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after sex under parents
02:30
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we end down on ground, up off bed. tongue cradles balls. above ceiling/floor, parents expect someone.
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at bottom steps, we dress. we wait with household. they cite my in-side-out collar, and incite we leave. she seeks something, in. out, i button top. key starts in and car runs. i clutch two and ten, tight. i idle. ring tag birds fly underneath tire. i exit, lock self out, then shoo flock. i wrinkle down-sleeves up. i hear car and not search, inside. park car runs.
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we dog sit on mom dog watch night, mom gone. mumblecore ad-libs rouse. we pet. i type, “roadhead cum”. dog runs in sleep. we declothe. i refine search tags. hardcore site text flashes emboss-russian. i tap, “always translate?”. captive-ball-ring pierces milf anus. she groans. mature hole prolapses. she lasts past our finish. driver shakes dutch angle. we french. zoom out exposes her press flat on mobile home door. glass palpitates and clouds. dad butt calls me. we mute her, our pulses settling. out of breath, he breathes. then empty, her rear outputs cream.
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post-address-captcha, we fuck on stream.
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cousin cries. he seeks stuff/dog and charges downstairs. he shakes lock door. i eye lost plaything amidst strewn sheets, in widescreen. we pause heaves. i view count. i find baby monitor, inside toy hems. we rift recorder parts and plush, nude. we hide remains from parents, in clean laundry. we silence, until knob turns and whines end.
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we stop cam. site indexes stream. we smile in thumbnail picture. frame lasts forever. we laugh forever.
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i wake in cool pillow-drool. vent waves blinds. computer fan spins underneath untuck-covers. i peel back off sag tits and pull charge stiff. cord upends model-glue over touch display cracks. sticky screen locks. she wakes. bare rests mesh flesh.
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showerless, i exit. gutter clogs. rain overflows goop on car. bike rests on house wall. ladderless, i jump on seat, then shed, then roof. stillicide rolls wheels clockwise. i dig leaves out of flood eaves. i empty hands past rim. mess lands in front of back-dog-door. she calls through screen slide. i wait. she steps out, then over waste pile. i drop more. she squeals. tiles slip me. sweat sticks slip-sheets.
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my love departs. time spare, i spring clean. i unbox origami. her lip stain marks sole glass, out of washer. rinse cycle shakes floor.
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clean finds new room. we text more. pot squeals mist. stove stays hot, post blue burner off. tea streams in me. i cool off with icebox ice blocks.
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my love lifts off. bookmark link rots. search finds template forum archive. over signature blocks, info dates our births early. steam warps folds. pms secure nudes and meet-up details. mom publics pics, in next tab. she waits near ultrasound monitor. underneath skin, i hide. screen finds my outline. my eyes droop and blink. glass ripples. steady steam rises past, up.
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i hide and seek with her and cousins in family cabin. she dusts sand off my thin hair. underneath her, my hand sleeps. in crawlspace underneath floor, nephew whines, “when’s this through? time out”. slide door rustles breeze, past mesh. he still seeks.
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post-drinks with parents, we strip soft. we hear mom grope walls, past load support beam frame and home-mix plaster. close, she steadies. we tense. she rotates door, laughs, and proposes she tuck in sheets and protection.
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at sunrise, we skip sleep and extensive reunion. our bare limbs rash past ivy. we roam clear beach. she combs, finds dig site, buries me, chain tire swings, jumps away, splashes wave, then treads tide. immobile, i spasm around itch. we flush heads. current floats and whelms her. towards me, tides ease over. “help” she gasps, with gurgle laughs. i stay in ground. we both play drown.
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mom shows off scrapbooks. wave cut sheet borders frame, column and sequence trip.
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spinster aunt and i retire. i pose we split young wine box. she finds glass, spreads no mono, and chats forecast. i search contacts.
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i tongue her in cellar. guest strides shake mix drinks/block ice. baby home-video playback rings vents. i cock head through ceiling tile, near old head hole.
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up, sensor flushes and runs tap.
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out, crowd sways tight. i spill, soak dry-clean wear, and embrace her. her glass rim washes over. her iris fills smudge wire rim. text vibrates silent cell dry. i lip nip gurgle. candles lay in wax puddles. i cry.
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before wedding dress prep, i wake up early. champagne stains bachelor party tee. i wear dry clean button collar top.
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in ride, she secures belt. she displays pic of pre-birth image from last night baby shower. i glance, swerve, then churn.
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full bars on, i reception comb, and leave her. groom friends tailgate morning-caps. i find porta-potty queue by construction. i sprawl out over hole, near new suburb site. i puke heave. up through seat, runny goop splashes my face. bride groans in neighbor-box. i lay. pasture grass inflames bacne. i roll around. auto-sprinkler waters.
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we walk warm damp park, with pair genital thrush. kids run path, towards us. parents shadow them. tween girl chats me up and twirls curls. we lock hands. she scrams ahead. we trail them, and rustle coats, loud.
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at block end, squeals split ears. fetal alcohol crosser stops traffic. by aisle, parents clutch hands. lip wrinkle whistles unleash us all. i watch crowd bound, and cell and her. we walk with smiles.
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someone shares my clean-cut pic. i shave view clear and wash again.
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i turn up more late. we peck. i drop phone. door close cracks screen. pre-party pick up, she fixes put on lips.
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we contact eyes. she refreshes again. i shift and sight her updates glow windscreen.
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post-friends, i park. she snivels and views me. i clutch her, over handbrake and holders. my whole load presses her. butts move towards backbench. over tears, we seat fold and kiss. done download awaits me. i cum in her eye. she leaves blind. open door theatre lights.
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towards end of line, film slides time mark.
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scratches mark calendar. grid months spread back, between bookends, in mess full room. her touch-types tap loud, while i scroll her old vlogs. she opens dad condoms. lube splashes lens and undefines eye contact. jumpcut clears blur. film closes in minimize, mute.
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i look up something.
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kawaii friend links. i watch seconds, reply and hear her hear me. butt seats on sofa and bed plush. frame mirrors refract her back head hair, over and over. past walls, her hair extends where soil rests, feet underneath driveway/wheels. i walk across open concept room, over strewn clothes, while i turn off daylight blue bulbs. i arrive at exit window. my eyes settle flush with ground level and face neighbors. i set off outdoor motion sensor, through glass. her shade shifts with screen. she sits on my facial hair. we break eye contact, with tears.
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before ride, i shave genitals.
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roof graze burns my hand.
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i check out girl flock. i clutch shift. i gaze with pink eyes. they expose skin and carry nothing. tan lines tie-side beachwear. i eye no sweat stain dew on remote outlines, on concrete.
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i return her stuff.
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i double back. i fixate on outdoor outlet charger girl. she wet drops contacts. i seek where babe hides cell, pouchless. rearview displays bird remains, en route. my crusty eyes spot sunspots, amidst more and more new rays.
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we party with pvr pregnant teens. warm dog drool coats remote, shiny. glow in the dark buttons dim/cool, slow. he unwraps vacation clip-on-shades. click sticks fast-forward skip. trick-play shows title sequence stills, with breaking crawl forecast.
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he pre-picks tie, beds early and sleeps late.
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next night, blinds still hide sky. we watch save vids then clear room. stream site drops whole four seasons. buffer time empties sofa.
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my eyes shut in call. i disclose i still love her. reply lags and lags. eyes open. on and on, spins cursor.
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tech support schedule swing by: any night, any week. light leaves. screen auto sleeps. i wake, watch, and wait. pointer still moves, amidst freeze.
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dad and i jaywalk by old buildings. we look new, then drivers swerve.
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bird shit coat statue holds opera glasses. dad mimes same gesture. i hold frame. she vibrates lens. pair pic blurs.
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gps lines us alongside fence and concrete mixer. high brightness screen contrasts sun glare and drains map. as we seek charge, hotel finds us.
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he peers down hair clog sink, then calls help.
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floors up, i mix message her, sleep cycle-less. he rolls around restless, near nude. i compare his spasm to close eyes her. her phone auto-corrects mess. last asterix text cites my sleep talk. thick walls house as hum. on balcony, awake babes and mates rouse squeals. i toss clock out open window. other fixtures bolt down. last, cord sinks. town surrounds river. water reflects and churns tower glow. sunblock crusts sparse split-ends. sun burn bald spot flesh peels. dad skin strips and sags off.
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out window, air drag moves tongue. wag stills underneath dog, over seat. off exit, we tailgate on ramp.
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potholes churn him. his wheeze lines barf alongside curb. i park. we walk rest of mom crescent. he grazes trim lawns and calms. she pets him and dusts fur off me. i back off. hose trips me flat on his shit. i shoo hand help, spring up and scram. she waves me down, and hands envelope. towards next bedroom town and dad, i drive private thing.
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inside, entry alarm rings. i side step eye contact. i peel clothes off and throw out shirt. i turn bath on knob. outpour blocks out his step sounds, towards message. i wash with dad dandruff stuff and touch self.
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new ex circulates her pics. i save neighbor. lo-res mobiles move inside external drive. folder holds old acquaintance nudes.
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gradient shadows incog window. pop-up close opens others. tab embeds columns of mothers fucking mothers. lawn strip parts our homes. shade glows past screen dust. x turns transfer pov tape off.
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borders inset long distance date site. handwritten watermark font hyperlinks. i flash selfie. headroom fills frame. i crop and extend hairline in zoom.
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fan runs in display sleep. motion lights sensor over her aboveground bedroom blinds.
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my profile slides on wedding pic tile rows. i pose, with suit and child.
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i saw child porn as a child.
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finishless floor/wall edges form room. box tan desktop modem under skin flake dust sheet, lays. second-hand child onesies crust, by mildew pink insulation. testesless teen dog limps down steps. his arthritic frame sags flesh. dressless, he whines and rolls around. scratches and spots fuck playback up. i wheeze and shirt rub disk clean off. still petless, he rolls chest over cool ground. on tray, film glides. fur floats and wavers amidst strobe pixel glow. on press, turns lights off. room dims black. sightless, i find bed, in set site. his shed coat flies air vents, between and throughout his breaths.
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mom drove off towards date mixer. she left 3d glasses and disk. ringing artifacts unfocused anaglyph.
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i ran away with bike. locked mirrored model home rows shrouded glows inside. streetlightless, i collided with phone line column. i clicked chain back in.
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batteries ran out. i hung headphones around neck, on highway. input slipped out of coat pouch orifice. cord dragged alongside wet tire trails.
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i turned off, on fresh-dug-park lit path. far to my sides, shadow figures blurred. i laid frame on lit memorial bench. my steps treaded dewed grass flat. i pointed dim watch light ahead, then down towards pawmarks. blink found afterimage. i rotated back. i sighted something blur, between me and light.
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snow dusted wilt leaf covered greenery, indoor dog still unconceived. sled slid me.
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i led sled home. my breath clouds rose. along dug path sides, eye level snow towered. i climbed up ledge. route saved time. i tripped over whelmed fence post.
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in, i found more lights. mom helped. fuse blew. back pulled underneath sink, dad hair-dried pipe.
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i hid pre-present-squeal, head held in sheet. by her, he roused, back stressed. without his snores, she found sleep.
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i woke family early. couple toggled knobs. before opening, they taped me and soon put down old dog.
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by fireplace, we detached parts of tree. rising sun shown along with put up suburb leds.
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something vibrates amidst couch/sheet frays. dad clothes quake loud dryer. i miss call. in cell search, i home-phone.
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pair selfie tags town founding community center parade. her phone hold arm extends past frame. fuck app friend squeezes her. i close and watch anime.
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in thread, i post her underage tit pics. hi-res reply cartoons her personal parts. fur coats firm breasts.
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shirtless, nights of sweat coat me. windows float over my breaths. my chest taps underneath cool fan glide. dry cycle over, i hear ring through folds, then insert charge. i finally delete her nudes.
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cars slip steadily. over my light coat, pollen floats. i stuff up, walking collar/dog. he still charges each lawn. he bounds. he’s bound. he rubs up on fence. ivy wraps wet paint chain links.
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back, i hose him down. still out, spring evening starts raining. my hair twines, frays and soaks. in pour, ringlet locks flow. i am present, young and i love someone. i love something.
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