA[First Day Of School]]> https://medium.com/@kairi.j.dulyea/first-day-of-school-b449887d1d41?source=rss-b40929384f6e------2 https://medium.com/p/b449887d1d41 Tue, 18 Aug 2026 17:40:12 GMT 2026-08-18T17:40:12.873Z So today is the first day if school and so far I like my classes and teachers and I have two classes with my friend Kea and soon I'll have lunch with my friend belt yayy!!!!!, But this school year is probably going to stress me out so much but who knows for sure. But I really hope I have 3rd with some of my friends. If I don't I'm not going to eat or anything. We love me :)

]]> <![CDATA[My Change]]> https://medium.com/@kairi.j.dulyea/my-change-7aeef64ef8cf?source=rss-b40929384f6e------2 https://medium.com/p/7aeef64ef8cf Sat, 16 May 2026 18:45:56 GMT 2026-05-16T18:45:56.160Z I have made a goal for myself when school ends on May 19th, So when school is out, I am changing everything about me. Because I think its time for a change for me, because all this pain and hurt needs to go away so im changing allot over summer break. So when I come back to school the girl I am now wont be the girl you know anymore. Im changing myself completely because have already said “Kairi over summer break you should change, because you being yourself is bring you pain and hurt” and I said “Oh ok I will” so guys I'm changing everything about me. Because I also think its going to be a good change so. When I come back to school I hope you guys like and love the new me. Because I need a new me, I get the people I know won’t let me because like me this way but I'm sorry I'm not going to be this person anymore im going to be a new person.

]]> <![CDATA[Kolbi and Holli]]> https://medium.com/@kairi.j.dulyea/kolbi-and-holli-56b8086d6fd0?source=rss-b40929384f6e------2 https://medium.com/p/56b8086d6fd0 Fri, 15 May 2026 14:59:19 GMT 2026-05-15T14:59:19.706Z I want to say thank you to you both for being here for me when I need someone to talk to. Kolbi thank you for being here for me when me and holli ended on break or whatever it is. And im also sorry for everything I have done and you say I didn’t but I know deep down inside me and you I have done some things that has hurt you and brought you pain. And Holli also sorry for I have put you through these last two months when we was together, from the self harm, to the attempts I have tried to make, I was hurting you by doing that and making you think you were not good enough to keep me alive, when you are I'm still here because of you and kolbi. I am so greatful for it. You can say I haven’t done anything wrong or I have nothing to be sorry about, when I actually do. So im sorry I have put you through pain, hurt, ect. But I'm going to say this Im going to wait for you for as long as I can, and you might say I will find someone better. But I don’t think no one can better then you were to me. You have shown me love that no one else could, you seen what im been through my entire high school year. And then everything changed but it was for a reason. And Kolbi you are right I lost the my one person, and hope we go back to each other If not then I will completely understand. Because mental health is not at the best point in my life right now. And so is yours Holli so what you did was not fucked up did what was best and that's understandable. I just want you to know I will always love you forever and always even if you don't with me. And I care and love yall both and I will help you if you need me and if need to talk about something going on I will listen. Just like how you guys did with me. So im sorry for everything. And I think my best bet into getting better is getting sent away but you guys won’t let me, when I know I need to because need to stop what I am doing to myself, because I can tell what im doing to myself is hurting you guys even more. So im going to take a step back and give you guys space from me. Because I don't want to hurt you guys more then I already have because I'm hurting my self by hiding my pain and hurt and guilt.

Always

Kairi

I love you guys.

]]> <![CDATA[Im Worthless (Song)]]> https://medium.com/@kairi.j.dulyea/im-worthless-song-6d50ce2f0d30?source=rss-b40929384f6e------2 https://medium.com/p/6d50ce2f0d30 Mon, 11 May 2026 04:39:30 GMT 2026-05-11T04:39:30.973Z I’m always so alone

Even when surrounded

By people that I know

I’m always so astounded

By my ability to ruin everything

Losing friends and starting fires

Everyone thinks i’m a liar

I always stay at home

Cause I'm not good in public

I sit here on my phone

I’m always disappointed

I watch them live their lives

I wish I were happy

Victim of my generation

Time machines cannot erase it

Who am I supposed to be?

When will I be complete?

When will they be proud of me?

It’s getting harder to see

Slit my wrists, bloody fists

Questioning why I exist

Pain persists, evil gifts

Fucking up my life to shit

I’m worthless, I’m worthless

I’m worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out

….

I try to stay strong

No matter what I do

I’m always in the wrong

It never gets easier

But maybe that’s the point

It’s part of growing up

Messing up and learning from it

That’s just life, it’s necessary

Clinging to hope

What else is there to live for?

Got nowhere to go

What else is pain good for?

I am confindent that your life has a purpose

It’s okay, you will get through it

Don’t give up cause someone needs you

Who am i supposed to be?

When will I be complete?

When will they be proud of me?

It’s getting harder to see

Slit my wrists, bloody fists

Questioning why I exist

Pain persists, evil gifts

Fucking up my life to shit

I’m worthless, i’m worthless

I’m worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out

Please, don’t give up

I got to know, oh when you feel alone

Please you got to know

That someone needs you

Please, don’t give up

I got to stay strong, I got to move on

I got to know hope, when you feel low

Please, you got to know

That someone needs you

Slit my wrists, bloody fists

Questioning why I exist

Pain persists, evil gifts

Fucking up my life to shit

I’m worthless, I’m worthless

I’m worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out

I’m worthless, I’m worthless

I’m worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out.

And to keep in mind I am happy and I am complete because I got my girl aka Holli the love of my life forever and always. She makes me really happy and she has helped me through a lot and imma do the same for her. I love you Mamas forever and always.

]]> <![CDATA[Facts about me]]> https://medium.com/@kairi.j.dulyea/facts-about-me-4591e076e92d?source=rss-b40929384f6e------2 https://medium.com/p/4591e076e92d Sat, 09 May 2026 21:35:04 GMT 2026-05-09T23:45:22.451Z Name: Kairi ( The hated/depressed/ and done with her life Girl)

Age: 15 almost 16

Birthday: October 13th 2010

Favorite food: Mexican

Three Favorite Music Artists: SkyDxddy, Sky Woods, and Skippy

Celebrity Crush: Holli Hopkins

Best friends: Holli, Trulie, Cherish, Gracie, and Kolbi

Favorite Artist: King Von

Where I want to visit the most: Hawaii

Where I want to move: With Holli

Hobbies: Singer and drawer

What I want to do when I grow up: Veterinarian

Who I want to meet: Billie Eilish

Who I want to marry: Holli

Most trusted people: Holli, Cherish, Trulie, Kolbi

Who I currently together with: Holli

Who do I love more then anything: Holli

Who I want to be with for the rest of my life: Holli

If you have questions, comment.

]]> <![CDATA[My One True Love]]> https://medium.com/@kairi.j.dulyea/my-one-true-love-e12e42dcf6bd?source=rss-b40929384f6e------2 https://medium.com/p/e12e42dcf6bd Wed, 22 Apr 2026 01:52:17 GMT 2026-04-22T01:52:17.661Z In your embrace, I find my home,

A love that makes my spirit roam.

You are the light that guides my way,

My sun, my moon, my brighter day.

Your eyes, a sparkle I adore, A beauty that I love much more.

With you, my heart is finally whole,

you are a keeper of my soul.

Eternal Love

In realms of grace, a love defined,

A radiant soul, forever mine,

My heart’s delight, my endless light,

In you, my love, I find respite.

Your laughter dances like a stream,

A melody that makes my heart gleam,

With every smile, you paint the skies,

A masterpiece before my eyes.

You Are The Reason

You are the reason,

I wake up with a smile on my face.

You bring me special joy.

It’s a blessing to have you in my life.

You are the reason why my grey skies,

Are blue again.

I adore you more than words can express.

Endless Seeking

Like the river never stops,

I too shall never stop loving you,

Like those sinning stars,

I too shall always shine for you,

My heart always stays in the perennial state of loving you.

I love you Mamas forever and always

]]> <![CDATA[I feel regret]]> https://medium.com/@kairi.j.dulyea/i-feel-regret-b66eecf8fe57?source=rss-b40929384f6e------2 https://medium.com/p/b66eecf8fe57 Wed, 22 Apr 2026 01:32:43 GMT 2026-04-22T01:32:43.054Z So I have this best friend who I met this school year in the beginning of the school year. And we have been friends for almost a year. And she told me Friday of last week that she wanted me to ask my mom if she could come over Friday and stay the night. Because she knew if she went home Friday she would do something to her self, and she did. Because I didn't ask my mom if she could. So now she is in the hospital for god knows how long. And its all my fault because I didn't ask my mom if she could. So now I'm scared that when she gets out of the hospital and she comes to school she is going to come up to me and say what she did to her self is all my fault because I didn't ask my mom the day. I hope she doesn't because is she does i’m going to cry every single day. So I regret not telling my mom if she can because if I did non of this shit would have never happened if I just told my mom If she can.

I feel regret

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