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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I've got a traffic di Napoli.
00:01:32I can't see.
00:01:33I can't see.
00:01:34I can't see.
00:01:35I can't see.
00:01:36I can't see.
00:01:37I can't see.
00:01:38Shit.
00:01:47I can't find my wallet.
00:01:51Are you missing case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53I'm missing case.
00:01:54I've got another person in the sea.
00:01:56Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in the club.
00:02:00What are you looking for?
00:02:11What have you thought?
00:02:13She's lost for purse.
00:02:15No, nothing.
00:02:16He didn't catch anything from here.
00:02:17You're not here.
00:02:19You just give her a minute.
00:02:21You're here sitting here.
00:02:23What's wrong?
00:02:24No, no, no, no.
00:02:26No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:27Come on, money!
00:02:34Where did you have it last?
00:02:36Oh, no.
00:02:37The train station, I think? The exchange booth?
00:02:43Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:54This is 170, not 70.
00:02:57Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need, we need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think so.
00:03:27It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:29The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:30Yes, I have them here.
00:03:33It's nice.
00:03:35Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:36The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:37It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:535533 7645 8787 9157.
00:04:0457.
00:04:05Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:48Well, I, I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:05I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, darling.
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity, just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, John.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more, then.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:16Love you.
00:07:20Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:50Hmm.
00:08:13Hmm.
00:08:15Hmm.
00:08:16Amen.
00:08:16Hmm.
00:08:16I don't know.
00:08:46I don't know.
00:09:16Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:32Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:52I'll see you later.
00:09:54Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:09:57I'll see you later.
00:09:58I'll see you later.
00:09:59Okay.
00:10:00I'll see you later.
00:10:01I'll see you later.
00:10:02I'll see you later on.
00:10:03I'll see you later on.
00:10:17Okay.
00:10:18testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared or i can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from
00:10:35your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my
00:10:42mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was a sound of
00:10:49a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia
00:11:12from italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19good night
00:11:26good night
00:11:30good night
00:11:34good night
00:11:46good night
00:11:53good night
00:11:57we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us we jumped into a hedge
00:12:03We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard. It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03No one to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, scusi.
00:13:11Uh, scusi.
00:13:11Uh, scusi.
00:13:11Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Um, the castle?
00:13:14Castle?
00:13:16Uh, parlato anglese?
00:13:17No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello aureganese?
00:13:23Uh, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Uh, scusi.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27Grazie.
00:13:28They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water, and he couldn't tell which was the
00:13:40German side and which was the allied side.
00:13:42But when he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about
00:13:49anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry, I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:35Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Oh, fuck.
00:15:49Want to be a 10?
00:15:49Oh, hey, if you've got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:12Grazie.
00:16:12Grazie.
00:16:18What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights was a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry, anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:19:19Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:48to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:20:39Are you hungry?
00:20:40No.
00:20:41No.
00:20:42No.
00:20:43No.
00:20:44No.
00:20:45No.
00:20:46No.
00:20:47I'm impressed.
00:20:49Are you hungry?
00:20:50Why, are you going to take me out?
00:20:51Yeah.
00:20:52All right then.
00:20:53Okay.
00:20:54Okay.
00:20:55Two pastas with the...
00:20:56house with the...
00:20:58He's in the same place.
00:20:59He's in the same place.
00:21:00He's in the same place.
00:21:01He's in the same place.
00:21:02The only way he's in the same place.
00:21:03He's in the same place.
00:21:04I'm impressed.
00:21:06Are you hungry?
00:21:07Why, are you going to take me out?
00:21:09Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:11Yeah.
00:21:17Alright then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:23Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red. Red, please.
00:21:29Uh-huh. Grazie.
00:21:31So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:39I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:53I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:33All tangled up.
00:22:35Okay.
00:22:41Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:47And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:01We helped each other during that time.
00:23:03We had to laugh.
00:23:05We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:17That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:21The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:25My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:27I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:31We met while I was recording her.
00:23:33Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:35Make it sound perverse.
00:23:37That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Signori.
00:23:52I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:00I lost the baby.
00:24:01I'm sorry.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:28I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31I'm sorry.
00:24:36Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:42I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:48It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street.
00:25:01We're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:16There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:23bar for my flight. And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about
00:25:30to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally
00:25:36different perspective. But? I don't know if it's that interesting. That's the whole point,
00:25:51isn't it? Keeping it interesting for yourself. Maybe. Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing. All the best. Compliano. Grazie. Grazie. Make a wish. Make it great.
00:26:21Okay. Bravo. Bravo. Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go? What?
00:26:38Grab my hand. Wait. Go. Go. Go. Go.
00:26:41Oh my gosh.
00:26:43Oh no. What? What do you mean?
00:26:47Stronzo!
00:26:52Hey. Hey. Hey.
00:26:55It's the carabineri. Hey. The police. No.
00:26:58Hey. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
00:27:02We can't go back. We can't go back. We can't go back. We can't go back.
00:27:09Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey
00:27:39You're horrible, you're horrible, you're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go, come on.
00:27:47Quick, let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:54Oh my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:42I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:43Hey.
00:28:44Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:28:59Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:12Why?
00:29:13So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:27Oh.
00:29:28Happy birthday.
00:29:30Happy birthday.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:34Happy birthday.
00:29:41God bless you.
00:30:11God bless you.
00:30:41God bless you.
00:30:48Are you awake?
00:30:51Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55That's right.
00:30:57Nice.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:59There are the great big events.
00:31:06The things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:19Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:26They stay with me too.
00:31:28Jane.
00:31:29Janey.
00:31:30Got some pastries.
00:31:33Still asleep?
00:31:34Jane.
00:31:35Janey.
00:31:36Got some pastries.
00:31:40Still asleep?
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Janey.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:47Janey.
00:31:48Janey.
00:31:49Janey.
00:31:50Janey.
00:31:51Janey.
00:31:52Janey.
00:31:53Janey.
00:31:54Janey.
00:32:19Janey.
00:32:20Janey.
00:32:21Janey.
00:32:22Janey.
00:32:23Janey.
00:32:24Janey.
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to London and we saw Glenn Miller one time we used
00:32:34to go all over the place there were wonderful times I never had an American boyfriend I liked
00:32:42some of them they were nice boys but I I didn't I didn't want to leave my mom and dad I wish I had
00:32:53sometimes you know you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility
00:33:00you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah I wouldn't have described
00:33:09it as carefree back then not at all well I felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not old
00:33:16Jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill
00:33:23perhaps I'm not explaining it while it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:41how's work conductors actually descendant of water lake which is fascinating three of us
00:33:49we're planning dinner before we leave I'd like that
00:33:51Jane
00:33:56oh my god this is Caleb
00:34:02hi no no we were just talking about you
00:34:05we were that's so weird sit please sit down join us
00:34:09oh
00:34:11oh
00:34:12ah
00:34:12oh
00:34:13I'd have a chance to run
00:34:15I know man
00:34:15I'll actually get back soon
00:34:21that's okay I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, put-put-put?
00:34:42Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:55I didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Grazie.
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa,
00:35:23owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke, like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:04I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:48Yeah, I've got to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:47I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:08Hey.
00:38:09Ciao.
00:38:10How stoned are you?
00:38:11Come on, man.
00:38:12We're just going to pop.
00:38:13It's not a big deal.
00:38:14So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:17Occasionally.
00:38:18Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:21Sure.
00:38:22Okay.
00:38:23Okay.
00:38:24Okay.
00:38:25Okay.
00:38:26Okay.
00:38:27Okay.
00:38:28Okay.
00:38:29Okay.
00:38:30Okay.
00:38:31Okay.
00:38:32Okay.
00:38:33Okay.
00:38:34Okay.
00:38:35Okay.
00:38:36I'm fine from here.
00:38:39Okay.
00:38:40See you after work.
00:38:41Yep.
00:38:42I'll be waiting.
00:39:06Hey.
00:39:07God, you scared me.
00:39:08Are you following me?
00:39:09Maybe.
00:39:10Is that weird?
00:39:11Yeah.
00:39:12Yeah.
00:39:13I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:14You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:19I came looking for you.
00:39:20And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:21I can't believe I found you.
00:39:22I can't believe I found you.
00:39:23I can't believe I found you.
00:39:24I can't believe I found you.
00:39:25I can't believe I found you.
00:39:26I can't believe I found you.
00:39:31I am going the way you are.
00:39:33I am aочь.
00:39:34I can't believe I am.
00:39:34Far enough.
00:39:35You didn't find you.
00:39:36I were right.
00:39:37And I'll ask me.
00:39:38I'm going to help the Jack would be free I can see.
00:39:41Hey, are you?
00:39:42Will you can buy me more free?
00:39:43This is true.
00:39:44Wait
00:39:54I don't know.
00:40:24What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:54I can't do this.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:34Don't follow me.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:41Don't follow me.
00:41:42Don't follow me.
00:41:52Don't follow me.
00:41:54OK.
00:42:34There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches. But he was shipped off. I never saw him again.
00:43:00Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:10Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:26I do deserve that.
00:43:28Can I do some off for your husband?
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely. Lots of dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us. I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay. I'm sorry.
00:44:27I'm sorry.
00:44:51I'm sorry.
00:44:52I'm sorry.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:45:22I'm sorry.
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:28Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36All right.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:40That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:08What did you do?
00:46:09What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11He did.
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:39I'm sorry.
00:46:40You could use my hand over my hand over my head.
00:46:42I can't see them, thinking about nothing.
00:46:43I need you to take it away.
00:46:44I'll take it away,resseroseful, flycare, or木zel.
00:46:46If it's my hand over my head over my head over my head over my head over my head in my head over my head.
00:46:47I's well drunk,self tall,uff tall.
00:46:48Here.
00:46:49Well I'm sorry.
00:46:50It's my mouth over my head over your head over my head.
00:46:51It's a blast up story.
00:46:52Alright, let's all go.
00:46:53We I can start the Nachtится on.
00:46:55I want.
00:46:56Not too fast.
00:46:57I'll take this air too long.
00:46:59We've been morning.
00:47:00Let's not rise my тради juicy…
00:47:02This group has been way Welcome home.
00:47:03Please move.
00:47:04I'll take this episode.
00:49:05I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13Will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:35I think I need to be more serious.
00:49:44I'm sorry.
00:49:45I think I need to be more serious.
00:49:47I think I need to be more serious.
00:49:48I'm sorry.
00:49:48I'm sorry.
00:49:49I don't know.
00:50:10I think I need to be more serious.
00:52:47Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52He said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:57You're delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24Want a drink?
00:53:49Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:14Must be lonely.
00:54:18Must be lonely.
00:54:44He said that?
00:54:47Yeah.
00:54:47I'm so sorry.
00:54:49Yeah.
00:54:50I'm so sorry.
00:54:50Yeah.
00:54:51I'm so sorry.
00:54:52He's so sorry.
00:54:53He's so sorry.
00:54:53I'm so sorry.
00:55:24Again, and again, and again, again, and again, once I was single, my pocket is itching, girl, I wish I was single again, again, and again, again, and again, again, and again, once I was single.
00:55:54I was single, my pocket is itching, girl, I wish I was single again.
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:15I was walking.
00:56:17All night.
00:56:19I've been thinking.
00:56:21You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:24We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:27I have to go to work.
00:56:31Can you be late?
00:56:33No, I can't be late.
00:56:35Leonard.
00:56:37Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:41I've committed myself.
00:56:43People are depending on me.
00:56:45I have to go to work.
00:56:47Okay.
00:56:49Okay.
00:56:51Okay.
00:56:53Okay.
00:56:54Okay.
00:56:55Okay.
00:56:56Okay.
00:56:57Okay.
00:56:58Okay.
00:56:59Okay.
00:57:00Okay.
00:57:01Okay.
00:57:02Okay.
00:57:03Okay.
00:57:04Okay.
00:57:05Okay.
00:57:06Okay.
00:57:07Okay.
00:57:08Okay.
00:57:09Okay.
00:57:10Okay.
00:57:11Okay.
00:57:12Okay.
00:57:13Okay.
00:57:14Okay.
00:57:15Okay.
00:57:16Okay.
00:57:17if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:47I'm gonna make some tea, do you want some? I'm alright
00:58:00you go out like that again, just tell me, don't worry
00:58:05okay
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:17do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:32or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen
00:58:57I don't know what you want me to say, Jane
00:59:27if one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here
00:59:34sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her
00:59:42with the book?
00:59:46no, with my life
00:59:53this is it, you know
00:59:56it ends with me
00:59:59in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:07everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:20the horses
01:00:26the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes
01:00:37he put braids on them
01:00:40they used to be gorgeous
01:00:42what are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45there was one
01:00:47Duke
01:00:49he was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:52every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:08they're gone, for me
01:01:10Jane
01:01:13but not for you
01:01:14Jane
01:01:16you know it's different for you
01:01:18in some ways it's easier
01:01:20you haven't got the war, people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways
01:01:26it's more disjointed
01:01:27you've got to make your own life
01:01:32one that you love
01:01:34and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:36the time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:54that's the truth
01:01:56you'll know the truth when you find it
01:01:59it'll come to you like something you've known before
01:02:02rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:05sorry
01:02:06what is it?
01:02:15oh
01:02:16oh
01:02:17oh
01:02:18you
01:02:19oh
01:02:20you alright?
01:02:21oh
01:02:22you okay?
01:02:23yeah I stung my toe
01:02:25oh
01:02:26it's bleeding
01:02:27oh
01:02:28it's fine
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:30it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33you finishing that?
01:02:34yes
01:02:35oh
01:02:36fuck
01:02:37oh
01:02:38I met these backpackers last night
01:02:49Frank and Elsa
01:02:50she's French
01:02:51he's German
01:02:52they're going to Tibet
01:02:55and I'm going with them
01:02:59I want you to come with me
01:03:01so
01:03:02so
01:03:03it's fine
01:03:06there'ss
01:03:08half a day
01:03:09sorry
01:03:13let's go
01:03:15you
01:03:18dirty
01:03:19well
01:03:50Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:12I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:09Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:49And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:24that the one thing you always wanted,
01:07:29I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:16I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:24I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:02We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:32I want you to do what you need to do.
01:11:02I want you to do what you need to do.
01:11:32Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:59You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:32Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:09Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:13We're going to land in a few minutes and we're going to go get out.
01:14:49You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:59The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:29I'm writing you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:21She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44All the last...
01:16:45All the last...
01:16:45All the last...
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