I am 44 and at peace with myself!
It is 11/11 again and I am sifting through pictures of the year, this one hit me as real symbolic of who i am AND to my surprise did not trigger my usual crazy self criticism. hahahaha….am I finally at peace with myself? Wow!
Yeah! I always try to carry more things than i can handle, cannot claim that i do that in the most organized fashion but i give it my best and i try hard — I always try to keep the balance ( and i hardly do) with an annoying smile that turns into laugh while trying to get up when i fall. I am too emotional — i know i am missing a tuner! I either love too much or ignore too much! Yes, i am not born with an area in the middle…with me it is always the land of extremes!
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Most people will understand you in the context of who they are, precious few will embrace you as is! Sticking to communication but shutting off the continuous personal justification part, saves you a lot of wasted energy; that is my conclusion.
For all of those who don’t fit in, I give you my comfort twist: I am not weird, I am just a limited edition { and the best part is: i am finally ok with it } !
