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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Sero di questo.
00:01:33Il trattolo di Napoli.
00:01:34Ma i culini przest carbone.
00:01:37Ma il primo posto è…
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Wow.
00:01:46Campo di.
00:01:47Can farmer my wallet.
00:01:51In theシ langoma?
00:01:52No, non il看看 nonоне simile la
00:01:59Who asked her?
00:02:07What have you said?
00:02:11She's lost her purse, her purse.
00:02:22Is she lost her purse?
00:02:25Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35Um, the train station I think.
00:02:38The exchange group?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:51This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:12What do you think?
00:03:19Is this it?
00:03:21Thanks, Hans.
00:03:29Thanks.
00:03:30It's nice
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card
00:03:45Numbers on file on my computer
00:03:47Yes, I have them here
00:03:50Okay
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00:04:04Yeah
00:04:07Expires 12.15
00:04:09No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately
00:04:13We're here for two weeks
00:04:14Nope, I'm working here
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold
00:04:21You love how they ask
00:04:25As if I have a choice
00:04:26Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, I know an Italian
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous
00:04:34I don't at all
00:04:35I admire you
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me
00:04:39That's not true
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks
00:04:43And besides
00:04:46What's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English
00:04:48Well, I
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes
00:04:53Yes
00:04:56All right
00:04:57Okay
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end
00:05:04I think that's wonderful
00:05:05What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane
00:05:15I always have
00:05:16You know that
00:05:17You shouldn't sound very supportive
00:05:22You have my support
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be
00:05:34Has been for you
00:05:36I think enough time has passed
00:05:37Well, that's great
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:07David Foster Wallace
00:06:12I don't know
00:06:15You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20That's what you don't have done, darling
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity
00:06:30Just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where
00:06:36It was just day after day after day
00:06:38I really don't know
00:06:40Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious
00:06:42And then of course he felt guilty
00:06:45Most people think life is too short
00:06:48And there he was
00:06:48All the talent in the world
00:06:49And it wasn't that
00:06:50Jane, can I
00:06:50Can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just
00:06:54Just
00:06:54Just a bit morbid
00:06:56Love you
00:07:13Love you too
00:07:16Do you feel alright?
00:07:36Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah
00:07:38No
00:07:39I ain't
00:08:07I don't know.
00:08:37I don't know.
00:09:07Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:20Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:27What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and...
00:10:48And then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man...
00:11:17He had blood in his hair.
00:11:25Good night.
00:11:26Cappuccino?
00:11:26Good night, sir.
00:11:28Good night.
00:11:35Good night.
00:11:39We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:31The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water, and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:04Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:17I can't help it, I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp when I was like 10 and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:29You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:35Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:49Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:07What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Fairy?
00:16:36Fairy?
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:52In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen,
00:18:30easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:55Okay.
00:19:16Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears to turn withered hope green
00:19:46through desire to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that
00:19:53heavy disdain.
00:19:55Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo
00:20:15in English and Italian.
00:20:17You thought Michelangelo was gay?
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:27Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:20:54Are you hungry?
00:20:55Why, are you going to take me out?
00:20:56Yeah.
00:20:57All right then.
00:20:58Okay.
00:20:59Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:00Red.
00:21:01Red.
00:21:02Red.
00:21:03Red.
00:21:04Red.
00:21:05Uh-huh.
00:21:09You hungry?
00:21:10Why, are you going to take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:13All right then.
00:21:14Okay.
00:21:15Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:32Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:31A little tangled up.
00:22:32I don't know.
00:22:33Okay.
00:22:34Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:46These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15Yes.
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:19It's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:11I'm sorry.
00:24:12It was your regret.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:18You can take it away.
00:24:20Yes, thank you.
00:24:29I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight, and I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure, and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But...
00:25:39I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Yeah.
00:26:08That's it.
00:26:14Make a wish.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:18Okay.
00:26:25Bravo, bravo.
00:26:27Hey!
00:26:28Come over here.
00:26:29What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Go, go, go!
00:26:41Oh my God!
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:51Stronzo!
00:26:52Hey!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54Hey!
00:26:55It's the carabinerie!
00:26:56What?
00:26:57It's the police!
00:26:58Hey!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:00Yeah!
00:27:03Yeah!
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't back.
00:27:07Look!
00:27:10Get back behind!
00:27:11Oh my God!
00:27:14Oh my God!
00:27:16Wait, wait, wait!
00:27:24Look out.
00:27:25Hey!
00:27:26Hey!
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said no one day off.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:57Oh my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:20We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe it's...
00:28:27not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:41I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Hey.
00:28:53Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:28:57Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:11So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:25So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35Oh, yes.
00:29:49Oh, yes.
00:29:50Oh, yes.
00:29:50Oh, yes.
00:29:50Oh, yes.
00:29:52Oh, yes.
00:29:52Oh, yes.
00:29:53Oh, yes.
00:29:54Oh, yes.
00:29:54Oh, yes.
00:29:55Oh, yes.
00:29:56Oh, yes.
00:29:57Oh, yes.
00:29:58Oh, yes.
00:29:59Oh, yes.
00:30:00Oh, yes.
00:30:01Oh, yes.
00:30:02Oh, yes.
00:30:03Oh, yes.
00:30:04Oh, yes.
00:30:05Oh, yes.
00:30:06Oh, yes.
00:30:07Oh, yes.
00:30:08Oh, yes.
00:30:09Oh, yes.
00:30:10Oh, yes.
00:30:11Oh, yes.
00:30:12Oh, yes.
00:30:13Oh, yes.
00:30:14Oh, yes.
00:30:15Oh, yes.
00:30:16Oh, yes.
00:30:17Oh, yes.
00:30:18I don't know.
00:30:48Are you awake?
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:31Jane.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:33Jane.
00:31:34Jane.
00:31:35Jane.
00:31:36Jane.
00:31:37Jane.
00:31:38Jane.
00:31:39Got some pastries.
00:31:40You're still asleep?
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Jane.
00:31:43Jane.
00:31:44Got some pastries.
00:31:51You're still asleep?
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19my friends had lots of American boyfriends and they used to bring us
00:32:23nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things and we used to go to
00:32:28London and we saw Glenn Miller one time we used to go all over the place
00:32:36there were wonderful times I never had an American boyfriend I liked some of
00:32:43them they were nice boys but I didn't I didn't want to leave my mom and dad wish
00:32:52I had sometimes you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree
00:32:59and full of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we
00:33:07met yeah I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then not at all well I
00:33:12felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not old hey we ran out on the
00:33:19bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps I'm not
00:33:24explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:32how's work conductors actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating the three of us
00:33:49we'll plan a dinner before we leave I'd like that
00:33:51Jane
00:33:56oh my god
00:34:00this is Caleb
00:34:02hi
00:34:03no no we were just talking about you
00:34:05we were that's so weird
00:34:07sit please sit down join us
00:34:09what
00:34:10what
00:34:11what
00:34:12ah
00:34:13you have a chance of a wrap
00:34:14I know right
00:34:15I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon
00:34:20that's okay I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee or something
00:34:25I
00:34:26have a check please
00:34:32in a cafe put before
00:34:37oh
00:34:38no thank you
00:34:39okay
00:34:40you don't smile
00:34:42yes I did
00:34:46Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:50Yes, I do. Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:54You know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:10I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day
00:35:22in this villa owned by this
00:35:24old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:26They had, like, a private chef
00:35:28and everything, and, uh,
00:35:30they were serving this, like, loaf
00:35:32of meat covered in sauce
00:35:34with all these other loaves,
00:35:36and this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No. No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy
00:35:42cat and her kittens.
00:35:44It's disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:52Why don't you tell Leonard one of your
00:35:54viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:36:00I'm selling my aunt.
00:36:02Come on. Let's hear one.
00:36:04Um...
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition
00:36:14of perfect pitch?
00:36:16What?
00:36:18when you throw a viola into the dumpster
00:36:22without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up.
00:36:26I did. It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What time to go?
00:36:48Already?
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:50I'm gonna get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:02Um...
00:37:03I'm thinking...
00:37:04Tibet.
00:37:05Oh, Tibet.
00:37:06Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival
00:37:09at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the...
00:37:12the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries
00:37:14on the hill, right?
00:37:15The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:19How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:23All right.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:32You got a pen?
00:37:33Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:41Okay.
00:37:48I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:54Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:55I'll come around the side.
00:37:56I need Regina.
00:37:59This...
00:38:00Yeah.
00:38:01There you go.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:14How stoned are you?
00:38:15Come on, man.
00:38:16We should tell him a pub.
00:38:17It's not a big deal.
00:38:18So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:19Occasionally.
00:38:20Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:21Sure.
00:38:22I'm fine from here.
00:38:23Okay.
00:38:24See you after work.
00:38:25Yep.
00:38:26I'll be waiting.
00:38:27Okay.
00:38:28I'll be waiting.
00:38:30I'll be waiting.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:33Sure.
00:38:35I'm fine from here.
00:38:38Okay.
00:38:39See you after work.
00:38:40Yep.
00:38:41I'll be waiting.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:12Hey.
00:39:13God, you scared me.
00:39:14Are you following me?
00:39:15Maybe?
00:39:16Is that weird?
00:39:17Yeah.
00:39:18I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:20You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:39I came looking for you, and I can't believe I found you.
00:40:09What are we doing?
00:40:10I think we'll make it out.
00:40:11It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:14What are we doing?
00:40:15I think we'll make it out.
00:40:21It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:44I can't do this.
00:40:51What?
00:40:52Why?
00:40:53I can't do this.
00:40:54Why?
00:40:55Why?
00:40:56I can't do this.
00:40:57Why?
00:40:58I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10What?
00:41:11I can't do this.
00:41:12Why?
00:41:13Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:27What?
00:41:28Are you serious women?
00:41:29Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:35Don't follow me.
00:41:41I can't do this.
00:41:42I can't do this.
00:41:43I can't do this.
00:41:44I can't do it.
00:42:45There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off. I never saw him again.
00:43:00Hmm? Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with grandpa? Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:29You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely. Lots of dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:29Right.
00:44:30Not good.
00:44:30Okay.
00:44:52Leonard.
00:44:52Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:44:58Yeah.
00:44:59Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:57What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:27What did you do?
00:46:41What did you do?
00:46:43What did you do?
00:46:47What did you do?
00:46:49What did you do?
00:46:51What did you do?
00:46:53What did you do?
00:46:55What did you do?
00:46:57What did you do?
00:46:59What did you do?
00:47:01What did you do?
00:47:03What did you do?
00:47:05What did you do?
00:47:07What did you do?
00:47:09What did you do?
00:47:11What did you do?
00:47:13All right.
00:47:43All right.
00:48:13All right.
00:48:43All right.
00:48:45All right.
00:48:47All right.
00:48:49All right.
00:48:51All right.
00:48:53All right.
00:48:57Oh.
00:48:59Hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:05I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:09Yeah.
00:49:11When you put my pants on.
00:49:15Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:19Okay.
00:49:21Okay.
00:49:23Okay.
00:49:25Okay.
00:49:31Okay.
00:49:33Okay.
00:49:35Okay.
00:49:37Okay.
00:49:39Okay.
00:49:41Okay.
00:49:43Okay.
00:49:45Okay.
00:49:47Okay.
00:49:49Okay.
00:49:51Okay.
00:49:53Okay.
00:49:55Okay.
00:49:57Okay.
00:49:59Okay.
00:50:01Okay.
00:50:03Okay.
00:50:05Okay.
00:50:07Okay.
00:50:09Okay.
00:50:11Okay.
00:50:13Okay.
00:50:15Okay.
00:50:17Okay.
00:50:19Okay.
00:50:21Okay.
00:50:23Okay.
00:50:25Okay.
00:50:27Okay.
00:50:29Okay.
00:50:31Okay.
00:50:39Okay.
00:50:41Now,
00:50:43Okay.
00:52:45Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52He said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24Want a drink?
00:53:49Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:18I'm doing this.
00:54:21I can feel like you can feel good.
00:54:25I'm doing this.
00:54:26I'm doing this.
00:54:28I'm doing this.
00:54:31I'm doing this.
00:54:32I'm doing this.
00:56:04I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52I have to go to work.
00:57:00If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:30There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:53If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:13Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:59:01I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:08One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:33Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:43With the book?
00:59:46No, with my life.
00:59:51This is it, you know. It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:44There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days really.
01:01:08They're gone, for me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:01It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:10Oh, sorry.
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:14What is it?
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:17Ah!
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You alright?
01:02:22Ah!
01:02:23You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:29Ah, it's fine.
01:02:30It's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine.
01:02:33Are you losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:38I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa. She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:08There he is.
01:03:09From there, they're forceful.
01:03:10I have been left in my
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:03Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:31You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:46Good night.
01:11:13Bye.
01:11:13Bye.
01:11:14Bye.
01:11:14Bye.
01:11:16. . .
01:11:45Hi.
01:11:47Hi.
01:11:58You want some?
01:12:01Oh, thanks.
01:12:15I want some sun.
01:12:41Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car so we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan
01:13:10and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:40We could have taken you under the sameỉlegIO.
01:13:43It's done for a while.
01:13:44It's done for a while.
01:13:46It's done for a while.
01:13:47It's done for a while.
01:13:48Jim, can you proceed for a while?
01:13:50Yes.
01:13:51No, it's done for a while.
01:13:53You have to have a while.
01:13:55Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:13Ciao.
01:14:25Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:53Hey!
01:14:57You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:59The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:23It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:02Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42No, shut that thing off.
01:16:44Ah, the last...
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