anak anak...

lately banyak sangat kisah tak best ttg baby dengar...

dera especially. sedih. as a stay-at-home-mama, i'm blessed enough sbb dapat jaga my own child. tp untuk ibu ibu yg terpaksa bekerja di luar sana, hanya allah yg tau perasaan mereka bila tinggalkan anak dengan strangers untuk dijaga.

paling terbaru, kisah anak my old friend, faseeha batrisyia aka syia. ni anak schoolmate sekolah menengah dlu. kitorg preggy sama sama, n surprisingly beranak pun sama! syia same birthday as khaira. tp, nasib tak menyebelahi syia. syia skrg kat NICU, hospital temerloh. ada pendarahan dalam otak. doktor cakap, chances dia 1/3 mati, 1/3 cacat, 1/3 normal. baru je 2 hari lepas farah upload cerita ni kat fb. doktor cakap, 99% suspected dera, maybe dekat nursery. owh... br lagi tgk few days back, farah post gambar syia demam, pakai pampers je. farah cakap syia demam sbb inject setahun. masa tu i dah panic takut khaira demam sbb khaira pun br pas cucuk setahun. alhamdulillah khaira x demam. then few days after, farah post g, syia masuk hospital sbb ade jangkitan kuman. ok... pastu few days after farah post syia dh keluar hospital.... gembira. gambar syia berseri seri... tp beberapa hari lepas, farah post lg. doakan syia, dia dlm nicu. sedeyh sangat. terus terbayang khaira. ya allah. kejamnya manusia.

syia... moga selamat sayang

haih...
pastu tgk kawan kawan yg hantar anak ke nursery, rata rata anak anak mereka misti sakit sakit. kenapa ye. ada kawan hubs kat office, anak dia punyalah hensem boy, tiba tiba byk sangat tompok tombok naik. sebesar 50sen pun ada. ingt chicken pox, tp doc cakap jangkitan kulat. dah nk habes ubat sapu, tak baik baik. kena bawak gi specialist. kalau teruk kne admit hospital. sbb takut effect dalaman. haih, duk nursery, byk jangkitan. duk rumah, risiko kena dera. kesian ibu yg bekerja. kesian lagi kat budak budak tak berdosa.

bila tengok kisah kisah ttg anak anak ni, termasuk kes serangan senjata kimia dekat syria tu, sedeh amat. siksanya anak anak ni menggung derita. sampai hati mereka ye. again, bila terpandang khaira, makin meluap luap perasaan, i want to take care of my own child, by myself. tanak org jaga. ye lah, kita jaga maybe tak sesempurna org lain tp at least kita puas hati dengan apa yg berlaku. anak di depan mata... tp tulah, bukan semua ibu ada pilihan macam saya... sabarlah

kita hanya merancang,  whatever happened itu ketentuan allah.

.... perasaan keibuan itu sungguh indah kan?

first baju kurung

I am a proud mama last raya
Because khaira wore her first baju kurung for raya.... N the baju kurung was made by me!
Alhamdulillah even byk flaws now n there but i must give a pat on my back for the good try.
N i also sew my baju kurung menyusu too
We wore those baju kurungs on the first day of raya at melaka...
And also last night on majlis hari raya peringkat politeknik kk.

What i can say is... Im so puas!

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sindrom peralihan bulan

Harini bunge sedikit peel
Not much just she doesnt want to be left alone
Mama nk mandi pun susah
Bagi maen playgym pun xnak
Dah elok telena dlm buai, belum pun mama bangun dari ayunan, dia terjaga blk
Xtau ape yg xkena
Maybe betul kata kawan mama
Peralihan bulan punye sindrom
Dah nk masuk 5 bulan
Bunge nk mama always by her side
Sudahnya,
Mama masak lunch kul 12
Sib bek babah balik around 1-ish cmtu,sempat la siap masak
Tu pun masak ngan bunge
But surprisingly, mama managed to cook rendang ayam for lunch!
Satu achievement la sbb bunge peel kan
Td mlm nukwan call
Tanya whats wrong with bunge
Nukwan tau pun through fb
Baru tau rupanya hp mama guna skrg jem
Sbb ckp phone ngan tokwan x dgr
Ptt la siang td babah call pun cam xdgr
Operasi mencari hp baru bermula
Yg pntg hp baru tu leh jwb call, sms n camera super cantik
Bcoz skrg hobi mama amik gambar bunge n makanan B-)
Xsabar nk gune hp baru

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back as a mommy

Although dh lama gile i xupdate the blog, believe it or not, i always bukak this blog... Sbb i nk blog hopping! Bnyk list blog yg i suka baca ade kt cni. N now, pas dh beranak, pas segala alahan i tamat (i xle tgk tv, mengadap lappy or tab tyme pregy), im back n nak update blog sokmo!

Ok, now as a mommy, im so excited! Alhamdulillah semuanya best. Walaupun penat, xcukup tdo n nangis sbb risau xtau jaga baby, ianya tp best. Byk sgt nk share kat cni sbb semuanya experience kan. Alhamdulillah...

N, this is my lil munchkin, born on 13th august 2012 at 4.25am... Named khaira azalea mohd shukri. Now, ive become a mama :-) , a mommy blogger. Yeah.

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