“Us” Over

I feel it happening all over again

You’re gonna leave me and there’s nothing I can do to stop it

I am mourning us before the ending

I think, “ you’re the handsomest sunset I’ve ever witnessed”

I feel myself harden to you

I know you will never choose me like I keep choosing you

I am stiff and activated

I breathe and smell you, then remember everyone who’s ever left me

I feel the leaving all at once

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It all happens all over again and again and again

I am mourning us

You are all sunsets and I just wish once I could see you rise for me like you did for them

I keep breaking down walls, for what?

I know you don’t want me like I’ve wanted you

Do I want you?

Or do I feel all the leaving at once

I active

I can summon you whenever

Left again

“us”