I should really learn to take my own advice
But it's hard to face the truth when it comes in your disguise
So I'm a fool for always falling for your lies
But there's a part of me that loves it
So tell me how f*cked up am I?
'Cause anybody else would find a way to leave
But I'm not somebody else and I don't quit that easily
So should I blame myself for choosing to stay?
In the Stockholm syndrome cycle, is there no escape?
'Cause you dropped me right in my feelings
And I'm no good at healing
And when it comes to the damage you've done
You're second to none
Your toxic love is all too revealing
Yeah I'm right in my feelings
And it's hard but I'm dealing
With the choices I made
And I'm stuck in this place
Yeah loving you might actually kill me
I really wish that we could try to make amends
'Cause I wanna be your person, I don't wanna be your friend
So don't make me choose, don't make me wonder why
If you're gonna keep on lying, at least look me in the eye
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