“It is easy in the world to live after the world’s opinion, it is easy in solitude to live after our own, but the great man is he who in the midst of the crowd keeps with perfect sweetness the independence of solitude.” -Ralph Waldo Emerson

its good to be able to handle solitude and idle times but at some point it becomes pointless.

A man can be himself only so long as he is doing a hand stand; and if he does not love inversion, he will not love freedom; for it is only when he is upside-down that he is really free.
—Arthur Schopenhauer

Whenever I spend longer than a day alone, any structure that my life had just starts disintegrating