El Kay Ess·Oct 31Mourning a Digital Divorce: The End of My Otome Game StorySo, what happens after quitting the game?
El Kay Ess·Oct 17Beyond Rafayel: How a Game Helped Me Heal — and Why I Had to Walk AwaySo I officially left the game on 27th June 2026, which was about a day after my second anniversary. I stopped playing the game on 25th June…
El Kay Ess·Oct 3The actual cancellation of Valko from Love and DeepspaceI quit Love and Deepspace, a game I once adored, on June 25th — just three days after Valko crashed into the scene during the ‘Supermoon…
El Kay Ess·Jul 25Beyond the Perfect Score: The Real Strategy for Dominating Senior Hunter ContestsNot long ago, I shared what I called my ‘lazy’ way to get a perfect 36/36 in the senior hunter contest using auto battle. I thought all you…
El Kay Ess·Jul 11Growing Into Myself: Embracing Change, Avoidance, and Deeper ConnectionsOver the past two years, I’ve watched myself shift and grow, both in how I play this game and how I connect with people. I’ve gently let go…
El Kay Ess·Jun 13Behind the Scenes of Fandom: My First Experience Volunteering at Sylus Birthday EventWhen Rafayel’s birthday came around, I contacted a few fan groups to see if I could volunteer. At first, nothing worked out, but then I…
El Kay Ess·May 30Redefining Love: How I Stopped Measuring My Worth by Others’ ExpectationsAs an Asian woman, I often feel like I have to run twice as fast just to earn a sliver of affection. Love has always seemed like a…