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Twenty-three

Monte Carlo, fourth of July

2 min readOct 12, 2026

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A maroon tie hangs unevenly over the back of a worn wooden chair, its wide end resting on the seat, in soft, cool light.
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the tie was maroon
Florence, I think
cheap enough to buy
good enough for Monte Carlo

inside
purple light
big mirrors
everything colder
than it needed to be

I kept moving
because standing still
felt worse

then the rule
two drinks minimum
twenty euros for each Coke

forty euros
I had eighteen

the staff moved through the room
in twos

near the bar
too near maybe
two of them
one on each side

nothing said

that was the part
I remember best
not the fear exactly
just how quiet it got
around me

in my head
already the phone call home
already my mother
already Monte Carlo
and a Coke

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Michael M. Brownstein
Michael M. Brownstein

Written by Michael M. Brownstein

Poetry, always, in all ways, starting July 2026. For more about me, check out: themindfulguypublishing.com

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