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Shaped Souls is a home for deeply personal, emotionally resonant essays about the experiences that mold us — writing that lingers, heals, and tells the truth.

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Well, fuck me if…

5 min readNov 5, 2025

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I have a problem. Maybe it’s just a temporary thing… an OCD thing… an ADHD brain thing…

But it’s a THING.

Emails live in my brain rent-free. I hate that I do this. Like… I know that I’m actively hoarding emails that I will likely NEVER read again.

How do I stop this fear of losing that one important email?

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My personal email is overfilled with emails that are decades old. Each with a folder, a purpose, and a promise that I will revisit them.

Someday.

Just not today. Probably not tomorrow or next week or even next month.

This is my life, in the soft sense: emails. In the hard sense: actual clutter.

My email account represents my life, and I believe other people have the same issues with maintaining some semblance of normalcy.

I’ve learned, over the years, to delete many things from my life. People. Jobs. Relationships. Friendships.

Whenever I realized (sometimes far past their expiration dates) that something doesn’t serve me anymore, I’ve been…

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Rose Adams
Rose Adams

Written by Rose Adams

I'm just a rambling Rose with a lot to talk about and a good grasp on the English language. Passionate and sexpressive may be two ways to describe who I am.

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Shaped Souls is a home for deeply personal, emotionally resonant essays about the experiences that mold us — writing that lingers, heals, and tells the truth.