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Razorblade Temptation
05:42
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his blood her kiss a godless fascination
enslaved by the wound's abyss
stargazed razor blade temptation
my blood your lips unholy masturbation
stiletto rips through her virgin wrist
one step near the path towards final damnation
another cut beneath
and now you’ll see
you can’t feel it
can’t stop bleeding
swift vein punctured sunrise
scars are weeping
angels singing
do you still feel to young to die?
and now you feel it
dream of lesions
drink the tears you’ve cried
because your scars are weeping
crawling towards the knife
cut me
choke me
love me
I begged
for another moment
with your blade in me
you watched
as my tears were falling
words you couldn’t say
I screamed
into total darkness
as you stared at me
choked up on words I’ve never spoken
it was never meant to end this way, my friend.
you can’t feel it
can’t stop bleeding
a swift vein punctured sunrise
scars are weeping
angels singing
do you still feel too young to die?
and now you feel it
dream of lesions
drink the tears you’ve cried
because your scars are weeping
crawling towards the knife
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and it’s written in the scars of our cemetery hearts
from this object of love that you gave to me
and I wish that I could play every song my heart sings
but it wouldn’t make you stay still i’m waiting for you
unveil the blade rapture awaits
kiss me when you pierce my body
this shallow grave inverts the pain
of hoping for a love that never comes
far from grace I see her face
did you ever really need somebody?
unveil the blade rapture awaits
broken
jaded
hated
take my blood
faithless
praying
love waits
beneath the flood
broken
serrated
hated
take my blood
faithless
praying
love waits beneath this crimson flood
unveil the blade rapture awaits
kiss me when you pierce my body
this shallow grave inverts the pain
of hoping for a love that never comes
far from grace I see your face
did I ever really need somebody?
unveil the blade, rapture awaits.
but I’ll wait for you
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tears bloom over a grave inside miseries garden
where a withering rose awaits
for the serpent to speak in the end does it matter?
still the venom remains
nocturnes nurture the air where my loneliness gathers
immersed by eternity’s blade
softly tear out my veins for a love that is rotting
and watch how the vessel decays
wide awake
ripped away
born to fade
spectral shade
memories die hate is fleeting
buried alive stripped and left bleeding
sharpen the smile that cuts these feelings
and rip them from my side
back in the dark where you can’t see it
suffer alone stripped and left bleeding
tear out my heart that rapes these feelings
and leave it here to die
die
die
thorn pierced stigmata
a scythe for the damned
her lights chaos exhumes my religion
seeding the concrete with my temple of flesh
here lies death
stop the bleeding close this wound forever
stop the bleeding close this wound my only love
memories die hate is fleeting
buried alive stripped and left bleeding
sharpen the smile that cuts these feelings
and rip them from my side
back in the dark where you can’t see it
suffer alone stripped and left bleeding
tear out my heart that rapes these feelings
and leave it here to die
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4. |
Kara no Bara
04:43
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the perfect light dissolves reflection
a momentary mourning of a precious life
disarming smile still feel ejected
a superficial love locked in paradise
I want it and I see it
but I can't escape the feeling
of the nights where I was bleeding
and you left me there
a shroud of total darkness
and I just can’t seem to stop this
shameful-vapid mutilation of my hearts despair
alone but i still feel you here
but are you waiting for me?
everything’s taken from me
kara no bara my hands bleed on sacred vows
kara no bara my tongue tastes the holy ground
let me bleed for your pleasure
now i see you
kara no bara let me out
silence seems to break her voice is my escape
silence seems to break your voice was my escape
wait
alone but i still feel you here
but are you waiting for me?
everything’s taken from me
kara no bara my hands bleed on sacred vows
kara no bara my tongue tastes the holy ground
let me bleed for your pleasure
now i see you
kara no bara let me out
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5. |
Womb of Hatred
05:06
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pitch black inside a womb of hatred
distorted image of the antichrist
with no regard for the life you’ve taken
dissecting how i’ve anguished for this love to die
snuffed out from this suicidal daydream
looking for an end before the candle wax dries
torn out the pages of my heartstrings
mourning and burning
the memory in my mind
in my mind
mind
in my mind
how I watched you tear it all away
and I’m left with nothing
dismembered moonlight fades to gray
let me go on my own
deceive my heart and dream
to feel okay again
let me go
just let me go
let go
this night the end comes swiftly
I see the shimmer of your sun-kissed eyes
and your lips speak of of prayers unanswered
and your tears speak of dreams that died
blood rains on the face of purity
cut deep by sympathy’s knife
bleed out on the floor of suffering
no more there is no more life
how I went and threw it all away
and now I’m left with nothing
dismembered moonlight fades to gray
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a mourning lust from her grave to my alter
a fainted whisper decomposes her fear
the veiled trust supplements where i falter
coerced beyond the vacant void of tears
degraded cross sits below her sternum
her breasts are sapid like the sweetest wine
her lips are cold like the ice of winter
and just a taste brings eternal life
I want to place my fangs within
so deep beyond her ceiling
somber heeling
stained glass sin
she moans beneath the soil carnal
claustrophobic bliss
the latches of her casket bleeding necromantic
a kiss beyond the gates lapis roses for the dead
awaiting for the moon to resurrect
she moans beneath the soil carnal
claustrophobic bliss
the latches of her casket bleeding necromantic
a kiss beyond the gates lapis roses for the dead
awaiting for my love to resurrect
sweetness
sweetness for you were all i craved
in darkness in vesper
your love was everything
but morning was calling
and soon our time must fade
but one more kiss and one more bite
exalts the night and blood will light the way
clairvoyant
fornication
separation from a spiritual truth
blunt force
suffocation
hallowed lust
defiles the image of you
feel the hate
exhort the pain
distort your face like an innocent whore
throat piercer
pain killer
fang driller
locks eternity’s door
she moans beneath the soil carnal
claustrophobic bliss
the latches of her casket bleeding necromantic
a kiss beyond the gates lapis roses for the dead
waiting for the moon to resurrect
she’s moans beneath the soil
carnal claustrophobic bliss
the latches of her casket bleeding necromantic
a kiss beyond the gates lapis roses for the dead
awaiting for my love to resurrect
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her mind is yearning for the coffin
desire now swaying on the trees |
a darkness masquerades the forest
her strangling neon symphony
begin to hope for new salvation
but voices beckon for relief
the warning signs of desperation
“love, this is what you meant to me”
and I can hear her now
disembodied elegance
were you reaching out?
I didn’t seem to care back then
dear don’t hate me
my spirits fading
inside I’m breaking
and you can’t save me
desire
desire for better
hunger
a hunger to feel something
tired
tired of hoping
breaking
broke and insecure
desire
desire for comfort
hunger
a hunger to feel enough
tired
tired of waiting
broken
I’m broke and nothing more
and everything I’ve said
doesn’t seem to mean a thing
and I’ve never really been this sure
I’m sick but the gun smoke cures
scar tissue doesn’t bleed it burns
yes it burns
and I burn
I burn
dear don’t hate me
my spirits fading
inside I’m breaking
and you can’t save me
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8. |
Ethereal Blood
04:45
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come and taste the knife between her velvet lips
for purity and love I feel the witch's kiss
her pleasantries dissolved beneath
I drink the menses blood
eternally I face a fading sun
demonstrated perfect hatred
cut by fleeting tongues
love has faded broken jaded
torn apart innocence
stimulated mutilated happiness corrupt
complicated penetrated cast away cleanliness
love deliver me in chains and fill thy cup
the violence feeds my lust
and now I hunger for someone to taste my flesh
and drink my blood the violence feeds my lust
her violence
the light is crushed by her eyes
love deliver me in chains and fill thy cup
the violence feeds my lust
and now I hunger for someone to taste my flesh
and drink my blood the violence feeds my lust
her violence
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9. |
Beat To Death
05:31
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we’re growing numb to the violence that surrounds
a brand new hate that consumes forever
a putrid symbol branded far beneath the ground
ignored mistakes and human error
but what is justice in world so bleak?
the acts of “god” won’t go unanswered
if a solution is what we seek
stand by for the ultimate terror
I’ll leave you 6 feet under the earth
torn apart from the inside out
you’re gonna get what you deserve
beat to death
I’ll leave you 6 feet under the earth
torn apart from the inside out
you’re gonna get what you deserve
beat to death
I’ll leave you 6 feet under the earth
torn apart from the inside out
you’re gonna get what you deserve
beat to death
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10. |
Mortuary
01:43
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it’s hard to speak but your eyes said enough darling
I feel so weak while clinging on to a precious moment
and memories of holding you while blood was flowing out
an antique
pierced skin mangled hair like fall leaves
as I move away from your face
from who you are I hope to see
that you won’t change
and love someone the way you loved me
kiss me in the mortuary
bury me outside your mind
kiss me in the mortuary one last time
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Saidan Nashville, Tennessee
Black Metal Horror • For booking or inquiries contact saidanmetal@gmail.com
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