woke up on the wrong side of my head packed inside a box and halfway dead tied up with a knot just like i oughta be, this part of me and i could say the words you want to hear and make the pretty package disappear but would you even want me now? no eulogies for parts of me do you really think it’s simple to encapsule it? (can you even hear me?) that the parts you didn’t like were just an accident? (or are these words just quitting?) do you really think so little, little, little, little, (do you think so little of me?) take in the all of me see what you wanna see no cause for sympathy you won't listen if it don't sound sweet regards and low esteem it's all meant implicitly speak now or hold your peace and forget this part of me no love, no eulogies got off at the wrong stop in my mind a lotta awful words for me to find it's all a goddamn waste of time no energy, apart from me 'cause i could say the word, make it all so clear or i could make a change, and face my fear but i always take the wrong way out so far to be a part of me do you think i’d be so stupidly compassionate (can you even see me?) without carrying a weight enough to balance it? (or did this not have meaning?) do you really think so little, little, little, little, (do you think so little of me?) look through my eyes at what you what from me no silence, sanded off edges can't you fake it just one moment? i look through your eyes at an unfamiliar face the shape of your reflection the colors melt in two directions and spill into my afterimage take in the all of me see what you wanna see no cause for sympathy 'cause why listen if it don't sound sweet? regards and low esteem the same shit you always sing speak now or hold your peace and forget this part of me no love, no eulogies

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oh my god i am losing my mind if i could only take a moment then i’d maybe be fine but I can’t catch a break when your thought is inside every moment every feeling that is filling my time if i tried to get away i’d be missing your thought and every feeling every moment that your memory brought so instead i’ll kill time by replaying your voice and i will sit back and be helpess b/c i dont have a choice wish i could turn back time a couple years or so i’d make myself less blue and i could let you go oh my god can you cut me a break like just the thought of being with you leaves me lying awake and insomnia’s a bitch when you’re falling in love but maybe im a drama queen because i think it’s enough i swear to god i am doing all i can to try and function like a normal human being once again but i think you ruined me with the light inside your eyes your delicate smile oh you’ve got me hypnotized (no lie) i kinda wish i had excuses here to say but they all ditched me in this island and they're drifting far away my eyes are getting heavy and my consciousness is thin but because i'm *&#$%^& stubborn that my head's not giving in wish i could turn back time a couple years or so i’d make myself less blue and i could let you go wish i could turn back time (i am hopeless here) a couple years or so (my eyes the color of a rose) i’d make myself less blue (too far gone to care) and i could let you go (falling down right now)

THIS IS A CERTIFIED SHRIMP. エビチャーハン~ エビチャーハン~ エビチャーハン~ (to the beat yo!) エビチャーハン~ エビチャーハン~ (bring the noise!) エビチャーハン~ (go!) (じゃ) i cook my dinners for an audience at least that's what i'd like to do lately it's me and my irrelevance garnished with hopeless love for you i cut these onions 'til i cry sear my heart on every side golden brown and lightly fried i just don't know what i'm to do with this meal i made for two... unless i cook for you! i made a home-cooked meal full of everything i feel and i send my love through the searing stainless steel i hope you feel the heat 'cause you're everything to me have this shrimp fried rice no more talking, lets just eat! エビチャーハン~ エビチャーハン~ エビチャーハン~ (reheat that!) エビチャーハン~ エビチャーハン~ エビチャーハン~ (じゃ) you cook your dinners with no elegance (do you?) nothing pretty, just some food (okay~!) that might be why you're such a pessimist (it's a miss...) every day its plain white rice and chicken breast with protein powder, it's PETULANT!!!!!!! sous vide it slowly for a day while the lonely hours away watch those colors turn to grey (so gray) wouldn't your dinner feel complete with some savory and sweet? (hehehe~) just come and cook with me! i made a home-cooked meal full of everything i feel and i send my love through the searing stainless steel i hope you come and eat 'cause it's such a tasty treat have this shrimp fried rice grab a plate and take a seat! (whee!) エビチャーハン~ エビチャーハン~ (y'know you want to!) エビチャーハン~ (come with me!) (to the beat yo!) エビチャーハン~ エビチャーハン~ (it's delicious! nutritious!) (bring the noise!) エビチャーハン~ (let's go! one, two, three...) you're telling me a shirmp fried this? not her fault, she's gonna grow to heights twice this bite in a delicious fish dish mixed with some minced rinsed bits of shallots and citrus ask her what the order be, she say D-E-C-A-P-O-D-A tiny guys fried up cheese grate on 'em with the recipe tossed out as they're tossin' (it's great!) restate, repeat find her cooking beachside, heat high salted butter melted she plates another dish by the sea shore (go!) as she sells fried rice by the each brined shellfish i made a home-cooked meal full of everything i feel and i send my love through the searing stainless steel i hope you feel the heat 'cause you're everything to me have this shrimp fried rice no more talking, lets just eat! エビチャーハン~ エビチャーハン~ エビチャーハン~ (hehehe~) (reheat that!) エビチャーハン~ エビチャーハン~ (uh huh!) エビチャーハン~ (yummy yummy yummy!!) (じゃ) (i don't give a f&#%!)