In regard to the battle over TikTok:

I’m hearing that people aren’t aware that the reason the US et al wants to own it is that it’s really a battle over the ownership rights of “our data” — like the way TikTok, Meta (FB, IG), Google et al give away these platforms “for free” is because of GOLD of our personal data.

We are currently living in the times of the Data Rush — “land ho! there be gold in them thar minds!”

So, whoever obtains the personal data of the largest market (target or niche), has the possibility to leverage what they’ve gained about the market (the people’s minds) so that they can sell information about us to “third parties” and so that they may coerce us with “persuasion” techniques i.e. propaganda, commercials, gamification allure tactics, and see what works and what doesn’t — that’s the GOLD OF OUR MINDS!!

So, since there are so many American and European citizens on TikTok, it’s actually a liability of national and international security of the citizens of these countries because if a company, organization, nation, religious institution, etc. can own our data, they can then thus, own our minds. Manipulation is a tactic of the power wars that is not always spoken about, it can be subtle, or it can be brute.

Ownership over our mind-sense may be more subtle, as we may not recognize what’s being put into it, for an aim to tame us…

That’s why in these times it’s SO KEY, to KNOW THYSELF.

Because if you don’t, you may not know whose games you're playing, what’s being injected into you, and who is planning to “own your mindshare” (bodyshare, lifeshare, soulshare) for what reason.

Good luck adventurers this is an epoch of change, may your evolution be beautiful!!

OWN YOURSELF — the “personal sovereign” movement is upon us.

This is a time for superheroes.

For the people to become themselves, the best version of themselves,

it’s a time to ignite our innate intelligence

that which our body and mind has.

This is a time to be what we came here to be.

So many of us have been and are on our own personal hero’s journeys,

with different, and uniquely, each our own

levels of humanity to trod through the muck and love of…

each a unique dream to seed

each a potential to sow into the fodder of the abyss of darkness..

where we may blindly fumble, as we seek the light of our own personal truths.

You’re dealing with the karma of your family, the karma of your life,

you’re dealing with ancestral trauma, and the dramas and traumas of the ages

and the today.

You’re here to release the wounds of the past

to come alive

to do more than to sustain

to thrive.

And you see where the world has been heading

and you’re saying,

“Wait! Hold on doggie! that is not my life, that is not my intention, that is not purpose!”

And, you are stating, dancing, singing, you are discovering, you are purging, you are becoming

that best possible version of yourself

Now

and Now

and

Now.

Again and again, you refind yourself on your journey, to be that person you remember in the future,

to be that person your higher self, god self, future self, angel self, lightbody self — which ever self that speaks about the person you intend on being….

You have set out a plan for yourself

you have goals, a bucket list of what you want to live

and why

Most of all.. you have meaning behind your list,

for this discovery and experience of life that you dream of having

brings you fulfillment beyond your years….

It’s your legacy

for it will help the thriving of the future generations

the 7 generations beyond.

You are here to assist the legacy of humanity on earth

with your one little puny life amongst billions

with love and light in your heart,

and your soul incarnations

purposeful

whirl

aroudn

this world.

As you.

Circumambulating with those who join you

on creating this legacy of humanity in love with humanity

with your superhero crew

You are a superhero of the future

by being a superhero of yourself, your family, your friends, your creations.

You are sovereign in their right to your light,

you ignite your innate wisdom

you come home to yourself,

you release the shackles

and you love, love love….

This is the LOVE REVOLUTION, this is YOUR EVOLUTION.

And you are on fire, the kind of fire that alchemized your destiny

to digest the old

and reclaim the new

The New Story that you Dream.

This is your Stream.

Come home with this meme!

You’ve got this SUPERHERO OF YOUR DESTINY!!

YOU ARE A DREAM!

SO LIVE IT AS YOU LOVE IT AND IGNITE YOUR INNER LIGHT

with the codes of love

that you program into your destiny.

And join us, our crew, on this spaceship earth ensemble

who believe is us

love us

and dream of us thriving.

TOGETHER.

It’s possible if we can think it.

And it can be true as not only we DREAM OF IT TOGETHER,

Yet, and MORE SO

that we BECOME IT TOGETHER.

So how do you manifest your dreams?

By being with your DREAM TEAM!

MARVEL THAT.

That’s how we do, those who’ve come up and out of dark places,

as we’re devoted to the “light codes”

the “programming” we came to help set into place.

We are the captains of our ships

the Architects of our Futures,

the Designers of Our Lives

and the Directors of our Experiences.

We’ve got amazing teams who are here, called to make a difference, to love live and bring on our evolution, beginning with ourselves on outward!

Join us. As you feel called.

Follow me on Instagram @lotuslovedreams

And if you super feel called, go ahead and DM Me immediately!
We have groups, businesses, webinars, courses, and friends.

Go SUPERHERO! Live in LOVE with YOU!

((( SUPERHERO HUGS )))

XOOX!

We all love creating. We all love dreaming. We all love awakening. We are the lights in the global weave of dreams.

Awakening to the Dream means to become lucid when you’re in the dream state. It means that you are able to control your dream with your conscious awareness, with your intentions. It means you become the CEO of your life, you become an agent of your own creation, and you may become sovereign in your own rights.

This is a movement of coming alive to what we were each inclined to come to earth for.

We all have dreams, whether they are dreams where our subconscious takes over when our eyes are closed, or aspirations that we may have or wishes of what our potential could be.

We’re a society that has forgotten how to dream, we’re a people who have let the nightmares of a story beyond our own take over our consciousness.

We come from hierarchical models of organizations that feed us what they feel to feed us for whatever their private reasons are, and we’re going into a heterarchical or deeper, more expansive time, peer-to-peer time.

This is the promise of the internet, the world wide web, crypto currency and the future of our creations in Web 3.0.

We created Awaken Dream Synergy, a group that was begun 20 April 2020, during the pandemic, when we were all behind our phones, computers, and devices wondering if we were going to go hungry or die.

So, we came together to discuss the projects so many of us have had on our tables, and been designing and developing in the background for years, in our silos around the world, because we new, we saw and felt this time coming.

This a time where the people of the world are really seeing that they want something different than the same old same old. Where their ferrari and yacht doesn’t matter as much as the people in their world being healthy, healed and in love with life.

This is a time where the joys do not come from inert unconscious things, yet they come from the interactive substance of spirit, a consciousness that is alive, vital and full of momentum to create Life On This Planet in the Symphony of Love, Joy, Peace, Grace, Gratitude, Compassion, Bliss and all the beautiful ways of actual and true human values that are written in the codes of each one of us and our existence.

What is the use of living if we aren’t enjoying our time on the planet? And why are so many people sad, depressed and wasting their life on disconnection, emptiness, and no reason, rhyme, or why? Where the rhythm of daily life and ritual is devoid of purpose, and merely sucks the life out, so many are tainted with the corruption of a potential gone awry. Lost in a vain show of an objective not even written by the heart and soul of that which operates the body occupied by itself, instead, written by a complex of voices and cultures that programmed your modes ahead of time. The robotic codes.

“Do Robots Dream?” has been a long known quest of discovery for science fiction.

A more apt burning question of the day that lives in the shadow of a roaring nightmare of a science-not-fiction of the current earthly episode may be,

“Do Humans Dream?”

And what do they dream when they dream?

Well, that’s a long answer, and that’s why we created Awaken Dream Synergy, so that humans could come together to share their dreams, and more so, share their dreams in a safe, supportive space, that is to help nurture dreams that are for awakening thriving life.

What does awakening thriving life mean?

It starts with you and then it unfolds and connects in a myriad of internodal connections to all our relations.

And this is the net of life. Where are dreams, our thoughts, our feelings, our words, our gestures, our actions, are all connected and interwoven in the fabric of reality that we create together, the Global Collective Dream.

Awaken Dream Synergy is one Island of Coherence around the world, globally dreaming of life thriving for all on earth.

For the next generations, this is what we can do, and we ask you,

“What Would the Future Thank You For?”

And,

“What’s Your Dream?”

______

We’ve been dreaming in the background and have been preparing to share our dreams with you. We are a people who dream of us all coming together in an organized way that will help change the world in the most beautiful way, for thriving life and conscious evolution to be the momentum for us all.

It’s time to WAKE UP.

We don’t need to feed the nightmares, time to feed the dreams.

Bliss!

D.E. Love
Lotus Love Dreams
Awaken Dream
Technology of Self

Awaken Dream Synergy had over 80 calls recorded in regards to our human dreams. Our Co-Hearts have some of the most amazing human valuable projects on earth. We and the other islands of coherences have been dreaming, designing and developing systems in the background for life thriving and we will emerge with them, especially with your support. If you’d like to join the movement, let us know!

AwakenDream.Earth

Awaken Dream Synergy was originally published in NEW EARTH NOMADS on Medium, where people are continuing the conversation by highlighting and responding to this story.

Hello dear dreamers..

My name is Denise Love, aka D.E. Love aka Lotus Love, Dreams, Eve Aurora, Eve Echo, etc.

I’ve been playing in digital innovation labs for years in between sojourns to beautiful earth locations to return home to my nature, and discovering new cultures…

In Tulum I decided to be the CEO of my own life….

Having watched trends & seeing my designs hit the mainstream repeatedly without having a stake in them, I fell into lonely depression, I couldn’t heal my childhood traumas being poor, and hadn’t found my kin.

As a child I dreamed of realities, had OOBE’s, saw futures… I wanted to live in those amazing spaces. I studied my inner networks knowing I am a reality creator, a story narrator.. I envisioned how to interweave beautiful networks
 — heart to heart, bonds of life thriving, alive.

Being a digital designer, storyteller and lover of earth life… I birthed some pieces, I am nurturing.

1.) Shifting our Inner Narrative through one-on-one experiences and group workshops (Inner, Sound, Dream & Dance Alchemies)
2.) Envisioning Revery Ritual Experiences for Quantum Earth Dreaming
3.) Created a Network of Conscious Innovators 144 people found each other sharing Projects Offers/Needs. relating to Regeneration/Rejuvenation/Love/Being the Gift/Human Values. It’s currently become a Podcast & Memberships coming
4.) Designed a Consciousness Reframing System (to be further designed & developed)
5.) Architecting a Decentralized Autonomous Organization (currently writing White Paper)

My journey is to thrive alive and help catalyze others do the same, let go of pain body and awaken to bliss consciousness!

I dream of our LOVE R/Evolution.

Much of my life, people things, flows, synchronicities would choose me, and I’d go with them. And sometimes, I’d reach out for a choice, and then I’d really pursue that choice because I felt something so deeply spiritual that was a need for me to discover. …

What I discovered is that.. well a lot of people are in pain about being chosen for an experience they don’t want, often rejecting it before knowing what the gift is underlying it, or experiencing parts of it that don’t resonate, and instead trigger traumatic reactivity.

So many of us have been chosen to be extorted, used, enslaved, there’s an entire society of people with PTSD about how our experience of lives have been chosen for us in a way that didn’t serve our spirits.

We want freedom.

And in that freedom we act from a place of pain and distrust rather than a whole embodied feeling of trust in knowing ourselves and how to live our choices as a divine gift of life, loving living from the core of our hearts sparks on outward.

I wish for the healing of us all, so that we make wise choices.

Every moment is a choice.

So what shall it be cook of your life, alchemizer, magician of your own personal creation?

How well do you know yourself to know where your choices are coming from and how wise are you to choose the gift that you are as a creation you give yourself and others?

How do you feel what that gift is at every morsel of your being without being overshadowed by an egoic entity that isn’t yours, and tries to control you from another stance than you would take?

How do you be the true, authentic you? Do you know how to find that by navigating your every choice of thought, feeling, vision and sensation?

Do you want to?

It’s up to you.

The Choice of Now

My choice now, is to just go ahead and start publishing my writings here, no matter what form they are in. As I feel that this could become a lengthy article about choice.. I am not in that space to write this up with my current projects. Yet, I am free to be called into help people with their choices, as a Dream Coach, I have the ability to bring people to the core of their dreams, by helpign them unfold to the remembrance of their true selve and why they’re here on earth. Feel free to contact me here.

Enjoy, your choices, for what you choose, what you feel, awakens the brilliance in your life, or not. What do you want for you, for your legacy and for generations to come?

Let’s awaken to our dreams together and help each other do this.

Bliss!

D. Aurora
Lotus Love Dreams

Men:

We search for your presence in your gaze, your gesture, your gait.

We search for your listening, did you hear…?

We search for your vulnerability, are you able to steer with your heart in gear?

We search for your permission to open ourselves to you, which what it looks like for us, is a gaze of loving trust.

We search in you for your body’s tones and tunes, how they will play for us when we walk around the rooms we enter together in this ground of life everywhere

We look to see if we can see inside of you, if your breath is in sync with our breath, if your mood explores ours.

We wait for the day that you open up to us and say, “You know, I have this feeling…”

What feeling? We want to know every bit of you, how you are doing, what is going on inside of you, everything, from your misunderstandings, mixups, losses and scares to your deepest explorations into worlds we could have never imagined, to the places you want to go yet don’t know how to get there. We want to know how you’re lost, and how,… how you want to be found.. And if you don’t know, we want to help you find your way.

Men, we love you, in our heart of hearts, for we feel you and we are connected. When your hearts sing, so do our, when your hearts are drowning, we feel the same.

There is no one to blame, and it’s not a game without rules that you made.

We will ask you again and again, “who is the rule inside of that vessel of you?” And we may test you to see if you know.

It is no problem if you don’t know. Nothing is a problem, the only wave there is challenge. Unhinge those slots that set you up into a pot hole that doesn’t develop you as a whole, shining, wondrous, loving being. We’ll show you where the hooks are, because they’re so often trying to snag us and we don’t want to go down that drain.

So we’ll tell you, hoping it’ll get into there, sink in beyond your brains, and into the eye of the storm, where the calm lays waiting for your awakening.

We want you to be fruitful, again, and again and again. And also, we would love a bite of the nectar, or even better, we’d love to make some pie to share with our friends and family. And, really we want to know, if we helped nurture the tree that represents you, will you share with us some of your morning dew, your scintillatingly breezing leaves, your bark meditations, your xylem and phloem dialing, your connection to your roots of being? Will we be given the gift of your universal dance through the networks of our shared trance?

Men, we want to see you, to feel you, to know you, as you hold space for birds to nest in the tree of life that is you. And we want to fly with you as you take a spin as the bird of your truth. We want to know what it’s like to live on the whim of your fancy, and curtsy down the lanes of sublime time.

We want to feel how your gaze penetrates us to our roots and through eons of time, one look reaches through and into all time…

We want to feel how your fingers brush over our skin, so lightly, we feel the attention of your appreciation in every morsel of our being..

We want to remember you in all of us, how you carried us through a moment, the day of swimming in the ocean, a night of sleeping in lucid dreams together.. An evening of lust, play and joy together…

Men, we want to know you’re by our side when we are afraid, when we’re shivering inside and we have nowhere to go, yet hide, or rage, or run… We want to know you are here to uphold our castle, the one we made together, that holds all our dreams in the rooms of decades of knowing each other in our hearts, whether we’ve been together or apart.. For this love that we share stretches beyond time, beyond form, and it is known in ever perforation of ecstatic articulations that could have been across all life that has ever been. For we know in this love what is possible, as creatures of making who join in this staking, out of time, we live, in life, together, now.

Man, where are thou? Do you hear the whisps of the winds at your ear? “Take me, take me home to you.. No matter how tattered you have ever been, I can see you through thick and thin, what is in the momentum of your activity. And I know, at the kernel of it all, it is love. And I will be here to remind you, if you need me.”

Man, it is even sail from here, outward bound to the next sphere, and there I will be in the island of our coherence, so mode it be.

Men, have you taken her? Have you taken her by her hand, and gazed in her eye, gentrified your bold grace, and bowed to her with your face embracing hers with a tear in your eye?

Do you remember her? Do you remember what she has done for you and why? Do you know that underneath it all, is her own call, as yours is your own? And what could you know? What could you bestow? Yet to beckon that call to come forth to the fro. What is the taste of your sweetest embrace? And how may you remind her to awaken her senses to you?

Every follicle of hair on the surface of her skin, alert, aware and looking, for that space where your response is unfolding with hers.

Interactive agents of love of this new paradigm, a revolution is coming over us in this time, and it is one that is for the evolution of our embodied energy rhyme… This that which dances through the ethers as a being of grace in this universe of time.

Spinning with stories of people with distorted, painful faces fighting for their rights, their lives.. my heart pulses unevenly, it is in my throat, I am in tears, my nervous system has ran itself up and out of my body, and into my head where it’s now pounding, throbbing and pulsing with these distorted images of life in pain.

My heart is chiming in, do something, do something now! And my body is in fight, flight, freeze mode… while I just sit at my desk.. in my telecommute aperture of my life’s work. And I want to scream, I want to run, I want to hide. I want to shut off and turn on at the same time. I can’t do anything right now So I write this. If I touched anything, it would drop and break.. and I would kick and bruise, fall over myself for my nervous system is on high, I am twitching, shuddering, shivering inside.. ACTION ACTION ACTION it screams, and I sit and I freeze with my face in my hands and my heart pumping harder than it should….

This lump in my throat, I cannot gulp it down, there is a pinch and heaviness in my heart, my forearms shake, as I type this….

I am here alone. I am sitting at my desk. And this is the physical reaction of my body to the news in my feed this morning.

The room has gone dark inside. The birds are chirping outside. The sun shines, the wind breezes through the trees outside.. There is food in the kitchen. I am safe.

I am here to do something, I have been preparing for this moment my whole life. Studying, discovering, in pain and how to come through and out of it.

And, at the moment, I cannot do what I came here to do..

Listen… to the bells.. to the chimes coming in…

There are more buzzes and notifications coming in then I can handle at this moment, they are begging for action, for my help, for my assurance. The friendly, well user tested, sound of an incoming message becomes a burden for the moment when my nervous system is in this state, when I am overwhelmed with images of fear, discomfort and pain from humanity, when I am doing as much as I can humanly do myself, and my nervous system is feeling what we call “fried.” Fried because it is an inundation of information that the body can’t digest, compute, nor process. The bandwidth of incoming data is too thick and too sodden with messages that are poorly arrayed, displayed and have no destiny to bring coherence, yet instead, chaos, discontent, incoherence… And at this moment, the media coming in has won. My body is on overwhelm.

Surely the messages chiming in that I cannot read at this moment due to already being saturated with painful images that pierce my bodies defenses and show me the saddened reality of this world the way it is now.

Yet, action, I must action, I must do something, I know, I know, I know, and yet…

Surely the messages coming in are from family sending love, from a friend checking in or sending me what they feel is important right now, or a message from a fellow whole life systems developer, perhaps one of them who is working on food distribution systems, or one who is working on bringing financial value to the people, or one who is developing creations for the health of the minds, hearts and bodies of the people, or one who is helping to create the media for the word, notion and feeling that is taking a stand for life on earth, living, thriving, loving and connecting with each other.

Surely, it is one of these lovely messages that chimes in on me.. as I begin my creation day for life, life on earth to remember that we are here to thrive. So let’s create that for ourselves. Because we have the capacity to. And so.. we are, thousands of us, perhaps hundreds of thousands or even millions of us.. are working on this, imagining this, seeing this and doing all we can to conceive, imagine, create, design and build.. what we feel humanity is actually here to do — to love living, with each other.

Earlier today, when I was writing this, my body was disturbed, my mind was full of fearful images, I could only budge to write this.. and I didn’t even finish. And now that the day of spectacular ups and downs has happened, I can at 2:28 in the morning, now, Venus time, says my phone, I can complete this article and design the experience presentation I am making tomorrow.

While this is an article, an idea, a communication I have wanted to bring forth for a long time, yet I didn’t because well. I didn’t think people would understand.. in fact they didn’t. People for so many years were not listening to me and telling me straight up that they in fact that that what I was saying was bull. Yet.. I realize today and after many experiences discussions and deep journeys.. that they actually don’t realize what is going on inside of themselves.

I have seen schizophrenia, borderline and near sociopathic behavior in my own friends, and realized how their minds work, how their bodies work. And they don’t work actually. They are more confused than any people I have known. They are so fragmented and do not know where they operate from. They do not even know who within is the real them. They are in constant battle inside of themselves with their many voices and the thousands of pieces of voices, culture and media racing inside of them, spinning them onto one frayed concept of what life is to another. They settle on one, and then the next moment they settle on another. They are unsettled and they do not know where they center on, they play out different parts of who they are and they demand the reality of it be validated through whatever circumstance they have constantly brought to life through their challenge of life. Only the one idea the one person the one place the one group, can possibly know better than them.. and they are not even themselves.. as the little voice peeks out from inside, the one with the heart, the one that was hurt at an early age, or was lost when they had a brain injury from a fight, or from roughing and tumbling or an accident of some sort. Or the voice inside that speaks from their truth that was disowned at one point early on, and another point and another point, until they have been so disassociated from their original idea of what and who they are and why they came to earth and what they came here to live..

They sheerly forgot.

And this is one of the deepest sadnesses on earth, for humanity. When we forget who we are. We have no idea who is driving the vehicle of our embodied vessels, our own bodies, our own consciousness, our own lives.

And while the heart speaks, while the gut speaks, while the body speaks. There is no captain at the helm of the vessel listening to the conditions and changing route according to their north star.

Not only that, they do not know what it’s like to be so transfixed by the media that is in operation around them.. And it runs and runs and runs, shapeshifting and formulating their experience of life for them. The media full of sensation, repeat phrases, emotional cords, hooks and hangs is designed to bring a sense of experience around to the viewers, the watchers, the feelers. Their eyes transfixed, their ears dialed in, their hearts hooked, the experience codes are being etched into the mind, the nervous system and the reward system is being activated with a campaign without even knowing.. without even knowing what has bombarded your senses, you are hooked, addicted and caring.. as best you can and know how with the images, media, ideas and experiences that are pivoted toward persuading you to enact in a way that is a massive movement.

How much of it is conscious, we cannot say, because we do not know. We are all in this system together. How much of it is unconscious? Why don’t you question that yourself. I know my answer. In fact, I am sure many of you have. If you’ve read this far, you are contemplating the consciousness of media already.

Thank you for your awareness, it is a gift to humankind.

I can’t do a thing when intense and disturbing media “enters me.”

As an empath it becomes a part of me instantly. I stopped watching horror movies a long, long time ago. I close my eyes when there is excruciating battles in movies, and most of the time, I just wouldn’t even bother watching, unless it has a heroic experience I would allow myself to induce, into my own concept of creative existence through my life’s choice systems. This knowledge embedded in me via my experiences and entrainment is well vetted and curated.

The kind of media I allow to envelope and saturate me, my being, my nervous system, my embodied knowledge-base, is media which is full of intention, media that gives me the gift of insight, of understanding, of love. Media that will teach me about life, about me, about relations, about how to become whole, wise, and alive. I actively seek and turn on the channels that will catalyze my actions in the most passionate way that it may bubble forth through me.. a conduit of life, a catalyst of care, a change maker, agent and server to creation, as we imagine it most lovingly in the stories our hearts wish to tell.

This is the the change I imagine to happen, for us. A world where people choose media that will engage them in a way of living, that they love to live with each other, their family, their friends, their people. And.. as a mother of this earth.. I would hope, that our sacred family earthen people.. will want to choose for life, as a gift they may share with others.

Today.. after years of seeing people’s nervous systems be under the torture of war-like imagery.. people with heart, with feeling, with love, who love to laugh and make love, who love to make life and share and care with their friends and family… how so many of them… like me are under deep pressure for change, for reformation from the internal levels to the external levels and do not know where to start.

There are so many of us. There are so many of us.

I have to stop, to hyperventilate, to bring myself back to breathe. Where do I belong? Where must I be? Where am I safe, and where am I most needed?Where may I bring my gifts to life most and be supported. Who is with me? And how much faith do I have for that to be the thread of light that ties us together? These are the questions, I am sure that are going through many, many of us.

Have faith, in humanity, as the thread of life that streams and pulses through all our hearts, beginning with you, your heart your life…

We may question. Is now the time to stay safe and in action, or put ourselves out there and fight for our lives and the lives of our brothers and sisters no matter what for the cause? And what cause are we standing for exactly?

The cause of life, surely.

My people, we speak about STANDING for a cause, not fighting for it. For when you get into fights you are coming into the space of war on war.

How do you stand?

And for what? And why?
Who is with you? Who is speaking with you about this stand? And how much do you trust them? Is this what you believe in standing for? Is this your gift to life? Is this the best and most you can do in life right now in this moment when humanity is on the precipice, the brink of potential collapse? Is this what you choose to stand for because it is your best effort to live for this, this that you with your able body and able mind, or as much ability as you can.. how do you stand?

As I speak this, as I write, I have surges of flashback memories of being choked because I spoke. I am sure many would understand this more than we may think. For me to write, I must stand and emerge through this Post Traumatic Stress Disorder experience, a flashback of being choked somewhere, some time, a way that my entire nervous system relives this experience, when I tell speak truth.

I grapple with a deep whining inside my body, a blocked neck and a long distance voice yelling in fright inside of me, saying things I cannot put to writing, yet this voice holds me back, begs me not to speak. And so I cry as my heart surges… and I say, “I must, I must, I must…”

How many years have I grappled with this?

How many kind loving people have told me that my voice needs to be heard? How many hateful people have brought me to the ground with sadness with their conniving retorts? When a single utterance of love, and pleading to be heard will not be welcome into the space.. where my love, my brilliance… my life wants to live with life.. well, this is not a space for me. Nor is this the space I will stand for humanity to be in.

So

I stand, for humanity to be freed from their grief, their shadow, their sadness, frustration, anger, hate, revenge and war.

I stand for humanity to live for love, kindness, caring and sharing. I stand for humanity to know their values, to realize their gifts and their illuminations and for them to come alive to themselves and each other.

This is what I stand for as a mother of earth, as a female born here with a vision of life.

I stand for Standing Rock and I thank our Wisdom Keepers of the many lands for reminding us that we are the beauty of nature, and that it’s alive in every one of us, and that we may flourish with this destiny by coming alive to ourselves and each other.

Many.

Many, if not most on earth.. are working with deep untapped knowledge inside of their bodies, their own nervous systems. And how they use it, is up to them. So, I stand as a technology developer to help bring humanity “online” with their humanity. And for me and many, many others, that means being aligned with our true purpose and our devotion to life.

I’ve discovered.. in my own way.. that it’s up to me to decipher the codes of the information that runs throughout me. I call this the inner media, or the METAMEDIA of our reality through our embodied experiences with visible and invisible interactions.

It’s the invisible ones that society has been playing coy with so they can game it and pretend that the experience of one or another human interaction doesn’t exist. When it does and they’re just playing the game to get more points from people who may or may not even have points to give. Enough trickster coyotes out there, time for more, new, and diverse ways of living this world, ones that mimic life’s most valuable characteristics. Not the one based on winning the war. That’s old paradigm, yesterday’s news. We are a global nation now, and we are realizing that one effect from one person may traverse the world and effect all nations, all people, all hearts, all souls, all embodied vessels of living breathing, loving human beings.

In my own experience of being challenged by the weather of the craziness that has been steaming around the main conclusion I came to is recognizing WHERE I CENTER FROM.

Which value?

Which value do you center from? Do you have a center value? What main value is running your system of consciousness? What values are a part of your embodied system of consciousness? Why? Do they suit you? Are they coherent with each other?

I’ve made a checks and balance system within myself where I check everything I do with my #1 CORE VALUE, which for me is LOVE.

CORE VALUE = LOVE

So as my core value being love, I check myself with all that I do and I question myself, “Is this what love would do?” And if it’s a yes, well sweet deal, keep on doing it! If it’s a no, okay, return to deep inquiry and ask why and where this is coming from, and more so, how can I get to the place of approaching this from love?

Given yes, there are all kinds of love, yet there is a main feeling that love brings to me that is based in several values all jumbled in one. I will not go through it here as that is my own semiotic destiny that I am still deciphering the light code of. Yes, the frequency code, the code of light, the energetic experience of love. MM, ahh, yes, how it moves me, how it spreads through me when I feel it living through me, it is bliss, the deepest of all blisses….

The self inquiry of centering and stemming from your core value and your surrounding values is a deep and purposeful mission that is based on a conscious activation of your living body.

So, how do I, for instance, live from loving bliss at all moments in my life?

I devote myself to it. And I recognize as much as I can what is happening in my nervous system. I become aware, and I awaken to myself and my full potential by practicing daily meditation, by being as impeccable as I can be with my word, by caring for people, by caring even more so for myself where there the caring is about tending to the garden of my embodiment… so that I CAN be in optimal space of interconnection and weaving with others. So that I CAN do the work that I came here to do….

Am I successful at it all, the dream of the life I want to live?

Let’s just say, I am imagining, seeing and feeling it more and more everyday. I am rewiring my nervous system from what I had earlier on entrained in myself. And.. I’m doing a best I can given my circumstances. Also, I am very thankful for my friends and family and their belief in me. the more I believe it, the more I see it and feel it, the more I know it, the more awake, aware and alive I am, and at this point is where we meet. And I love this, I love awakening to the true potency and power of my values living through me, as a life being of the light I love to bring to the atmosphere around me, starting within…..

(And btw. it is now 3:33 am, and I am doing an all nighter and I want to finish this soon so I may get to designing the experience I am offering to our Awaken Synergy Zoom group so that it can be shared….)

Know thyself.

What happens with knowing thyself, when you know your values and where you are centering from, you’re able to acknowledge what you will respond to and what you won’t respond to in the stake of persuasive media and friends vying for your attention, buying your time and even stealing it from your own paradigm…

The question is, what will work best for inner life operating system, your nervous system, your muscles, bones, your brain and your heart, your hands, that so tenderly, effectively and meticulously cares for your corner of the world so that you may bring the worth of life alive you stand for.

What you design, what you choose, what centers around the human spirit that you will bring alive for you and your children and the next seven generations, to see, to live, to love, because you, you took a stand for the spirit of humanity now with the depth of your desires to live and be in your deepest truth of live living, thriving and being on earth in a humanity that comes to and lives in peace together.

What is your vision of life?

What would your future self thank you for doing today?

What would the future people 22 years from now thank you for living in these times? What about 111 years from now? Can you imagine that far?

What will these days bring to life for the world that is coming, through you and your contribution?

I know my existence, and I know where I center from, and I have some checks and balances that I do within my own personal life information system of my embodiment, of my spirit, of my heart.

Do you?

That’s what values are for.

So here we have set up for the ideas of Value, Sovereignty, Personal Agency and the art of MetaMedia in the Technology of Self.

So what I’d like to recommend is that we go on Media Diets, if we are here to make an action that requires our bodies to be in a certain state of being. Surely, know what happening, take the time to know, understand and integrate, yet if you feel you are here to take a specific course of action that is resonant to your life’s work, your embodied experience, all that you’ve studied learned and aimed for and that you know this will help life.. then make this your effort. Make this the moment that you seek out the media that nourishes the qualities of what you’re here to do, your purpose your life’s work.

Notice what you’re attracted to and why. What does it feed in you? Is it feeding an addiction, a fear, or a thought that this is what you’re supposed to do? Or does it feed a space in you that is craving fullfillment so that you may bring a service of your enacted experience of life to full throttle gifting of your life’s work.

Feed and nourish yourself with media that nourishes what you’re here to do, or helps you on that discovery.

Make this your Media Diet. Do not feel propelled to saturate yourself with worrisome news every morning. Do your meditation, your work, you gifted and purposeful offerings, your action items that can come to fruition and manifestation for life and beings to enjoy, BEFORE you engage in the global affairs. For there are deep and necessary affairs that must be enacted upon, and you know where you stand and what you can do.

Just be in action, stand for what you believe in and ingest, digest and enjoy the media that supports this sacred space that you are holding on earth through your life as a conduit of your diverse gift.

Honor it, honor yourself, give yourself the space and nourishment to give your gifts.

The earth and all the beings on earth, are hungry for your spirit, your life’s offerings. And thank you for going there, realizing that and giving yourself the gift of a Media Diet that supports your mind, heart, body and soul.

More to come, let me know you want to hear more by clapping.

And, okay, maybe I’ll dare to send this out to people, post it somewhere or something and get out of hiding and stand, hand in hand, side by side, and heart connected to heart with my people, who like me, want to see this earth thrive in loving generosity and conscious awakening in the evolution we are begging to bring through us and surrendering to the cause as it percolates through our generous feeling systems of these embodied totems of amazing spirit.

Rock on, Stand up, Live and Love friends, family, people, tribe of the cosmic heritage of life on earth zooming through the galaxies of space and time through the fabric of our internetworked realities.

We can do this.

See you in the unified field, holding up the values you love with grace, joy and celebration!!

My studio is filled with the landscapes of sound, fragrance, color and feeling of my choice. The vibe is on high, as I breathe, dance and articulate through the art of my creations to give to life.

Hello World. Finally, I am able to write, right here. Sabo & Goldcap play on the sound system behind me, the beats rumble into the cells, vitalizing my being, my experience, and the momentum of my productions.. I am here! I am awake! And I am working from home at a stand-up desk, dancing in relief that I may now fully enter this zone of creation, in a truly articulately embodied way. I neigh in excitement inside my body for this time, with the sounds, the beats, the pulse coursing through me, I have room to experience and express the currents of life’s movements that want to utter through me.

Designer, Dancer, Lover, Maker,Technological Dreamer and Transformation Artist, I have been envisioning worlds that we can live with and by, studying experience, technology, creation.. How to bring them through.. I did not know. For I have a back condition that makes working on the computer for long hours of time a challenging experience. And, so, thus, I have ran from the digital works again and again, in search of healing and finding a new home.

As nomadic explorer and journeyer of life, I have discovered many experiences along my travels.. And now I bring the elixir home that I have found on my Hero’s Journey.

As the digital worlds welcome me saying, YES WE WANT YOU HERE and they call to me saying, “bring your ideas, your vision, your work, your capacity to create new worlds alive, for your experience wants to be heard, to be seen, this knowledge wants to be known and experienced by fellow journeyers welcoming a new earth.”

Ok then, so I’ve heard the calling for a long time. Deep breath. Now, how do I do this? I just can’t sit down for too long, it hurts my back, it gives me anxiety, and due to several circumstance including finances, the way to relieve the discomfort in my body so I may make my creations in my silo, where ever I was, was not found, until now. In meditation, breathwork, yoga and dance, there is always temporary relief and hope for final relief of the pain I was living through for decades. I am sure there are others who feel like this, and thus I tell my story, for perhaps it sings true for you too, and you will want a stand up desk. I will share more… When I sit, to do, to act, to make on the computer, I just must get up and dance, live life, hop around, and thus I had yet to complete igniting my digital creations… I may sit for a moment, and then the momentum is lost, my eyes go cross-eyed, I get lost in windows and confused, notifcations bleep at me, colleagues want my time, and I enjoy theirs too.. and so often.. I just must lay down, and meditate, to relieve the pain, the din, the chaos.

I wonder what it’s like to work at an office when you feel like this. It’s been so long for me. Like at the Google campus office you can go to the mini-laydown station where you may sit in your own enclosed space, and have your head to yourself. It’s similar to an immersion tank, yet you are sitting up and donning a space suit sitting station with a large helmut that you put your head in, to keep the sounds out, the visuals, and have your own head space, literally. To have your head space amongst the hustle and bustle of the office is a deep need many of us have. And now that we’re Working From Home, it’s a whole other experience. I have worked remotely or on the land for years (zig-zagging through both experiences) and I’m happy to create my own environment, yet it hadn’t worked, until, I stood up to dance..

I just can’t sit down and be still, hush and not let my body move. And when I want to get away, from too much input from people, I may want to lay down to take a real nap, or go on an inner journey to emerge with the creative impulse I may bring through to developing life systems.

I am so happy, to listen to music, and dance at my stand up desk, that I am writing this as an intro to my new work mode!

In your Work From Home experiences, I invite you to have a stand up desk that you may dance and work at too, if you don’t already…..

At a stand up desk, there may be moments of stillness, moments of joy, moments of dance, and moments of deep gazing at the screen.

What’s your momentum when you work and how may you create an environment that is conducive to your creations?

Going through the creative process is like an up and down, and all around phenomenon that cannot be constrained to sitting behind a laptop in any one position whatsoever…

Our bodies are dynamic, our heart rates variable, our breath goes in and out in all kinds of rhythmic modes and formats and they match our creative impulses.

How can you give your creations the life experiences they crave at the same time as efficiently, joyfully making works that will help the world live vitally. If you’re living vitally in your work, it will be felt in the manifest product of it. Bring your spirit through all of it, every ounce, every bit of it!

Being a dancer who didn’t make dance my career, I chose the intellectual pursuits of philosophy, psychology, sociology, technology and design.. so I sat behind the computer for days, hours, weeks and years upon a time.. I have had many nomadic travels for experience and healing dappled with entire careers in systems and interface design, digital storytelling, research and strategy for start-ups… and so many ideas came and passed through my life experiences that I wished to publish in some way or form..,

Having been a telecommuter for a long time, sitting in my silo in multiple desk, cafe tables, coffee tables, bed and beach bed sitting environments, I would often have to get up and stretch, move my body, get out and go, or lay down and rest.. forgetting what I had open on my computer, and feeling incapable of finishing it. Because it hurt my body, and it was so uncomfortable to pull through. I would get tired and I would dream of the worlds I was missing, the worlds of dance, socializing flirting, and loving, and I’d have a deep sense of feeling left out.

So I’d dive in to dance, dive into dreams and have revolutionary, evolutionary moments.. with myself.. and I so.. dearly want to share them…

In these deep dive creationary moments, as soon as I got up from my spot where I feel into the creativity, as soon as I finished dancing the experience alive in me, as soon as I finished my bath, dried off and brushed my hair.. the communications I’d been channel, the design, the idea, the momentum, was gone, fleetingly escaping back ito the subconscious realms.. This made me sad, how could I offer the treasures of these experiences as an inspiration? When these amazing moments of epiphany came through the life of me, and I didn’t find a way to share, it was an entire piece of my life’s work lost to me and those whose hearts may sing from it.. The manifest fruition of an offering, a product, a service, a communication was unavailable for the people who may be seeking what comes through me as an artist of expression. Given, it did take me a long time to realize it was valuable, I know this now..

The life that has percolated in near explosive creativity out of me, sizzling, whizzing and whirring inside of me had been hoping to find its way home to an awakening… A lucid dreaming of an artful articulation that pulses through me in the rhythm of my life’s expression, has been found.

So here I am, writing, an article about my experiences, so I may move on and make more for us to come alive to. It’s coming through me now, I have the momentum to bring this through, I have sat on a stool, and I get up and dance again and again, I take deep breaths, and I can feel the momentum coursing though me, into this world, of digital black figures on a white background, the symbol of language.. communicating.. to you.. the reader…. And soon, I will again do some yoga, go on a dancing walk, record more guided meditations, and draw up some information on project that I’ve been create Technology of Self, and record an interview of a colleague on this subject….

At this point, I can no longer say my work takes me away from my dance, and I can no longer say, I can’t do the work because my body aches… In fact, my work space with my stand up and dance desk now embraces the momentum and readies my body for the next dance excursion with the friends I feel at home with, and even better, I will have some work that I’ve proudly, and comfortably, completed that I may now share with them.

NOW.. standing up.. I’m enlivened for this to be my first writing, to speak about the glories of a stand up desk!!

We are musical beings.. awaiting to dance our lives awake.. to remember the beat, to remember the harmony within, to connect with the life waves of our internal pulses, rhythms and rhymes. We are here to make beneficent impacts on the worlds around us and beyond. We are here to thrive for the next 7 generations. And we are here to enjoy bringing that experience alive.

In peace, joy, love and all that jazz, we’ve got this..

So, let’s dance at our desks in our home studios!!

• No more slumping for hours on end over the keyboard and monitor.
• No more boredom staring at the wall wishing you were in momentum.
• No more incompletions because your inner world is toxic..

1. Play your favorite music

2. Connect with yourself and the spirit of your creations

3. Stand up at your desk and dance

4. And from there.. connect with your passion, your work and others.

May your work, your creations and your offerings be ignited with joy.

I am D. Aurora Love, and I am working on media and technology projects to help us come alive with this new world we are creating together. I do talks on the Techology of Self, and I teach meditation and I offer workshops on the Alchemy of Dance and Attunement of the Inner Self. And I’ve been dreaming up and planning for ways for the world to come alive through us for many, many years…

Tune in for some of my Guided Meditation Experiences and Journeys on YouTube at Lotus Love Dreams. and for Talks on the Innovations humanity through TECHNOLOGY OF SELF!!

Thanks for reading. We’ve just started. May you enjoy the currents of life that run through in resonances with your heart’s dreams of life lived in honor of your spirited self!

Thank You to my dear friend and brother from another mother, Steve for helping me make the functionality of a stand-up desk, as well as a room in your home during these Stay At Home times of Earth Vitality Remembering.