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Barely Here
02:44
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How I’ve enjoyed the view
I’m always scanning the walls
for more bad news
Of catastrophic situations
every second invasive
Contemplation
The vision’s out of line
Just wanna feel alright
I swear you want me dead
Not far off from where I’ve been
Theres so much more to all of this
So I’ll duck my head
Call it a trick of the trade
We can’t maintain the highs
It’s just a parting taste
So distract and delay
Every junkie has his day
What more is there to say?
You can stow me away
Somewhere that feels safe
So safe
Just like every choice I’ve made of late
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2. |
Jet Stream Wish
02:54
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Can you still hear me?
I need you near me
And I can’t wait another second to get home
Do you still see me?
Needing you, pleading
with the jet stream
Find quickest way that gets me to your door
My disconnect
Between the routines that we live
And the all the chaos that conflicts
Around us
Constant unconscious
So out of touch when I’m away
Just know I think about you every single day
There’s one thing that I truly know for sure
When I’m with you, I could never be
alone or on my own
I can’t ever let you go
I can’t
No, I can’t
Yeah, I can’t
Ever let you go
My conscience slips
All the seconds start to skip
I know the time zones want my sure surrender
But while I’m gone out there in my own world, you’re home
And on your own
A few more hours away
Then I’m right back next to
Lean on anything
That’ll keep me true to you
It’s all I can ask you to do
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Don’t you dare
Walk away from this conversation
I got the message, but you could say it with your chest if you were
The saints
You made yourselves out to be
You’re all too good for the dream
And now you’ll never be perceived
By anyone for anything
But when it’s all been dead and done
You’ll know
Watch what you say
You might have to own it one day
Wouldn’t that be a
Shame
Is what you bring on yourself when you’re caught running your mouth
It’s such a shame
I can’t believe I gotta say this
“We are not the competition.”
But if you want it, then you got it
Just look around
The room is vacant
Just like everything you say when it feels safe
I hope you hear this song
And panic every day
I know exactly what you are
Not hard to tell apart
You’re fraudulent
Look how all of this panned out
Out of time to double down
Best to bow out
I’ve made my point
Now you can all go fuck yourselves
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You’re careless with your words
And trailing off in incoherent bursts
This hit me where it hurts
It's hard for me to say what you deserve
The face of a stranger
In place of someone you would’ve died for
The face of a stranger
In place of someone you would’ve died for
I think about your problems
There’s no easy to solve them
Now you’re falling down again
From the trauma
constant clouds above your head
This face of a stranger
In place of someone you would’ve died for
The face of a stranger
Falling down
Falling down
Never meant to hit the ground
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5. |
You Hate Me
03:32
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You phase me
But now it’s so long over and out
This changed me
I just don’t know what to do with myself
Caught up in a contradiction
Can’t you be happy with yourself?
Blurred lines of fact and fiction
Wishing that you were someone else
You hate me
Since I know how these stories shake out
Disgrace me
There’s no one else I can blame but myself
Chorus:
Caught up in a contradiction
Can’t you be happy with yourself?
Blurred lines of fact and fiction
Wishing that you were someone else
Can anybody hear me
pleading, screaming
“I think we’re going down”
You phase me
But now it’s so long, over and out.
This changed me
I just don’t know what to do with myself
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6. |
Selden Mansions
03:35
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My heart pounds for towns
Where no one makes a sound
Quiet lives and peace of mind
Where nothing's ever on the line
dying for it now
Open roads leave a hole in my heart
I get home, and I blink, then I’m gone again
Yea those sidewalkless streets
They’re so priceless to me
Get me on Long Island now
Cry
Tear after tear and
Find
What will always be by
your side
In life
I know it seems like I’m barely
Here
Now
try to be present
Don’t break down
Or live with regret
For that time overseas
Where I couldn’t be reached
I don’t mean to let you down
Each year
Pulls further and further
From staying here
This choice is a burden
The west coasts a dream
Made in Heaven for me
But I need Long Island now
Life crawls away from you so slow
So far away from your first
Look
Touch
The things that feel so lush
And you just can’t replace
As every day flies by at Lucid Place
Then all falls away
Streetlights
signs guiding you home
Wherever you go
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There’s only so much left of me
Even when I’m out of reach
Just don’t forget me
You were declining by the day
Now you’re frozen in this state
I can see it in your face
I know that I still hold a place
There’s signals and signs
From the back of your mind
Trying
Trying
To let me know that you still remember
Canonized in your forever
All I need is tomorrow
Please remember my face for one more day
It’s like a nail in my neck
When I’m sitting close to your bed
And the lights go
On and off so
Am I alone?
The shame of passing by your exit
You know, I instantly regret it
My heart breaks
From the guilt and weight
It’s the routine that I lay with
I’m being pulled in the wrong direction
You deserve my full attention
All I need is tomorrow
Please remember my face one more day
It’s like a nail in my neck
When I’m sitting close to your bed
And the lights go
On and off so
Am I alone?
Don’t let me go
Am I alone?
Idolized
Relief when I feel you
In the glow of every light
Idolized
I will find
You in every life
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8. |
What I'm Worth
02:16
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Somebody reel me in
I’ve been treading out here the best I can
Long-term victims of circumstance
Yea we’ll figure it out, someone’s always got a plan
If we all sit back and wait
Maybe they’ll shut and lock the gate
Heaven-sent with my closest friends
In a game where no one wins in the end
How am I supposed to know
Every choice seems so unconscionable
I shouldn’t stay here
Who wouldn’t stay here?
But I’ve been dying to let you know
Down in my soul
It's out of control
This is all so out of control
Feel the lows as they drag you under
Split 12 ways
Its side ways
While I stay
Bleeding myself dry
On the highways
Total fucking downturn
In headspace
Forget my name, my face
Watch me fade away
I’ve been dying to
I’ve been dying too
Or just press skip
And we won’t talk about it
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9. |
Pace and Loiter
02:15
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I know you know what I mean
I think you need what I need
Let’s pause the grief and
ward with pace and loiter
Can’t you see
We’re up late
And circled up in bleak surroundings
Getting that fix that we need
There’s nothing
breaking all the peace around me
So just stay right here with me
This is all
All I could ever ask for
You don’t know how much times left till you go
But we’ll save it for then
There’s a matter at hand
So find your place
And let go
We’re up late
And circled up in bleak surroundings
Getting that fix that we need
There’s nothing
breaking all the peace around me
So just stay right here with me
This is all
All I could ever ask for
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10. |
Irreversible
03:13
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You deserve everything
every horrible thing in your life
To happen twice
Or all the time
Yea all the time
I offer one sole piece of advice
Have some self-respect and therapize
Defamation in places that can’t be seen
(How can you go and shame my name)
It goes both ways, that’s if you want it from me
(When all you are comes right from me)
You deserve a panic attack
On an Amtrak train
Going far, the fuck away
From me
So find the time
To find some spine
Take back your life
You hang your head all day in shame
What a productive way to be
Everyone
Is excusing your behavior
Too far gone
I swear the grudge in me is greater
Watch the world outside go by from your window
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