This makes me think of a passage from “The Brothers Karamazov” where one of them goes on an extended rant, rejecting god. It boils down to the idea that the price of heaven isn’t worth it. All the suffering and cruelty on earth cannot be overseen by any god worth worshipping, or accepting reward from. I realize from your comment that this line of thinking encapsulates how I feel about capitalism. “I reject the ticket”.