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590 pages, Mass Market Paperback
First published January 1, 1997

All lives are abbreviated; nature puts a period at the end.
"Which scoundrels did you have in mind?" "In the absence of any others, my dear, I'll do."
There were several times when martyrdom was available to me for no more than the price of standing still.
He will define himself as whatever will best survive the moment, perfectly flexible, entirely unstable; he will be rigorously amoral out of fear that anything else will make him too firm, too tangible, to slip through the net. He is becoming something he hates because he believes that nothing else can preserve the things he loves. I would rather see him dead.
I'm doing this mostly because it's opened wide a door to a room inside me that before I could only guess at by the light along the sill and through the keyhole. It's a room in which all those things in me that, living the normal life of a well-bred woman, I could never use—strength and speed and hardiness; command over my mind and body; respect for the language of my senses; a certain ferocity of the spirit—are not only useful but essential.
Some, I know, preach that the ends justify the means. Others say they do not. I say the question is nonsense, because we do not use different means to the same end. Oh, yes, I know all about how a hundred roads lead to the same destination, but that is because we start from different places.
Good or bad, give me credit for what I have done. I would rather go honestly to Hell, admitting that I leaped knowingly into error and folly, than enter into the sweetest Heaven men can dream of by whining that I had been pushed.