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00:00I'm sorry. If I hadn't hurt my arm, none of this would have happened.
00:07It's not your fault. It's wrong of me to make you scared, and I'm really sorry.
00:12I'm not going to lie for you.
00:14My lawyer's going to talk to you. Make sure we're on the same page.
00:17I mean, he's already threatened you. Why would he be worried about hurting you when he's already gotten away with it once?
00:23I was there that night. Mary was there that night. You weren't. You didn't see what happened.
00:28Start talking about how the whole system is unfair and the wrong person is being punished.
00:33Switch boy went nuts. Hospital board filed in two hours.
00:36What time are you going to be back tomorrow?
00:38Well, a plea change decision hasn't happened yet. No, but...
00:40I'll have to stick around for that. Call you tomorrow, beautiful. Kisses to the kids.
00:44What about Hamish? How are things between you two?
00:47It's bumpy. I can't talk to him because he's just so soft.
00:52Isn't that why we love him? I mean weak.
00:55Has something happened between you two?
00:57Just, you know, everything's been so weird.
00:59A woman named Taylor has Ash's lungs and I found her unconscious in her driveway and I took her to hospital.
01:06Why didn't you tell me?
01:07Sorry. Taylor and her husband. They want to meet you. That's why I'm here.
01:13That's why I'm here.
01:43Oh, it's Theresa from Greenvale Crematorium. And this is just a courtesy call to remind you that we have your ashes here to be collected. And to tell you that obviously we're here if you need assistance with their pickup and delivery.
02:11Hello? Mrs Dorst? Are you there?
02:18Are you there?
02:41Oh why are you there?
02:42Hello?
02:43Sorry for that.
02:44No you don't need to be a fire gun. OK, just hang on there, buddy.
02:45No, no.
02:46Watch this one.
02:48Shit!
02:49Come on.
02:50Come on, God!
02:51Come on!
02:52Ow, go!
02:53Hello?
02:54This is a good indication.
02:55Oh, okay.
02:56Okay.
02:57Just hang on there, buddy.
02:58No, no, no.
02:59Click it.
03:00Oh, shit!
03:01Whoa!
03:02Come on!
03:03Come on!
03:04Come on!
03:05Come on!
03:06Come on!
03:08What the fuck?
03:32Oh, I'm sorry.
03:33Didn't you see me coming at you from behind?
03:38What's up?
03:53Sorry to wake you.
03:55Someone leaked the hospital security camera footage from the night Ash died.
04:01Right.
04:02I don't know if it's at our end or someone at the hospital who's had a gutful, but it's
04:06out there.
04:08Okay.
04:09Mary, I don't want you to watch it.
04:12I'm gonna call Lillian too.
04:15It's...
04:17Just do a media blackout for a while.
04:19Yeah.
04:20Bye.
04:21What was that?
04:22It's just work.
04:26So...
04:27This journalist is married to the football coach and he's guest speaker at a rotary do last
04:41night.
04:42She's gone along for a wifu's support, but before he gets up to speak, she gets sent
04:45the leaked video.
04:46She shows him.
04:47He's disgusted, of course.
04:48Changes his speech to talk about the case.
04:49Makes it all about young men, values, on and off the field.
04:52You know which bit I love?
04:53How he calls it a coward punch.
04:55So much better than king hit.
04:56You know, more emotion.
04:57We need to send a message to young men.
04:59This is cowardly, sickening, and you will not get away with it.
05:05I'm on a media blackout.
05:06Oh.
05:07That's all right.
05:08Sorry.
05:09We can imagine the kind of influence this has in the community.
05:12I mean, the judge making the decision could have been that.
05:15Should you be eating bacon?
05:16Is that good?
05:17It's hard to do that.
05:18You know what you're doing?
05:19Yes.
05:20I'm not.
05:21I'm not.
05:22I'm not.
05:23You're not.
05:24To do it.
05:25It's hard to do it.
05:26It's hard to do it.
05:27It's hard to do it.
05:28It's hard to do it.
05:29You know what's it's been I love.
05:30Harry calls it a coward punch.
05:31So much better than king hit.
05:33You know, more emotion.
05:35for you? Well, I only have it as a treat. Whatever. It's your heart. I mean, it's not, but...
05:45Yeah, I won't eat it. Fuck. Sorry. Eat it, please. No, no, you're right. No, I'm not. This
05:53whole thing is horrible.
05:59I shouldn't be talking about it. I was just excited that our strategy worked and
06:05we're going to do it. Maybe you can take me sightseeing today. I can't. Sorry. I have stuff to do.
06:14I have stuff to do.
06:34Hey. Hello.
06:37Did Fiona call you?
06:44You coming in?
06:46I just need to speak to her Hamish.
06:48He's in the shed. Cool.
06:52Hamish told me about the lung recipient. Is she okay?
06:56Why? What do you need? A spot on 60 minutes.
07:00Fuck you, Lillian. That was Andrew's idea.
07:03Oh, fuck me. Okay, right. What's all this Andrew's idea shit anyway? Like,
07:09why are you hanging out with Andrew all the time? Do you think it's a little bit weird?
07:14Well, I'm not sleeping outside his house.
07:19Thank God he did help, or else I'd still be stuck here sidelined from my job.
07:23Having to spend time with your husband. Your soft, weak husband.
07:27Look, I didn't mean. Okay. What did you mean?
07:33Andrew is the only person who got what was going on with me.
07:36Who understood what needed to happen. Yeah, I know you don't want to hear this, but I knew
07:41that Hamish couldn't be there for me in the way that I needed. You couldn't handle it.
07:45I'm a train wreck. Fully off the rails. I'm a catastrophe. Every time I pick myself up, even just
07:55a little bit, I managed to somehow completely obliterate myself again. And every time I do that,
08:02who's there to help me get up. Hamish. He can handle anything.
08:21You're never going to lay an egg, you know, because you're a man and not a chicken.
08:26I said that because you're squatting like you're trying to lay an egg.
08:31I'm not getting any funnier.
08:35I'm picking up a tiny vibe that you might still be a little bit mad at me, so
08:39in the interest of full disclosure, I am driving to Melbourne to meet Taylor Parkinson,
08:43the recipient of Asher's lungs. Just being honest.
08:51Have you at least given her some warning?
08:54This is not me. This is all her and her husband, Brendan. They want to meet me.
09:00It's not like I can say no after the whole stalking situation. Anyway,
09:07I just wanted you to know in case I get arrested or something.
09:13I'm not going to get arrested.
09:15Wait, so are you going back to stay with your parents after that?
09:19What are you doing about the money?
09:26I just need to get through today.
09:40I'm not going to get through today.
09:58Okay, can you just hang on there, buddy?
10:00No, no, no, no, don't get me.
10:01Don't get me.
10:02Don't get me.
10:03Help.
10:04I just saw Jeff Barry,
10:33a bank cross lawyer down at the courthouse.
10:35Very pissed off, so I called my friend Sally.
10:37Do you remember Sally?
10:38You met her down at the trivia night.
10:40She works for the, that doesn't matter.
10:42That doesn't matter.
10:44The plea change has been denied, okay?
10:46He's going to jail.
10:54It's okay.
10:55It's okay, we're okay.
10:59We're okay.
11:03And this is so fucking unfair.
11:16Why aren't we getting to go to trial?
11:19Because the judge decided there were insufficient grounds
11:21to change your plea.
11:22And this is bullshit.
11:23I've been stitched up by the media and you.
11:27Did you leak that footage?
11:29Of you punching a doctor who wasn't even looking at you?
11:32No, no I didn't.
11:33I thought you were supposed to fix this.
11:35We didn't stand a chance after Brooke took the doctor's side.
11:38She's such a bitch.
11:40Which she might not have if you hadn't threatened her.
11:42Yeah, well, I'm going to get her.
11:45Where do you think you're going?
11:47Sit down.
11:49Jordan, you aren't going to do anything.
11:53Except get very good at washing dishes.
11:55You got everything right here?
11:58All good.
12:01We're done.
12:12Have you heard?
12:12I sure have.
12:14Wow, huh?
12:15Hey, I'm at the front of your place.
12:17Should we celebrate?
12:18Oh, I'm at work.
12:20Oh.
12:21Yeah, of course.
12:22Well, what about tonight?
12:23We'll all go out for dinner.
12:24Mush out.
12:25Oh, that sounds so good, but I'm just getting match fit again here.
12:30I just left a message for Lillian.
12:32Yeah, I don't know.
12:33I think I'm going to be spent after my shift.
12:36Right.
12:37Yeah, no.
12:38Makes sense.
12:41Can we rain check though?
12:42Absolutely.
12:43Yeah.
12:44We'll do it in style.
12:45With Kelly too.
12:46She wouldn't want to miss out.
12:47Okay.
12:48Bye.
12:49Bye.
13:14Hello?
13:19Amish?
13:20Oh, jeez.
13:21Door was open.
13:22Oh, yeah.
13:23I, uh, like the breeze.
13:24Did you hear about Jordan?
13:25Yes.
13:26Amazing.
13:27Isn't it?
13:28I spoke to Mary.
13:29She sounded thrilled.
13:30Yeah.
13:31She was.
13:32Sorry.
13:33Just let me.
13:34Yeah.
13:35Yeah.
13:36All right.
13:37Love this, by the way.
13:38Oh, thanks.
13:39Did you do it?
13:40Wow.
13:41Do you need commissions?
13:42Ah, don't get to flex the painting muscle too much these days.
13:44All right.
13:45I suppose I'm not going to be a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit.
13:46It's amazing.
13:47Isn't it?
13:48I spoke to Mary.
13:49She sounded thrilled.
13:50Yeah.
13:51She was.
13:52Sorry.
13:53Just let me.
13:54Yeah.
13:55Yeah.
13:56Yeah.
13:57Yeah.
13:58Yeah.
13:59Yeah.
14:00All right.
14:01I love this, by the way.
14:02Oh, thanks.
14:03Did you do it?
14:04Wow.
14:05Yes.
14:06All right.
14:07I suppose all your creative juices go into the graphic design.
14:09Yeah.
14:10Oh.
14:11Yeah.
14:12Hey, Andrew, I just wanted to say thank you for all your efforts.
14:26For everything you've done.
14:29Yeah.
14:30Yeah.
14:33Anyway, listen.
14:34I was hoping you might be free for lunch.
14:36Bit of a celebration.
14:38Ah.
14:39Actually, this afternoon's a bit jammed.
14:42Oh, okay.
14:43Just a few errands.
14:44Yeah.
14:45No worries.
14:46It's a very short notice.
14:48So.
14:50All right.
14:51I'll, um.
14:52I'll leave you to it.
14:53And, ah.
14:54Yeah.
15:15Oh, that looks lovely.
15:16That really highlights your curves.
15:18Oh.
15:19I'll let my sister be the judge of that.
15:21She's the one with the eye for fashion.
15:23Janet.
15:25What do you think?
15:27Very nice.
15:28Really?
15:29Mm.
15:30Oh.
15:31That's my phone.
15:32She's right.
15:33You do have an eye.
15:35I like it too.
15:36I think the colour works really well with my skin tone.
15:39You know how I normally can't wear orange?
15:41Oh, that was Robbie.
15:42I'll call him back.
15:43Call him later.
15:44You're in the middle of something.
15:45Oh.
15:46Well, that'd be important.
15:47The children have been home from childcare.
15:49They've had those nasty colds.
15:51Oh.
15:52Hello, darling.
15:53Sorry I missed you.
15:55I'm shopping with Janet.
15:57Oh, wait.
15:59Wait.
16:00She's right here.
16:02Jordan Bancroft's plea change has been...
16:07He didn't get it.
16:09He's definitely going to jail.
16:11Oh.
16:12Thank you so much for letting us know, darling.
16:15Love you too.
16:19It's over.
16:22What's over?
16:24Oh.
16:25Well, not over.
16:26But that part is...
16:28But we can start to put it behind us.
16:32Can we?
16:33He's getting justice.
16:34I mean, isn't that something?
16:36What about her?
16:39Who?
16:40Lillian.
16:41What about justice for what she did?
16:43How are we going here, ladies?
16:45Is it a yes to the dress?
16:48I don't think you should buy it.
16:50You said it was nice.
16:52It is.
16:53But it really does show how heavy you are.
17:23Nice.
17:29Nice.
17:30All right.
17:31Just like we showed you, all right?
17:32Both hands.
17:33Eyes.
17:34Nice.
17:35Nice.
17:36Good work.
17:37Good job.
17:38Look at that.
17:39You're getting really good at this.
17:42Yep.
17:43Hey, babe.
17:45I think that's her.
17:47Lillian?
18:00Hi.
18:01Good to see you again.
18:05Um...
18:07You found us.
18:10Sorry, this is my husband, Brendan.
18:13And, uh, that little guy is our son, Jet.
18:19Yeah.
18:22Uh, this is a nice park.
18:25Yeah, yeah.
18:26I hope it wasn't too far for you to come.
18:28You're in Ballarat, right?
18:29Yeah.
18:30Did you come up the, um...
18:32Oh, come on.
18:33Where do we go and visit Helen?
18:35Uh, Brendan's auntie lives in Meredith, so...
18:37Oh, yeah.
18:38Yeah, on the Mindlin Highway.
18:39Yeah, yeah.
18:40Oh, that's a pretty drive.
18:41No, um, I just suck it straight up the Western.
18:45It's...
18:46Boring but quick.
18:53Um, we were just making up our old spritzes.
18:57Do you like those?
19:00Love them.
19:11Oh, God.
19:12You're not allergic to egg, are you?
19:15And you do eat meat.
19:17I...
19:18I eat everything.
19:19Oh, thanks.
19:21Sorry, I didn't bring anything.
19:23Oh, no, no.
19:24Don't be silly.
19:25It's...
19:26My pleasure.
19:27Hey, matey.
19:28Not too far.
19:34Oh, do you want another one?
19:37Yeah, I might.
19:38Actually, that was very refreshing.
19:40Yeah.
19:41Oh, I'll get it.
19:42Oh.
19:43Do you want one?
19:44Oh, no, I'm still going.
19:45Brendan, are you right for a drink?
19:46Yeah.
19:47So, um, how is the recovery going since the other day, I mean?
19:56Good.
19:57Yeah, fantastic.
19:58Really good.
19:59Really good.
20:00I, uh, pretty, well, came good the next day in hospital, didn't I?
20:04Well, not sure it was the next day.
20:06Well, it was as soon as they started pumping the antibiotics in.
20:10And that's the great thing about, uh, an infection.
20:13It's not that the lungs aren't working.
20:15It's, it's...
20:17It's a bacterial thing, you know, that they're...
20:19It can be fixed.
20:21Still, you have to be careful not to overdo it.
20:24Okay, no, no.
20:28Well, in fairness to Brendan, when I saw you, you didn't look too great.
20:37Hey, Jeff!
20:39That's too far, buddy.
20:40Come back.
20:41Little monkey.
20:44I can't believe he's gonna be at school next year.
20:48But it's actually perfect timing because I'm gonna go back to work full time.
20:55Well, maybe.
20:57Oh, definitely.
20:59Well, you might just enjoy being a stay-at-home mum for a while.
21:02And you might enjoy being a stay-at-home dad.
21:05I'm not the one likely to have to go to hospital.
21:15How far away are the sausages?
21:17A couple of minutes.
21:1810 minutes.
21:28Oh, yummy.
21:34Oh, I love Brie.
21:35Strength of good for cheese haven't been out there yet.
21:37What are you celebrating?
21:38Sam, do we need to have a talk about boundaries?
21:41For a start, you shouldn't be reading my messages.
21:43And you shouldn't be standing so close that you can read my messages.
21:47You should be over the other side of the ward doing some fucking work.
21:50Sorry.
21:52That's okay.
21:54Sorry for swearing.
21:55Just mind your own business.
21:57I'm so glad I got these on sale.
22:02Goose Down's usually so expensive.
22:05It's what I call a productive shopping day.
22:07We've got everything we came for.
22:10What?
22:12I wanted to buy that dress.
22:14What dress?
22:16Well, you should have bought it.
22:18Oh, were you joking? You're talking. I looked heavy in it.
22:21You were so rude, you embarrassed me.
22:23Well, you were rude to me.
22:24How?
22:25Telling me to put Ashley's death behind me.
22:27I didn't say that at all.
22:29You did.
22:31I said it was good we could put the court case behind us.
22:35For heaven's sake, Janet.
22:38You must be pleased about that.
22:40What difference does it make, though, really?
22:43Well, it helps you move on, surely?
22:46Don't say that.
22:48What a stupid, stupid thing to say.
22:51Why should I?
22:53What if I don't want to?
22:54Why does everyone keep telling me I've got to move on?
22:57Will you please open the door?
22:59I know you're upset.
23:00I know how hard everything is, but you can't treat me like that.
23:02I know you're upset.
23:03I know how hard everything is, but you can't treat me like that.
23:06You don't talk about Ashley ever.
23:07I know you're upset.
23:08I know how hard everything is, but you can't treat me like that.
23:11I know you're upset.
23:12I know how hard everything is, but you can't treat me like that.
23:14You don't talk about Ashley ever, except to get angry.
23:18I'm worried about you.
23:19I know you're upset.
23:20I know how hard everything is, but you can't treat me like that.
23:25I know how hard everything is.
23:26I know how hard everything is, but you can't treat me like that.
23:28I know how hard everything is, but you can't treat me like that.
23:30You don't talk about Ashley ever, except to get angry.
23:35I'm worried about you.
23:58Crematorium rang me to say I should pick up his ashes.
24:03But I thought Lillian took them.
24:08Half?
24:09She gave me half?
24:14Why haven't you collected them?
24:33Oh, fantastic.
24:38No, of course.
24:39I'm happy to do my bit for the school.
24:42Okay.
24:43No worries.
24:44All right.
24:45Well, I'll see you at 8am.
24:46Yes, sharp.
24:47Okay.
24:48Thanks, Mark.
24:49Oh, I don't know if I've got another school fate in me.
24:52Congratulations, darling.
24:54I'm so proud of you.
24:56It's really something, isn't it?
24:58Oh, it sure is.
25:00Mary must be so relieved.
25:02They all must be.
25:03I don't think so.
25:04Terrific result.
25:05Mmm.
25:06And the best part is now I get my husband back.
25:10I don't suppose you want to help me out on the badge making stall on Saturday?
25:17Sounds fun, doesn't it?
25:19Why are we buying bacon?
25:21What?
25:22You know I'm not supposed to eat this.
25:26But I will if it's there.
25:29Where are all the healthy snacks?
25:32Since when is bacon a snack?
25:44What's wrong?
25:45Nothing.
25:46Well, that's plainly not true.
25:52Are we unpacking this?
25:53Or are you planning on flitting off again?
25:57I'm not going anywhere.
25:58Good.
25:59Because Anna Davenport is coming tomorrow.
26:01Finally.
26:02Who?
26:03The new viticulturist that's taking over from Steve.
26:05Oh, fuck.
26:06Is she?
26:07Yes, we've been waiting to see her for three months.
26:11Actually, that's good.
26:13I'm going to ask her about soil samples.
26:15Okay.
26:16Well, don't be surprised when you see Mathilde wearing your leather jacket in the play.
26:22Or play.
26:24Mmm.
26:25That was delicious.
26:27I think it's really worth bringing the barbecue.
26:31I mean, they have the electric ones here, but I think you really missed that.
26:32That charcoal flavour, you know?
26:33Dad!
26:34Push me!
26:35In a minute!
26:36I'll go.
26:37Oh, no, it's okay.
26:38I don't mind.
26:39It's all good.
26:40I'm actually an excellent pusher.
26:41No!
26:42Brenton, don't be so rude.
26:43Brenton, don't be so rude.
26:44Sorry, but I just...
26:45I just don't...
26:46We don't...
26:47We don't know you.
26:48It's okay.
26:49Of course we do.
26:50Of course we do.
26:51Of course we do.
26:52No, we just know that she was sitting outside our house watching us.
26:53Yeah, and thank God, because she saved my life.
26:54I know, and I'm...
26:55I'm grateful.
26:56Of course I am.
26:57But I mean, like...
26:58I don't know you.
26:59It's all good.
27:00I'm actually an excellent pusher.
27:02No!
27:03Brenton, don't be so rude.
27:07Sorry, but I just...
27:08I just don't...
27:09We don't...
27:10We don't know you.
27:11It's okay.
27:12Of course we do.
27:13Of course we do.
27:14No, we just know that she was sitting outside our house watching us.
27:17Yeah, and thank God, because she saved my life.
27:19I know, and I'm grateful.
27:20Of course I am.
27:21But I mean, like...
27:22How long were you doing that for?
27:25Why were you doing that?
27:26It doesn't matter.
27:27No, it does, Taylor!
27:28Lillian is from our donor family.
27:30I know, and I can't thank you enough for that.
27:33And for what you gave to us.
27:35But...
27:36I mean...
27:38She was sleeping outside our house.
27:40She said that she was your sister.
27:42That's not normal.
27:44Sorry, but...
27:45You're not normal.
27:47Ready?
27:48Um...
27:49I might just call it over.
28:02To go to Ballarat.
28:03Is that the big idea?
28:19Yes.
28:20Why are we up this far?
28:24Where are we going?
28:26Caroline, what are you doing?
28:29Caroline! Stop right now!
28:32What do you think you're doing?
28:34Turn this car around right this second.
28:37You need to collect his ashes.
28:40Not for you. For him.
28:43You gave Ashley the most beautiful funeral.
28:46The flowers, the string quartet.
28:49You spared no expense.
28:51You gave him everything in that funeral to say a fitting goodbye.
28:55And it can't just sit on some shelf forever.
29:02It's not right.
29:19I'm making an electric sword, so I put the grey parts on here.
29:24Mummy?
29:25It's Mummy.
29:26Yeah.
29:29Am I taking a ludicrously priced slab of cheese out of the fridge now?
29:33Babe, I'm so sorry.
29:34No!
29:35We've had a multi-car collision.
29:37No, you haven't.
29:39There's loads of injuries. It's a mess.
29:42Well, can't the others handle it?
29:43It's all hands on deck.
29:46I'm sorry, honey.
29:49How late do you think?
29:52I don't know.
29:54I've got to go. Sam's calling me.
29:57I love you.
29:59I love you too.
30:00But your job's stupid.
30:02One day.
30:07Mmhmm?
30:12See you to mind, Mary.
30:14Have a good night.
30:15Yeah.
30:18And again, I'm sorry for...
30:19Thanks, Sam.
30:20Um.
30:48I'm so sorry.
30:50I wish we had an extra bedroom.
30:53Oh, no.
30:56It's silly you having to pay.
30:58It's my fault.
30:59I mean, I probably would have been okay to drive.
31:07I'm just going to duck to the loo.
31:09I'm just going to go.
31:22She, uh, she's just in the bathroom.
31:26Thanks for this.
31:27I'm sorry for acting like a psycho.
31:39I know that watching your house was really creepy.
31:44Look, obviously you finding her in the driveway was so lucky.
31:51But it was the worst thing that could have happened.
31:57She wants to be perfect for you.
31:59That's why she's been putting off writing to say thank you.
32:03She wanted to be, like, 100% full health.
32:06And then you saw her at rock bottom.
32:08You rode in the ambulance with her while she was unconscious.
32:10She was devastated when she found out.
32:12She knew you'd be disappointed.
32:15And it's obvious that you are.
32:16No, that's not true.
32:18Which, frankly, is fucked up.
32:20She has CF and had a double lung transplant.
32:23And look at her.
32:24She's got more guts than anyone I know.
32:27She had the guts to meet you,
32:28even though she knew that would be shitty.
32:30That determination.
32:33That's why you couldn't have given those lungs to a better person.
32:36And I'm eternally grateful.
32:41But I never want to see you again.
32:48All good?
32:49All good?
33:19All good?
33:37Excuse me.
33:38Sorry.
33:41Oh, hi.
33:43Hey, Sam.
33:45Sorry.
33:46Baking out.
33:47No worries.
33:48Late night.
33:49Early start.
33:50My middle one begged to go to before school care,
33:52which either makes her a resilient child
33:55or me, a parent she doesn't want to spend time with.
34:05How are you?
34:06Anyway, God, sorry,
34:07I shouldn't be yawning in front of you after the night you've had.
34:09the car accident oh i wasn't on last night really i thought mary said that you were there
34:17she said it was really full on so the whole team was there no i was on call but i didn't get a
34:24oh shit i didn't miss a call did i sometimes my voicemail doesn't alert me and
34:39where were you last night what are you doing here what are you doing here i feel like the coffee
35:01and toast is a clue there was no car accident last night i just ran into sam
35:06sam didn't he wasn't even on the you literally told me that you had all hands on deck
35:14so where the fuck were you i was here
35:19where's andrew what
35:30i don't know where andrew it how could you think there's anything i don't know mary could it be that
35:41you confide in him that you trust him more than me i don't bullshit i promise you like your promise
35:46this means anything to me
35:49when was the last time you told me the truth actually i can handle you being depressed not
35:56talking to me i can even handle you forming a posse with the right-wing media but what
35:59i cannot handle is you lying to me that will be the fucking end of us mary
36:14oh hi sorry i um i i texted you but oh yeah i think my phone was on silent i wasn't sure if you'd checked out or not
36:28no no no i was just just about to anyway i i came to give you a lift back to your car
36:48oh oh i i uh brendan and jet are at homes
36:55right that that's so nice but i can just jump in an uber
37:01what is it with you an uber's huh it's fine honestly i know but you already have to pay for the room and i would
37:08yeah but i i don't need a lift i won't take no for an answer jesus stop
37:13sorry
37:20but honestly i'm fine you have to know i never wanted this to happen i never wanted to meet you
37:30i just wanted to see that you were doing okay and then you weren't okay so
37:35but i am i am really i i i and i promise that i will be
37:42no taylor you don't have to say that but i am getting better all the time
37:47and um the first year is is the hardest apparently
37:54apparently oh fuck i'm so sorry i'm sorry no no i i'm the one who needs to apologize i i'm so sorry that i badgered you into writing to me that i pressured you into getting better
38:11brendan said to me that you you wanted to be perfect for me
38:16you are
38:18it just
38:20you are
38:27it just
38:29you are
38:34you are
38:39I was euphoric yeah I just I couldn't believe that I could breathe I have been
38:46sucking on oxygen for a year does it happen straight away or yeah pretty
38:52marked they take the breathing tube out and then boom you're on your own that
38:59feeling incredibly like actually you just feel like okay anything is possible so
39:14then when you land back in hospital with an infection yes but that is this motel
39:23coffee we're drinking almost I don't mean to sound weird again but do they feel
39:35like your lungs physically yeah
39:43mentally sometimes that's a bit of a struggle
39:53no one can really prepare you for knowing that someone died but you got
40:02to live
40:08but it's a really good motivator even on the tough days because I know that that my
40:19donor that ash but he deserves her
40:27he would have loved you mm-hmm he loved people he didn't let anything stand in
40:34their way you love God be very happy about this stitch mm-hmm maybe not so
40:47happy with me and the whole hunting you down part maybe you think it was a romantic
40:56okay yeah that's a good take I'm not gonna run with that I'm not insane I'm just
41:05romantic this looks intense huh always intense when you're exploring new frontiers and I do take sugar no that's great thank you Kelly there you go beautiful what's the map of
41:22Victoria Victoria so exciting I was just telling Andrew there are some really
41:28formidable soils out that way out what way Western District Ballarat yeah if people
41:36always think Heathcote but there are some chromosomes out west that have bang on
41:40for pinots and chardonnay exactly I had a tremendous local chardonnay there the
41:43other day what do you reckon Cal you've always liked your pinot
42:13those black rockin' beats
42:20oh
42:22oh
42:23oh
42:24oh
42:25oh
42:26oh
42:27oh
42:28oh
42:29oh
42:30oh
42:31oh
42:32oh
42:33oh
42:34oh
42:35oh
42:36oh
42:37oh
42:38oh
42:39oh
42:40oh
42:41oh
42:43hey Mish
42:44how are you
42:45hi Philip
42:46your dad gave me your address but he didn't tell me how quaint this place is
42:50well Bree's up here
42:51well I'm looking for Lillian
42:54she's not here
42:55no
42:56well um
42:57I went to the uh
42:58tourist town
42:59it's a living museum
43:01and they hadn't seen her
43:04well she's probably at home
43:06and where is that
43:10look
43:23Hamish
43:24it's not my fault I don't know where Lillian lives she's done her utmost to exclude us from her life
43:30wonder why that is
43:31I'm not the bad guy here
43:34if Lillian had been more responsible
43:37you know she owes us over thirty thousand dollars
43:40Michelle is out of her mind with worries
43:42could you stop doing what you're doing
43:46Deesco in the coffee machine
43:48and talk to me
43:49well no wonder she followed you up here you're as childish as she is
43:54and there it is
43:56we left all your opportunity
43:58moved to bumfuck nowhere
44:00I'll pass that feedback on to the local council
44:02what do you even do for a living
44:03really?
44:04use straightened teeth
44:05have you seen the car I drive?
44:07oh it's very impressive uncle Philip
44:09oh you can joke Hamish
44:10but the truth is you opted out of life when the going got tough
44:13I never opted out of life
44:15just the one you and my dad chose
44:18I certainly don't opt out when things get tough
44:21I'm here
44:22in the good and the shit
44:23and Lillian didn't follow me here
44:26you drove her here
44:28you and Michelle nearly broke her trying to bend her to your will
44:32and when she finally found her way free
44:34finally got her life together
44:36she lost Ash
44:38and where were you?
44:39we were right here
44:41you don't even know where she lives
44:43the man she was going to marry died
44:45and not once did you come to visit her
44:47you talk about opting out of life
44:50what the fuck do you call that?
44:52she's your daughter
44:54you only want her back now so Michelle can try again
44:58to make her into a mini version of herself
45:00Jesus Christ
45:02leave her alone
45:04Lillian is a miracle just the way she is
45:08Ash saw it
45:11my wife sees it
45:12I see it
45:13you Michelle and your idiot son
45:16you're the only ones who don't
45:17you're the only ones who don't
45:19he's gone
45:45He's gone.
45:50What?
45:52He's gone.
45:55I told him where Lillian lives. I wasn't sure what else to do.
46:00Hey, Mish.
46:07The way you stood up to him.
46:10Defended Lillian and yourself.
46:14That was really brave.
46:20I'm sorry for lying.
46:24There was no car accident.
46:28I didn't want to come home because I didn't want to tell you the truth.
46:35I started having panic attacks a couple of months ago.
46:38Mary, why didn't you tell me?
46:41Because I'm supposed to be the strong one. I've run the fucking ED.
46:45So what?
46:47Now I'm scared to go to work.
46:49I thought the plea change thing would make it better, but...
46:55Baby, what you saw happened to Ash?
46:56No, you see, that's not it.
46:58I keep thinking it could have been me.
47:08You know, he could have killed me.
47:10And I know that's so selfish when we lost Ash to make this about me.
47:16Oh, yes.
47:18Honey.
47:20Don't you think I think that every day?
47:22What kind of a monster would you be if it didn't affect you, if it didn't make you terrified?
47:27Well, I can't control it.
47:31It's like when Lillian started getting better, I started getting worse.
47:36Remind me, when did Lillian start getting better?
47:38She's been mad at me.
47:51Because I said you were weak.
47:55Okay.
47:56But I know I only said that because I was weak.
48:03I just kept feeling the ground slipping from under me.
48:06Like, what if I never saw the kids grow up?
48:09Or I never got old with you.
48:11Baby.
48:13I love you.
48:19I got you.
48:26Mmm.
48:36Whatever's in the oven smells amazing.
48:43Is that a leak?
48:47What's up?
48:49When were you gonna tell me?
48:51I wanted to surprise you.
48:53That was embarrassing.
48:54Anna knew our plans before I did.
48:55Oh, Kel.
48:56No, don't.
48:57Oh, Kel me.
48:59I'm not stupid.
49:03I'm lost.
49:05I know why you're doing this.
49:07Wanting to start up over there.
49:09I don't know why you're upset.
49:10We always talked about expanding when the time was right.
49:13Not in Ballarat.
49:14Well, I didn't know it was an option.
49:16But the wines are excellent.
49:17And I've been way too pig-headed about our own region to think about anywhere else.
49:21Oh, for Christ's sake, boys.
49:23Stay away from the house.
49:26When are you going to admit that you would rather spend time with all of them than with us?
49:34It's a commercial decision.
49:36It's not.
49:37No more.
49:38I see you too, we need to touch on the coast, too.
49:41Don't tend to aim to take advantage, you should be right.
49:46ciekенή pupille not.
49:49Oh my God...
49:50Tell him.
49:51Why don't you look every day.
49:52Don't be back in my room for fun, ever.
49:54No one depends on everything on earthという...
49:56It is much more�tight.
49:57Hey, Rick.
50:12Hey, Lillian. How are you?
50:14I need to give you my notice for the apartment.
50:18I have to move out.
50:21So it's two weeks, yeah?
50:24Sure. Sounds good.
50:27Is that why your dad's here?
50:42What a beautiful spot.
50:50She sent you to get me.
50:52She's worried about you.
50:54And she really wants you to be part of the family.
50:57And the business.
51:08I don't know how to raise $33,000 except to work for you.
51:12So, if I set up your new clinic, I want my pay doubled so that I can pay off my debt sooner.
51:21And I won't live with you.
51:23I'll find a place.
51:27I'll move out of here so that I can afford it.
51:31I thought you were going to tell me to fuck off.
51:33Asha's mum didn't want me to donate his organs.
51:43That's why she...
51:43Why I ended up with the funeral bill.
51:47She was angry that I was his next of kin and...
51:51Anyway, she wants me to pay for what I did.
51:56I'll drive back first thing in the morning and I will come back on the weekend and clear up my stuff.
52:11Can I see your place before I go?
52:16Can I see your place before I go?
52:16Can I see your place before I go?
52:41Do you want a cup of tea or something?
52:45Sure.
52:48So, Ash lived here and you moved in with him?
52:52Yeah.
52:54Must have been small for the two of you.
52:57It was enough.
52:59And it's lovely, Lil.
53:05What's all this?
53:07Oh, that's...
53:08That's Ash's stuff.
53:11And no, it's not some crazy shrine.
53:14It was all downstairs, but Rick needed the space, so...
53:18I have to take it to the op shop.
53:22He was a serious cyclist.
53:25Maybe you had more in common than you realised.
53:30Lilian, do you have any idea what this bike is worth?
53:35Well, you'd be lucky to find one of these, even secondhand, for under 18k.
53:39$18,000.
53:42Yep.
53:43Are you serious?
53:45How?
53:46He never said...
53:46Well, this is handcrafted cedar.
53:50Beautiful inlay.
53:51Must be worth seven or eight.
53:54Plus your fancy ski boots.
53:56Wait.
53:56So...
53:56How could he spend that much?
54:03He clearly had taste.
54:05But all up, if you sold this properly, you'd be debt-free.
54:10I've learned to hold the line
54:31And to never look away
54:35I've taught myself the lies
54:39That will get me through the day
54:43And nothing ever lasts
54:48But the pain that circulates
54:52Through the chasms of our past
54:57And the breaths we dare to take
55:00In the end
55:02Who can you see?
55:03Hmm...
55:04Hmm...
55:08Hmm...
55:11Hmm...
55:12Oh...
55:14Hmm...
55:15Hmm...
55:16Hmm...
55:16Hmm...
55:18Hmm...
55:18Mm hmm...
55:19Hmm...
55:20Hmm...
55:21Mmm...
55:21Oh, mama, can you see
55:23Hmm...
55:23Hmm...
55:24Hmm-mm
55:25Mmh-mm...
55:26EVER
55:27Oohh—
55:27mh—
55:28I've got a darkness shining through me
55:58I've got a darkness shining through me
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