In less than..
In less than an hour, I will no longer see you. It is the only way to see you. To ask if how was your day, if you slept well, to tell you I miss you so much. To talk to you as if it was like before.
Yesterday, I told you I regretted it. Yesterday, I told you I love you so much. Yesterday, I told you to keep me afloat a little more but you wouldn’t know. I was hurting over something that happened way before me. I was overwhelmed. I was impulsive.
If you just hold on a little more, If you just let me know that you don’t want to let go. If you just tell me things to calm my heart, If you just let me feel that you want to fight for us. I will keep holding on.
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I just need assurance but its so hard for you to give.. You just let me go..
You will never know this because I just keep talking to that tiny prompt on my phone that you keep sharing everyday. In less than an hour, I will never know where you are after that but I leave mine as it is until you don’t want to know that anymore.
I wished you Goodnight last night and I greeted you Good Morning today. I guess the location will move a little bit but until then in less than an hour, I will never be updated anymore.
My heart is heavy, there was a moment that I find myself crying. I dont know until when to be honest. I miss your voice, I miss your presence, I miss everything about you. I still hope one day, you’ll be back but I know you can easily forget things. You will forget me little by little but for me you will always be a beautiful memory.
My only, My last one..
